WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.060 align:middle line:84% And take my Little Marco Rubio moment here. 00:00:03.060 --> 00:00:06.560 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHS] 00:00:06.560 --> 00:00:08.560 align:middle line:90% 00:00:08.560 --> 00:00:10.640 align:middle line:90% Thanks for laughing at my joke. 00:00:10.640 --> 00:00:12.020 align:middle line:90% Tyler, I appreciate you. 00:00:12.020 --> 00:00:14.480 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHS] 00:00:14.480 --> 00:00:16.880 align:middle line:84% I want to read one from Soft Science 00:00:16.880 --> 00:00:21.660 align:middle line:84% from my second book, which I haven't read in a long time, 00:00:21.660 --> 00:00:24.820 align:middle line:84% but Cameron was reminding me of this one earlier today. 00:00:24.820 --> 00:00:31.020 align:middle line:84% And man, the news, especially out of Minneapolis, 00:00:31.020 --> 00:00:36.240 align:middle line:84% but everywhere has just been really on my heart, 00:00:36.240 --> 00:00:40.100 align:middle line:84% and breaking my heart every morning when I wake up. 00:00:40.100 --> 00:00:42.940 align:middle line:84% So this one's called You're So Paranoid. 00:00:42.940 --> 00:00:45.440 align:middle line:84% It's for Jose, who is a guy who I 00:00:45.440 --> 00:00:48.920 align:middle line:84% knew when I was living in Vermont briefly, who 00:00:48.920 --> 00:00:50.580 align:middle line:90% got deported back to Guatemala. 00:00:50.580 --> 00:00:53.440 align:middle line:90% 00:00:53.440 --> 00:01:00.800 align:middle line:84% A wall of cops moves like a wall of water on a barge, no beauty. 00:01:00.800 --> 00:01:04.959 align:middle line:84% A wall of iron swallows the woman who falls to the ground, 00:01:04.959 --> 00:01:06.520 align:middle line:90% and keeps falling. 00:01:06.520 --> 00:01:07.880 align:middle line:90% There's a video. 00:01:07.880 --> 00:01:11.280 align:middle line:90% The picture stays intact again. 00:01:11.280 --> 00:01:15.920 align:middle line:84% It's not pretty, meaning it's hard to watch. 00:01:15.920 --> 00:01:19.020 align:middle line:84% When a poet says, we have to keep our eyes open, 00:01:19.020 --> 00:01:20.340 align:middle line:90% I know who he's talking to. 00:01:20.340 --> 00:01:21.420 align:middle line:90% I don't listen. 00:01:21.420 --> 00:01:24.360 align:middle line:84% I listen long enough to hate him. 00:01:24.360 --> 00:01:27.640 align:middle line:84% If I say the woman dragged by her hair. 00:01:27.640 --> 00:01:32.740 align:middle line:84% If I compare it, I witnessed, meaning stood by the window, 00:01:32.740 --> 00:01:34.020 align:middle line:90% meaning shuddered. 00:01:34.020 --> 00:01:35.960 align:middle line:90% Let hand fall gently over lips. 00:01:35.960 --> 00:01:38.760 align:middle line:90% Pulled coat tight, tighter. 00:01:38.760 --> 00:01:42.320 align:middle line:84% A wall of cops bucks like a frightened boar. 00:01:42.320 --> 00:01:45.560 align:middle line:90% If I describe it, will it speak? 00:01:45.560 --> 00:01:49.720 align:middle line:84% If I say it came furtive and dressed in red, 00:01:49.720 --> 00:01:52.240 align:middle line:90% the cops think cop thoughts. 00:01:52.240 --> 00:01:54.320 align:middle line:90% The cops move. 00:01:54.320 --> 00:01:58.400 align:middle line:84% They walk like a walk, like an economy, 00:01:58.400 --> 00:02:02.180 align:middle line:84% which, after all, is a fairy bucking with hunger, 00:02:02.180 --> 00:02:05.320 align:middle line:90% not pretty, not picture. 00:02:05.320 --> 00:02:08.139 align:middle line:84% I follow the Border Patrol agent through the airport, 00:02:08.139 --> 00:02:11.420 align:middle line:84% thinking fast thoughts, bloodfast, bloodhound steps. 00:02:11.420 --> 00:02:13.840 align:middle line:90% He buys a burrito. 00:02:13.840 --> 00:02:16.420 align:middle line:90% If I say he stood alive in line. 00:02:16.420 --> 00:02:19.100 align:middle line:84% And my friends are afraid to leave their bathrooms. 00:02:19.100 --> 00:02:22.440 align:middle line:84% My friends who I love and, love and. 00:02:22.440 --> 00:02:25.590 align:middle line:84% My friends, who eat from plates, who plug 00:02:25.590 --> 00:02:28.430 align:middle line:90% cords into machines for singing. 00:02:28.430 --> 00:02:31.570 align:middle line:84% If I say a wall of men standing on my friends' necks, 00:02:31.570 --> 00:02:32.890 align:middle line:90% if I describe it. 00:02:32.890 --> 00:02:35.750 align:middle line:84% My friends, who slice plums illegally 00:02:35.750 --> 00:02:39.690 align:middle line:84% on soccer fields, whose knees move like knees into the grass. 00:02:39.690 --> 00:02:41.170 align:middle line:90% If I name the grass. 00:02:41.170 --> 00:02:43.770 align:middle line:84% If I call sweet liquor and smoke. 00:02:43.770 --> 00:02:45.470 align:middle line:90% If I say cloy. 00:02:45.470 --> 00:02:48.010 align:middle line:84% If the child shrieks as she swung. 00:02:48.010 --> 00:02:49.050 align:middle line:90% If the sun. 00:02:49.050 --> 00:02:49.970 align:middle line:90% If August. 00:02:49.970 --> 00:02:52.790 align:middle line:90% If blue juice, will it talk? 00:02:52.790 --> 00:02:55.310 align:middle line:84% The cops are thinking cop thoughts. 00:02:55.310 --> 00:02:59.670 align:middle line:84% They move with a wall inside them, answering machines 00:02:59.670 --> 00:03:01.350 align:middle line:90% answering. 00:03:01.350 --> 00:03:04.830 align:middle line:84% The window rattles, and I fall to my knees. 00:03:04.830 --> 00:03:07.990 align:middle line:84% If I hoist my friends up so they can be seen. 00:03:07.990 --> 00:03:09.550 align:middle line:90% By whom? 00:03:09.550 --> 00:03:11.430 align:middle line:90% If I say they are beautiful. 00:03:11.430 --> 00:03:12.670 align:middle line:90% If I compare. 00:03:12.670 --> 00:03:16.630 align:middle line:84% If the sun touches the glass, and I feel it. 00:03:16.630 --> 00:03:20.050 align:middle line:84% I try to hear the Border Patrol agent order his food. 00:03:20.050 --> 00:03:23.450 align:middle line:84% I listen long enough, then walk to my gate. 00:03:23.450 --> 00:03:25.930 align:middle line:84% I feel ashamed, and put it in my sleeve. 00:03:25.930 --> 00:03:29.750 align:middle line:84% And later, I make it a picture, like everything. 00:03:29.750 --> 00:03:34.260 align:middle line:84% The wall moves like a fairy, like a woman through an airport, 00:03:34.260 --> 00:03:36.260 align:middle line:90% like a wall. 00:03:36.260 --> 00:03:39.380 align:middle line:84% If I say I watch the woman brought down by her hair, 00:03:39.380 --> 00:03:41.020 align:middle line:90% and watched the woman cry. 00:03:41.020 --> 00:03:42.340 align:middle line:90% And cried. 00:03:42.340 --> 00:03:44.800 align:middle line:84% If the storm skips my door again. 00:03:44.800 --> 00:03:46.880 align:middle line:90% If I leave to kill another goat. 00:03:46.880 --> 00:03:48.760 align:middle line:90% If I promise my crop. 00:03:48.760 --> 00:03:51.940 align:middle line:84% If I paint the wall up and down in sacred W's. 00:03:51.940 --> 00:03:56.140 align:middle line:84% If I make it any color, will someone put it in her mouth? 00:03:56.140 --> 00:03:58.720 align:middle line:90% If I close my eyes, imagine it. 00:03:58.720 --> 00:03:59.960 align:middle line:90% If I imagine it. 00:03:59.960 --> 00:04:03.020 align:middle line:90% If I think of something to say? 00:04:03.020 --> 00:04:06.520 align:middle line:84% The cop speaks, and I call a plum into his mouth. 00:04:06.520 --> 00:04:08.420 align:middle line:90% It doesn't shut him up. 00:04:08.420 --> 00:04:11.900 align:middle line:84% The cop kneels in the grass below my friends. 00:04:11.900 --> 00:04:16.260 align:middle line:84% My friends crowned with August and salt. 00:04:16.260 --> 00:04:18.820 align:middle line:90% My marigold, my wave. 00:04:18.820 --> 00:04:21.339 align:middle line:90% They laugh like a branch laughs. 00:04:21.339 --> 00:04:23.700 align:middle line:90% They make machines for singing. 00:04:23.700 --> 00:04:27.820 align:middle line:84% If I say a palm in the small of the back. 00:04:27.820 --> 00:04:30.900 align:middle line:90% If I say sun-warmed glass. 00:04:30.900 --> 00:04:34.240 align:middle line:90% If I say sunglass breaking. 00:04:34.240 --> 00:04:36.580 align:middle line:90% Open the gate. 00:04:36.580 --> 00:04:37.180 align:middle line:90% Thanks. 00:04:37.180 --> 00:04:39.030 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:04:39.030 --> 00:04:46.000 align:middle line:90%