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Still Here for Paul and Sarah.

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Is it weird for Marks to
be named Mark when someone

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says we mark the occasion?

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When you're named Anselm, this
isn't something you think about.

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Even if I am thinking about
it now, if this is thinking.

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My apologies.

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I was going to start this
in my mind by typing.

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I am reverting, but I don't
know in what direction.

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Reverting in this instance
may mean thinking about dying.

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Not what you want.

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But I can't help the
way this is going.

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I don't think you can really
prepare for missing someone.

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And then you can,

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And then you can't.

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And then that absence
in order to be itself

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is always something else.

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