WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.000 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:04.000 align:middle line:90% 00:00:04.000 --> 00:00:07.520 align:middle line:84% History falls through us or we fall through history. 00:00:07.520 --> 00:00:08.440 align:middle line:90% Wow. 00:00:08.440 --> 00:00:08.940 align:middle line:90% Wow. 00:00:08.940 --> 00:00:10.440 align:middle line:90% Thank you so much, Halee. 00:00:10.440 --> 00:00:13.160 align:middle line:84% So I first met Halee in the context of In-Na-Po 00:00:13.160 --> 00:00:15.220 align:middle line:90% in Minneapolis. 00:00:15.220 --> 00:00:16.920 align:middle line:90% But I first met-- 00:00:16.920 --> 00:00:18.960 align:middle line:84% I first, first met Halee in Seattle 00:00:18.960 --> 00:00:22.020 align:middle line:84% when Halee won the James Welch Prize and gave a reading there. 00:00:22.020 --> 00:00:24.660 align:middle line:84% And so can you see why Halee won the James Welch Prize? 00:00:24.660 --> 00:00:26.540 align:middle line:90% So thank you so much, Halee. 00:00:26.540 --> 00:00:28.920 align:middle line:90% [CHEERING, APPLAUSE] 00:00:28.920 --> 00:00:30.680 align:middle line:84% Give it up for all of the fellows. 00:00:30.680 --> 00:00:33.020 align:middle line:90% Those readings were spectacular. 00:00:33.020 --> 00:00:34.920 align:middle line:90% [CHEERING, APPLAUSE] 00:00:34.920 --> 00:00:40.200 align:middle line:84% Last night I met somebody who was torn about whether she could 00:00:40.200 --> 00:00:43.480 align:middle line:84% come tonight because there was a competing 00:00:43.480 --> 00:00:48.140 align:middle line:84% meeting of the astronomy club, and she is here tonight. 00:00:48.140 --> 00:00:50.200 align:middle line:90% And did I not promise you stars? 00:00:50.200 --> 00:00:51.800 align:middle line:90% Did I not promise you stars? 00:00:51.800 --> 00:00:54.400 align:middle line:90% Thank you for being here. 00:00:54.400 --> 00:00:56.120 align:middle line:90% Thank you so much. 00:00:56.120 --> 00:01:01.720 align:middle line:84% And thank you for all the celestial poetry we've gotten. 00:01:01.720 --> 00:01:03.800 align:middle line:90% Wow, our next reader. 00:01:03.800 --> 00:01:09.700 align:middle line:84% I had the great fortune, as did many of us today at In-Na-Po, 00:01:09.700 --> 00:01:13.320 align:middle line:84% of being in the presence of our next reader 00:01:13.320 --> 00:01:18.360 align:middle line:84% this afternoon at a workshop where he then 00:01:18.360 --> 00:01:24.440 align:middle line:84% proceeded to force us to write two full pages, nonstop, in 15 00:01:24.440 --> 00:01:25.800 align:middle line:90% minutes. 00:01:25.800 --> 00:01:27.380 align:middle line:90% And it was incredible. 00:01:27.380 --> 00:01:30.440 align:middle line:90% It was an incredible experience. 00:01:30.440 --> 00:01:32.780 align:middle line:84% I'll give you just a moment of my experience of it. 00:01:32.780 --> 00:01:36.920 align:middle line:84% I started writing about my childhood home, 00:01:36.920 --> 00:01:41.220 align:middle line:84% about a creek bed I used to run around in, 00:01:41.220 --> 00:01:44.880 align:middle line:84% about the crawdads I used to pick up and run around 00:01:44.880 --> 00:01:49.020 align:middle line:84% with and chase my younger siblings with. 00:01:49.020 --> 00:01:50.520 align:middle line:84% And then because we were at the base 00:01:50.520 --> 00:01:54.100 align:middle line:84% of a mountain full of saguaros, full of ancestors, 00:01:54.100 --> 00:01:56.260 align:middle line:84% I started thinking about ancestors, 00:01:56.260 --> 00:01:59.600 align:middle line:84% and I started thinking about lost ones 00:01:59.600 --> 00:02:01.360 align:middle line:90% in my life and my family. 00:02:01.360 --> 00:02:03.780 align:middle line:84% And it was a beautiful experience. 00:02:03.780 --> 00:02:06.540 align:middle line:84% So that's what this next reader can do. 00:02:06.540 --> 00:02:08.180 align:middle line:90% That's what Bojan can do. 00:02:08.180 --> 00:02:10.050 align:middle line:84% So I can't wait to hear his reading. 00:02:10.050 --> 00:02:13.230 align:middle line:84% Bojan Louis is Diné of the Naakai dine'é, born 00:02:13.230 --> 00:02:14.350 align:middle line:90% for the Áshííhí. 00:02:14.350 --> 00:02:15.910 align:middle line:84% He is the author of Sinking Bell: 00:02:15.910 --> 00:02:18.790 align:middle line:84% Stories and a book of poetry, Currents, both of which 00:02:18.790 --> 00:02:20.730 align:middle line:84% received an American Book Award, am I right? 00:02:20.730 --> 00:02:21.230 align:middle line:90% Both? 00:02:21.230 --> 00:02:21.730 align:middle line:90% Yes. 00:02:21.730 --> 00:02:22.310 align:middle line:90% Amazing. 00:02:22.310 --> 00:02:23.685 align:middle line:84% He's been a resident at MacDowell 00:02:23.685 --> 00:02:26.890 align:middle line:84% and teaches creative writing at the University of Arizona. 00:02:26.890 --> 00:02:28.010 align:middle line:90% Bojan. 00:02:28.010 --> 00:02:30.926 align:middle line:90% [CHEERING, APPLAUSE] 00:02:30.926 --> 00:02:38.710 align:middle line:90% 00:02:38.710 --> 00:02:39.530 align:middle line:90% Good evening. 00:02:39.530 --> 00:02:40.490 align:middle line:90% Thanks for having me. 00:02:40.490 --> 00:02:45.290 align:middle line:84% Thank you, Kim, Elise, Ofelia, Tyler, all the fellows. 00:02:45.290 --> 00:02:49.590 align:middle line:90% You all are just dope as hell. 00:02:49.590 --> 00:02:52.070 align:middle line:90% The future looks good. 00:02:52.070 --> 00:02:54.710 align:middle line:90% I can grow old in peace now. 00:02:54.710 --> 00:02:56.310 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:02:56.310 --> 00:02:59.490 align:middle line:84% Speaking of old, Max, yeah, shit, I can't see anything. 00:02:59.490 --> 00:03:02.030 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:03:02.030 --> 00:03:03.990 align:middle line:84% I'm going to read an old poem from Currents, 00:03:03.990 --> 00:03:06.950 align:middle line:90% and then some new poems. 00:03:06.950 --> 00:03:11.150 align:middle line:84% This has been sitting in a box for, like, eight months, so. 00:03:11.150 --> 00:03:13.030 align:middle line:84% Poetry is slow and painful, I don't 00:03:13.030 --> 00:03:17.190 align:middle line:90% know if anyone told you that. 00:03:17.190 --> 00:03:19.950 align:middle line:90% It's called "Arc Flash." 00:03:19.950 --> 00:03:22.570 align:middle line:84% The stars went off and on, as if wired 00:03:22.570 --> 00:03:24.230 align:middle line:90% by to-hell-with-it electricians 00:03:24.230 --> 00:03:26.630 align:middle line:84% tired of lighting scrap-patched houses 00:03:26.630 --> 00:03:28.790 align:middle line:84% connected by threads of predawn smoke 00:03:28.790 --> 00:03:31.750 align:middle line:84% to invisible weavings in the sky. 00:03:31.750 --> 00:03:34.630 align:middle line:84% Dim questions and silent answers, 00:03:34.630 --> 00:03:38.650 align:middle line:84% cattle gaunt and wanting, grazed between weeds across the valley, 00:03:38.650 --> 00:03:41.430 align:middle line:84% interrogated the dirt of wash and creek. 00:03:41.430 --> 00:03:44.710 align:middle line:84% How long since you've been clay after rain? 00:03:44.710 --> 00:03:48.290 align:middle line:84% Started awake at midnight, and under influence, 00:03:48.290 --> 00:03:51.670 align:middle line:84% I sought my car to kill the soft snores beside me. 00:03:51.670 --> 00:03:53.990 align:middle line:84% Hauled ass out of urban desert decay 00:03:53.990 --> 00:03:56.790 align:middle line:84% to sandstone cliffs five hours away, 00:03:56.790 --> 00:03:59.990 align:middle line:84% where centuries of wind and more recent roadway gusts 00:03:59.990 --> 00:04:02.350 align:middle line:84% have made a half pipe of its base, 00:04:02.350 --> 00:04:07.750 align:middle line:84% though not enough to topple the edge of the mesas level. 00:04:07.750 --> 00:04:12.390 align:middle line:84% Hours from Phoenix, oasis greedy and artificial, 00:04:12.390 --> 00:04:15.870 align:middle line:84% I needed crystal, my dad's home and ceremony, 00:04:15.870 --> 00:04:18.060 align:middle line:90% less familiar mountain tobacco, 00:04:18.060 --> 00:04:21.420 align:middle line:84% not to guide my spirit, used to mornings being lit, 00:04:21.420 --> 00:04:23.580 align:middle line:84% but to remind my tongue of blood, 00:04:23.580 --> 00:04:25.740 align:middle line:84% cold coffee made by other men's women 00:04:25.740 --> 00:04:28.420 align:middle line:84% who dispel me with smokes from cheap packs set 00:04:28.420 --> 00:04:30.660 align:middle line:90% within reach on their knees. 00:04:30.660 --> 00:04:33.420 align:middle line:84% Maybe they wish, aside from my soon departure, 00:04:33.420 --> 00:04:35.420 align:middle line:90% that I shared their danger, 00:04:35.420 --> 00:04:39.540 align:middle line:84% bastards who make home confinement and needs hush. 00:04:39.540 --> 00:04:42.180 align:middle line:84% I left and arrived months before the rainy season, 00:04:42.180 --> 00:04:46.100 align:middle line:84% though cuts along the cliff face over crystal shimmered with mica 00:04:46.100 --> 00:04:48.220 align:middle line:84% like stars burnt out, taking eons 00:04:48.220 --> 00:04:52.380 align:middle line:84% to reveal their absence in myth-heavy constellations. 00:04:52.380 --> 00:04:54.600 align:middle line:90% The sun risen isn't for me, 00:04:54.600 --> 00:04:57.420 align:middle line:84% cattle being herded, or darkness in the room. 00:04:57.420 --> 00:04:59.260 align:middle line:90% I left to wake alone. 00:04:59.260 --> 00:05:02.540 align:middle line:84% Here, a few cars idle without drivers 00:05:02.540 --> 00:05:05.460 align:middle line:84% warm up before the workday, while smoke from houses 00:05:05.460 --> 00:05:09.965 align:middle line:84% vanishes and releases the night sky. 00:05:09.965 --> 00:05:12.815 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:05:12.815 --> 00:05:16.140 align:middle line:90% 00:05:16.140 --> 00:05:19.780 align:middle line:84% That was a sestina I couldn't quite get, 00:05:19.780 --> 00:05:22.650 align:middle line:90% and I think I became that--