WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.240 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.240 --> 00:00:04.880 align:middle line:84% How to capture a year in 100 words? 00:00:04.880 --> 00:00:08.840 align:middle line:84% Beyond, but myself like never before. 00:00:08.840 --> 00:00:12.680 align:middle line:84% Weightlessness, but cement pain, too. 00:00:12.680 --> 00:00:18.440 align:middle line:84% As if it weren't home, but as if it were. 00:00:18.440 --> 00:00:20.760 align:middle line:90% Life in antonyms. 00:00:20.760 --> 00:00:23.780 align:middle line:84% I checked the meanings of words in dictionaries. 00:00:23.780 --> 00:00:27.520 align:middle line:90% Patria, locus natalis, Heimat. 00:00:27.520 --> 00:00:30.480 align:middle line:90% Which one is радзіма? 00:00:30.480 --> 00:00:35.800 align:middle line:84% The sedge warbler closes her eyes, waiting for the first leaf 00:00:35.800 --> 00:00:37.320 align:middle line:90% to unfurl. 00:00:37.320 --> 00:00:37.840 align:middle line:90% A true 00:00:37.840 --> 00:00:41.520 align:middle line:90% homeland only exists in dreams. 00:00:41.520 --> 00:00:44.040 align:middle line:84% Ancient scrolls offer more answers 00:00:44.040 --> 00:00:48.200 align:middle line:84% than my newsfeed, which I haven't read for a year now. 00:00:48.200 --> 00:00:52.720 align:middle line:84% And I talk with moths and birds more and more often. 00:00:52.720 --> 00:00:54.800 align:middle line:90% They don't ask any questions. 00:00:54.800 --> 00:00:56.240 align:middle line:90% They just are. 00:00:56.240 --> 00:01:04.319 align:middle line:84% And let me simply be where there is no time and no words. 00:01:04.319 --> 00:01:06.080 align:middle line:84% This poem was written as an answer 00:01:06.080 --> 00:01:08.720 align:middle line:84% to a question I got from a journalist, 00:01:08.720 --> 00:01:14.420 align:middle line:84% Belarusian journalist, after the year of protest started 2020. 00:01:14.420 --> 00:01:19.120 align:middle line:84% And they made interviews or asked Belarusian writers, 00:01:19.120 --> 00:01:24.020 align:middle line:84% and poets, and cultural people like, how was this year for you? 00:01:24.020 --> 00:01:26.760 align:middle line:84% So can you describe how did it go? 00:01:26.760 --> 00:01:30.600 align:middle line:90% And please in 100 words. 00:01:30.600 --> 00:01:32.910 align:middle line:90% And that was my answer. 00:01:32.910 --> 00:01:37.000 align:middle line:90%