WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:05.040 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.040 --> 00:00:06.580 align:middle line:90% Spilled milk. 00:00:06.580 --> 00:00:09.440 align:middle line:90% 00:00:09.440 --> 00:00:14.120 align:middle line:84% The further we go, the whiter the landscape becomes. 00:00:14.120 --> 00:00:20.800 align:middle line:84% Snow, salt, snow, salt, and the fog of forgetting, 00:00:20.800 --> 00:00:23.280 align:middle line:90% where you are with yourself. 00:00:23.280 --> 00:00:26.160 align:middle line:84% Mnemosyne is looking for a photo. 00:00:26.160 --> 00:00:29.360 align:middle line:90% A few boxes contain decades. 00:00:29.360 --> 00:00:33.560 align:middle line:84% Pictures lie face down like soldiers on the field. 00:00:33.560 --> 00:00:37.520 align:middle line:84% Witnesses to those who know this language. 00:00:37.520 --> 00:00:40.040 align:middle line:84% What does this language do to you? 00:00:40.040 --> 00:00:43.680 align:middle line:90% Evacuee, front, bombs. 00:00:43.680 --> 00:00:46.140 align:middle line:90% With the war come, new words. 00:00:46.140 --> 00:00:50.880 align:middle line:84% And the new law, too, only one egg per child while officers 00:00:50.880 --> 00:00:54.920 align:middle line:84% fight over delicacies from France. 00:00:54.920 --> 00:00:56.660 align:middle line:90% Memory gives us a push. 00:00:56.660 --> 00:00:57.720 align:middle line:90% Go on then. 00:00:57.720 --> 00:00:58.220 align:middle line:90% Run. 00:00:58.220 --> 00:00:59.280 align:middle line:90% Keep up. 00:00:59.280 --> 00:01:01.400 align:middle line:84% But I just stare and can't remember 00:01:01.400 --> 00:01:03.540 align:middle line:90% why I'm wearing this dress. 00:01:03.540 --> 00:01:05.580 align:middle line:90% What am I doing here? 00:01:05.580 --> 00:01:06.740 align:middle line:90% These people? 00:01:06.740 --> 00:01:09.940 align:middle line:90% And whose shadow is that? 00:01:09.940 --> 00:01:12.580 align:middle line:90% The pears in your school bag. 00:01:12.580 --> 00:01:15.900 align:middle line:84% The turkey's feathers beneath your palm. 00:01:15.900 --> 00:01:20.580 align:middle line:84% A snowball attack and dreams of Africa. 00:01:20.580 --> 00:01:24.940 align:middle line:84% Summer and winter slowly erase their borders. 00:01:24.940 --> 00:01:27.260 align:middle line:90% They become one big season. 00:01:27.260 --> 00:01:31.660 align:middle line:84% The season of childhood, where you are with yourself, 00:01:31.660 --> 00:01:33.760 align:middle line:90% of yourself, in yourself. 00:01:33.760 --> 00:01:37.500 align:middle line:90% Like never again afterwards. 00:01:37.500 --> 00:01:41.540 align:middle line:84% Blind spots are sometimes false memories 00:01:41.540 --> 00:01:44.380 align:middle line:90% where the cloth wears thin. 00:01:44.380 --> 00:01:48.500 align:middle line:84% It will tear, someone will certainly say. 00:01:48.500 --> 00:01:50.300 align:middle line:90% And we darn these holes. 00:01:50.300 --> 00:01:53.180 align:middle line:84% Change our memory like an old coat, 00:01:53.180 --> 00:01:57.340 align:middle line:84% so that you can still put it on, so that it can still be worn 00:01:57.340 --> 00:02:00.180 align:middle line:90% by the girl who comes after us. 00:02:00.180 --> 00:02:04.670 align:middle line:84% The further we go, the whiter the landscape becomes. 00:02:04.670 --> 00:02:09.110 align:middle line:84% She tilts her head over the glass of spilt milk. 00:02:09.110 --> 00:02:12.110 align:middle line:90% Mnemosyne. 00:02:12.110 --> 00:02:14.470 align:middle line:84% And this poem also was written as an homage 00:02:14.470 --> 00:02:18.150 align:middle line:90% to a Barbara Frischmuth. 00:02:18.150 --> 00:02:22.310 align:middle line:84% She was an Austrian prose writer. 00:02:22.310 --> 00:02:24.550 align:middle line:90% And she died last year. 00:02:24.550 --> 00:02:30.710 align:middle line:84% And once I had to introduce her at the festival as a city 00:02:30.710 --> 00:02:31.690 align:middle line:90% writer of Graz. 00:02:31.690 --> 00:02:34.770 align:middle line:84% And I decided to introduce her through a poem. 00:02:34.770 --> 00:02:37.310 align:middle line:90% 00:02:37.310 --> 00:02:42.910 align:middle line:84% The poem was based on her book about her childhood in the early 00:02:42.910 --> 00:02:48.150 align:middle line:84% or war, post-war, second world war years 00:02:48.150 --> 00:02:53.910 align:middle line:84% in small town in Austria, where her family had a hotel. 00:02:53.910 --> 00:02:58.750 align:middle line:84% But I think today, it reads like as if 00:02:58.750 --> 00:03:01.780 align:middle line:84% about the war we are having today. 00:03:01.780 --> 00:03:06.000 align:middle line:90%