WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.800 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.800 --> 00:00:02.060 align:middle line:90% I read a lot in form. 00:00:02.060 --> 00:00:05.800 align:middle line:90% So a lot of these are forms. 00:00:05.800 --> 00:00:10.440 align:middle line:84% They don't have any titles; I've abandoned titles completely. 00:00:10.440 --> 00:00:13.540 align:middle line:84% So you can guess where the new poem begins. 00:00:13.540 --> 00:00:16.600 align:middle line:90% 00:00:16.600 --> 00:00:19.200 align:middle line:90% In the PICU. 00:00:19.200 --> 00:00:23.280 align:middle line:84% The bow of my right shoelace falls out, linoleum dragged. 00:00:23.280 --> 00:00:27.040 align:middle line:84% In the PICU, I count two minutes between cries 00:00:27.040 --> 00:00:30.680 align:middle line:90% for sucrose-coated pacifiers. 00:00:30.680 --> 00:00:35.360 align:middle line:84% Five were occluded TPN, 15 for low oxygen plinth waves. 00:00:35.360 --> 00:00:40.120 align:middle line:84% Every four hours, pressed at x, sponge baths daily 00:00:40.120 --> 00:00:43.760 align:middle line:84% Seven translucent tubes tunnel, one bilious remover, 00:00:43.760 --> 00:00:46.840 align:middle line:84% Another respirator shushing the minutes and hours 00:00:46.840 --> 00:00:50.480 align:middle line:84% In CC's of weeks we've measured life by, 00:00:50.480 --> 00:00:52.960 align:middle line:84% Seated next to a phalanx of infusers, 00:00:52.960 --> 00:00:56.320 align:middle line:84% Reading Bulgakov, disheartened by ingredients needed 00:00:56.320 --> 00:00:58.520 align:middle line:90% for a vampire named drink, 00:00:58.520 --> 00:01:02.570 align:middle line:84% A pandemic exacts itself outside, 00:01:02.570 --> 00:01:06.290 align:middle line:84% Our hair thickens, curls in myth and isolation, 00:01:06.290 --> 00:01:09.170 align:middle line:84% Migraine cries, muted with sugar water, 00:01:09.170 --> 00:01:12.250 align:middle line:90% Saguaros beyond the windows-- 00:01:12.250 --> 00:01:14.370 align:middle line:84% Saguaros beyond the window glass ignore 00:01:14.370 --> 00:01:17.810 align:middle line:90% us millimeters by millennia. 00:01:17.810 --> 00:01:21.810 align:middle line:84% 1980, I grew the decade with my mother, wired and incision 00:01:21.810 --> 00:01:22.850 align:middle line:90% stitched. 00:01:22.850 --> 00:01:25.210 align:middle line:84% That I'm ineffective against your hunger, 00:01:25.210 --> 00:01:28.770 align:middle line:84% I tire, spiral toward indifference. 00:01:28.770 --> 00:01:31.730 align:middle line:84% Once I disappeared to Philadelphia, 00:01:31.730 --> 00:01:34.550 align:middle line:84% Left for the funeral of my only grandma, 00:01:34.550 --> 00:01:37.530 align:middle line:84% Returned to a single accomplishment roof 00:01:37.530 --> 00:01:39.190 align:middle line:90% repair during earthquake, 00:01:39.190 --> 00:01:41.650 align:middle line:90% Green, swirling skies. 00:01:41.650 --> 00:01:42.390 align:middle line:90% Away, 00:01:42.390 --> 00:01:44.930 align:middle line:84% Nothing much matters other than you're here, 00:01:44.930 --> 00:01:46.370 align:middle line:90% The weeks week. 00:01:46.370 --> 00:01:48.830 align:middle line:90% Rubberized beds in other units 00:01:48.830 --> 00:01:53.970 align:middle line:84% Stripped of sheets, you sleep, and I see you. 00:01:53.970 --> 00:01:57.320 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:01:57.320 --> 00:01:59.000 align:middle line:90%