WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.800 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.800 --> 00:00:03.720 align:middle line:90% So I've spent the last-- 00:00:03.720 --> 00:00:05.200 align:middle line:90% this is the last dream. 00:00:05.200 --> 00:00:07.380 align:middle line:84% I've spent the last 11 years writing these. 00:00:07.380 --> 00:00:13.240 align:middle line:84% And one weird thing about having to write almost every day-- 00:00:13.240 --> 00:00:15.600 align:middle line:90% write poems to pay the bills-- 00:00:15.600 --> 00:00:18.480 align:middle line:84% is that you have to just keep writing them, 00:00:18.480 --> 00:00:19.980 align:middle line:90% no matter what happens. 00:00:19.980 --> 00:00:25.320 align:middle line:84% And my little brother died unexpectedly. 00:00:25.320 --> 00:00:30.160 align:middle line:84% He woke up with a headache, and by noon, he was dead. 00:00:30.160 --> 00:00:33.680 align:middle line:84% And I was writing dreams for people. 00:00:33.680 --> 00:00:36.680 align:middle line:90% And they had paid me for this. 00:00:36.680 --> 00:00:42.080 align:middle line:84% And it was a weird moment of being 00:00:42.080 --> 00:00:46.470 align:middle line:84% in this playful space while feeling this intense grief. 00:00:46.470 --> 00:00:51.020 align:middle line:84% So this is one I wrote for my little brother. 00:00:51.020 --> 00:00:55.200 align:middle line:84% He was among-- when you die, people 00:00:55.200 --> 00:00:57.500 align:middle line:84% get to talk about the cool things about you. 00:00:57.500 --> 00:01:00.850 align:middle line:84% But they also love to talk about everything you're bad at, 00:01:00.850 --> 00:01:03.970 align:middle line:84% and they love to share all the stories when you were an idiot. 00:01:03.970 --> 00:01:08.250 align:middle line:84% And because we're all idiots, that's 00:01:08.250 --> 00:01:13.882 align:middle line:84% why love is important because we can also do the other thing. 00:01:13.882 --> 00:01:16.970 align:middle line:84% "My Brother Was Really Bad At Drums." 00:01:16.970 --> 00:01:19.490 align:middle line:84% You were playing drums in a basement. 00:01:19.490 --> 00:01:22.450 align:middle line:84% You bang at the tom and the hi-hat, 00:01:22.450 --> 00:01:24.210 align:middle line:90% Crash the cymbals, 00:01:24.210 --> 00:01:26.010 align:middle line:90% Clang the bell, 00:01:26.010 --> 00:01:31.070 align:middle line:84% You're not the best drummer in terms of rhythm and whatnot, 00:01:31.070 --> 00:01:31.570 align:middle line:90% Sorry. 00:01:31.570 --> 00:01:32.653 align:middle line:90% I think that's very funny. 00:01:32.653 --> 00:01:35.450 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:35.450 --> 00:01:37.040 align:middle line:90% Just to laugh at my own joke. 00:01:37.040 --> 00:01:39.090 align:middle line:90% 00:01:39.090 --> 00:01:42.490 align:middle line:84% You're not the best drummer in terms of rhythm and whatnot, 00:01:42.490 --> 00:01:45.450 align:middle line:84% But what you may not have in technical precision, 00:01:45.450 --> 00:01:48.610 align:middle line:90% You make up for in spirit, 00:01:48.610 --> 00:01:50.730 align:middle line:90% In brio, 00:01:50.730 --> 00:01:53.190 align:middle line:90% In joie de vivre, 00:01:53.190 --> 00:01:55.450 align:middle line:90% In glee, 00:01:55.450 --> 00:01:57.650 align:middle line:90% In delight, 00:01:57.650 --> 00:01:59.990 align:middle line:90% In fervor, 00:01:59.990 --> 00:02:02.230 align:middle line:90% In jubilance, 00:02:02.230 --> 00:02:04.350 align:middle line:90% In exult, 00:02:04.350 --> 00:02:06.510 align:middle line:90% In ecstasy, 00:02:06.510 --> 00:02:08.710 align:middle line:90% In rapture, 00:02:08.710 --> 00:02:10.870 align:middle line:90% In halos, 00:02:10.870 --> 00:02:13.110 align:middle line:90% In light, 00:02:13.110 --> 00:02:15.070 align:middle line:90% In life, 00:02:15.070 --> 00:02:17.230 align:middle line:90% In rejoice, 00:02:17.230 --> 00:02:19.190 align:middle line:90% In treasure, 00:02:19.190 --> 00:02:21.350 align:middle line:90% In transport, 00:02:21.350 --> 00:02:23.310 align:middle line:90% In moments, 00:02:23.310 --> 00:02:25.190 align:middle line:90% In width, 00:02:25.190 --> 00:02:27.030 align:middle line:90% In passion, 00:02:27.030 --> 00:02:29.030 align:middle line:90% In swoon, 00:02:29.030 --> 00:02:31.030 align:middle line:90% In aura, 00:02:31.030 --> 00:02:33.070 align:middle line:90% In rhapsody, 00:02:33.070 --> 00:02:35.110 align:middle line:90% In sibilance, 00:02:35.110 --> 00:02:37.430 align:middle line:90% In sequoia, 00:02:37.430 --> 00:02:39.430 align:middle line:90% In rage, 00:02:39.430 --> 00:02:41.470 align:middle line:90% In roar, 00:02:41.470 --> 00:02:43.510 align:middle line:90% In spirit, 00:02:43.510 --> 00:02:45.550 align:middle line:90% In epiphany, 00:02:45.550 --> 00:02:47.550 align:middle line:90% In halos, 00:02:47.550 --> 00:02:49.590 align:middle line:90% In light, 00:02:49.590 --> 00:02:51.630 align:middle line:90% In shadow, 00:02:51.630 --> 00:02:53.630 align:middle line:90% In blossom, 00:02:53.630 --> 00:02:55.590 align:middle line:90% In healing, 00:02:55.590 --> 00:02:57.590 align:middle line:90% In bloom, 00:02:57.590 --> 00:02:59.350 align:middle line:90% In felicity, 00:02:59.350 --> 00:03:01.240 align:middle line:90% In Galaxy, 00:03:01.240 --> 00:03:03.040 align:middle line:90% In elixir, 00:03:03.040 --> 00:03:04.880 align:middle line:90% In catapult, 00:03:04.880 --> 00:03:06.720 align:middle line:90% In sugar, 00:03:06.720 --> 00:03:08.520 align:middle line:90% In exalt, 00:03:08.520 --> 00:03:10.440 align:middle line:90% In halos, 00:03:10.440 --> 00:03:12.360 align:middle line:90% In light, 00:03:12.360 --> 00:03:14.240 align:middle line:90% In flames, 00:03:14.240 --> 00:03:16.080 align:middle line:90% In wells, 00:03:16.080 --> 00:03:17.880 align:middle line:90% In lording, 00:03:17.880 --> 00:03:19.720 align:middle line:90% In weeping, 00:03:19.720 --> 00:03:21.440 align:middle line:90% In revel, 00:03:21.440 --> 00:03:23.320 align:middle line:90% In voice, 00:03:23.320 --> 00:03:25.120 align:middle line:90% In wave, 00:03:25.120 --> 00:03:26.920 align:middle line:90% In howl, 00:03:26.920 --> 00:03:28.800 align:middle line:90% In blossom, 00:03:28.800 --> 00:03:30.760 align:middle line:90% In bloom, 00:03:30.760 --> 00:03:32.680 align:middle line:90% In treasure, 00:03:32.680 --> 00:03:34.720 align:middle line:90% In crash, 00:03:34.720 --> 00:03:36.640 align:middle line:90% In chaparral, 00:03:36.640 --> 00:03:38.560 align:middle line:90% In mystery, 00:03:38.560 --> 00:03:40.600 align:middle line:90% In halos, 00:03:40.600 --> 00:03:42.560 align:middle line:90% In light, 00:03:42.560 --> 00:03:44.480 align:middle line:90% In halos, 00:03:44.480 --> 00:03:46.200 align:middle line:90% In light, 00:03:46.200 --> 00:03:48.040 align:middle line:90% In storm, 00:03:48.040 --> 00:03:49.960 align:middle line:90% In scrawl, 00:03:49.960 --> 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00:04:20.740 align:middle line:90% In cheek, 00:04:20.740 --> 00:04:22.580 align:middle line:90% In speckle, 00:04:22.580 --> 00:04:24.420 align:middle line:90% In truth, 00:04:24.420 --> 00:04:26.260 align:middle line:90% In typo, 00:04:26.260 --> 00:04:28.220 align:middle line:90% In halos, 00:04:28.220 --> 00:04:29.900 align:middle line:90% In light, 00:04:29.900 --> 00:04:31.820 align:middle line:90% In flames, 00:04:31.820 --> 00:04:33.660 align:middle line:90% In flight, 00:04:33.660 --> 00:04:35.540 align:middle line:90% In marble, 00:04:35.540 --> 00:04:37.180 align:middle line:90% In ash, 00:04:37.180 --> 00:04:38.980 align:middle line:90% In halos, 00:04:38.980 --> 00:04:40.820 align:middle line:90% In light, 00:04:40.820 --> 00:04:42.820 align:middle line:90% In skin, 00:04:42.820 --> 00:04:44.620 align:middle line:90% In throat, 00:04:44.620 --> 00:04:46.620 align:middle line:90% In spark, 00:04:46.620 --> 00:04:48.620 align:middle line:90% In spit, 00:04:48.620 --> 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