WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.720 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.720 --> 00:00:01.860 align:middle line:90% Chapter 1. 00:00:01.860 --> 00:00:04.760 align:middle line:90% 00:00:04.760 --> 00:00:08.680 align:middle line:84% So there's a figure in the next couple of poems, Ggugguyni, 00:00:08.680 --> 00:00:11.320 align:middle line:90% which is the Dena'ina Raven. 00:00:11.320 --> 00:00:16.600 align:middle line:84% And Ggugguyni is both a trickster and a shapeshifter. 00:00:16.600 --> 00:00:20.440 align:middle line:84% And like me, Ggugguyni is a fan of forms. 00:00:20.440 --> 00:00:23.440 align:middle line:84% Most of the time, she lives in her true self-- 00:00:23.440 --> 00:00:27.160 align:middle line:90% raven-feathered, sharp-eyed. 00:00:27.160 --> 00:00:31.000 align:middle line:84% Sometimes, like me, she becomes her grandmother's self. 00:00:31.000 --> 00:00:35.680 align:middle line:84% And I want to imagine that means that Ggugguyni is wiser. 00:00:35.680 --> 00:00:41.000 align:middle line:84% But the truth is, she's only a different version of herself. 00:00:41.000 --> 00:00:44.080 align:middle line:84% Bored one day, Ggugguyni flew aimlessly 00:00:44.080 --> 00:00:47.680 align:middle line:90% around Yaghenen, the good land. 00:00:47.680 --> 00:00:51.040 align:middle line:84% It was like being a child again and looking for fireweed 00:00:51.040 --> 00:00:52.520 align:middle line:90% to uproot. 00:00:52.520 --> 00:00:57.200 align:middle line:84% She liked the joy of de-leafing the stem, the thrill of throwing 00:00:57.200 --> 00:01:00.280 align:middle line:90% the naked stalk like a spear. 00:01:00.280 --> 00:01:03.440 align:middle line:84% Far on the edges of Yaghenen, Ggugguyni's eyes 00:01:03.440 --> 00:01:06.040 align:middle line:90% saw a dwelling in a shadow. 00:01:06.040 --> 00:01:08.360 align:middle line:90% Curious, she landed near it. 00:01:08.360 --> 00:01:11.840 align:middle line:84% She shook herself and became an old woman. 00:01:11.840 --> 00:01:14.640 align:middle line:84% She walked to the home, and Half-Human Woman 00:01:14.640 --> 00:01:17.000 align:middle line:90% welcomed her in. 00:01:17.000 --> 00:01:20.720 align:middle line:84% There was no saying what big eyes or what big teeth 00:01:20.720 --> 00:01:25.040 align:middle line:84% you have between the two of them, nor did Ggugguyni 00:01:25.040 --> 00:01:28.320 align:middle line:84% say anything about Half-Human's divisions. 00:01:28.320 --> 00:01:32.280 align:middle line:84% Instead, she took in the Woman's doubleness. 00:01:32.280 --> 00:01:37.840 align:middle line:84% From one angle, Half-Human Woman has a face like ours. 00:01:37.840 --> 00:01:44.040 align:middle line:84% The other, I imagine, looks like how I feel when I'm alone. 00:01:44.040 --> 00:01:46.580 align:middle line:84% When Half-Human Woman took Ggugguyni inside, 00:01:46.580 --> 00:01:49.820 align:middle line:84% Ggugguyni told her, "I want you to be my baby. 00:01:49.820 --> 00:01:55.680 align:middle line:84% I'll swaddle you, I'll rock you, and I will call you my own." 00:01:55.680 --> 00:01:59.400 align:middle line:84% This is the not-yet-traditional part of the story. 00:01:59.400 --> 00:02:03.760 align:middle line:84% In the original, only Ggugguyni speaks her desire. 00:02:03.760 --> 00:02:08.320 align:middle line:84% But me, I'm listening for Half-Human Woman 00:02:08.320 --> 00:02:14.130 align:middle line:84% to belong to someone her longing, her consent, silence. 00:02:14.130 --> 00:02:16.000 align:middle line:90%