Still Here for Paul and Sarah.
Is it weird for Marks to be named Mark when someone
says we mark the occasion?
When you're named Anselm, this isn't something you think about.
Even if I am thinking about it now, if this is thinking.
My apologies.
I was going to start this in my mind by typing.
I am reverting, but I don't know in what direction.
Reverting in this instance may mean thinking about dying.
Not what you want.
But I can't help the way this is going.
I don't think you can really prepare for missing someone.
And then you can,
And then you can't.
And then that absence in order to be itself
is always something else.