WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.940 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.940 --> 00:00:03.570 align:middle line:90% All right, we're going in order. 00:00:03.570 --> 00:00:05.390 align:middle line:90% That makes it easy. 00:00:05.390 --> 00:00:09.140 align:middle line:84% So a port is basically for chemotherapy. 00:00:09.140 --> 00:00:11.720 align:middle line:84% For certain kinds of chemotherapy, 00:00:11.720 --> 00:00:14.750 align:middle line:84% instead of giving you an IV, they 00:00:14.750 --> 00:00:18.410 align:middle line:84% will actually put a pump that goes directly through your aorta 00:00:18.410 --> 00:00:19.410 align:middle line:90% into your heart. 00:00:19.410 --> 00:00:21.570 align:middle line:84% And that is because the chemotherapy, 00:00:21.570 --> 00:00:24.630 align:middle line:84% some chemotherapies are so toxic to your body, 00:00:24.630 --> 00:00:29.340 align:middle line:84% they basically fry your veins as they go to your heart. 00:00:29.340 --> 00:00:34.460 align:middle line:84% So your aorta is big enough to be able to withstand that. 00:00:34.460 --> 00:00:36.630 align:middle line:90% And is there anything else? 00:00:36.630 --> 00:00:38.960 align:middle line:90% No. 00:00:38.960 --> 00:00:41.340 align:middle line:84% "On the Morning of the Port Surgery." 00:00:41.340 --> 00:00:43.550 align:middle line:84% And this is the first step for some of us 00:00:43.550 --> 00:00:45.030 align:middle line:90% in our cancer treatments. 00:00:45.030 --> 00:00:47.340 align:middle line:84% So this was my first step in cancer treatment. 00:00:47.340 --> 00:00:49.910 align:middle line:90% "Before dawn, I walk outside 00:00:49.910 --> 00:00:50.820 align:middle line:90% The clock. 00:00:50.820 --> 00:00:52.250 align:middle line:90% I strip and fold 00:00:52.250 --> 00:00:55.010 align:middle line:90% My clothes into a bag, surrender 00:00:55.010 --> 00:00:56.220 align:middle line:90% My braid. 00:00:56.220 --> 00:00:57.320 align:middle line:90% I'm wheeled into 00:00:57.320 --> 00:00:58.430 align:middle line:90% The operating theater 00:00:58.430 --> 00:00:59.750 align:middle line:90% For the opening act of what 00:00:59.750 --> 00:01:01.890 align:middle line:90% Will become a defining role-- 00:01:01.890 --> 00:01:05.209 align:middle line:90% Cancer Patient, Stage 3. 00:01:05.209 --> 00:01:08.160 align:middle line:90% O feather-headed mongrel 00:01:08.160 --> 00:01:11.100 align:middle line:90% My pickled flea-bit heart 00:01:11.100 --> 00:01:14.340 align:middle line:90% Thrice sword-stabbed 00:01:14.340 --> 00:01:17.510 align:middle line:90% Please keep beating. 00:01:17.510 --> 00:01:21.440 align:middle line:90% Ungraceful, the heart boinks-- 00:01:21.440 --> 00:01:25.910 align:middle line:84% Drugged, suspended, spider webbed--" 00:01:25.910 --> 00:01:29.000 align:middle line:90%