WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:15.075 align:middle line:90% 00:00:15.075 --> 00:00:15.575 align:middle line:90% "Fuchi." 00:00:15.575 --> 00:00:21.560 align:middle line:90% 00:00:21.560 --> 00:00:27.050 align:middle line:84% Fuchi, when we passed the stockyard or city incinerator 00:00:27.050 --> 00:00:29.240 align:middle line:90% "Who threw a fart?" 00:00:29.240 --> 00:00:31.040 align:middle line:90% Nana would ask 00:00:31.040 --> 00:00:35.810 align:middle line:84% As if the offense were a grenade or a football. 00:00:35.810 --> 00:00:38.840 align:middle line:84% I didn't know the origins of her phrase, 00:00:38.840 --> 00:00:44.660 align:middle line:84% Its hand off, until I learned tirar in Spanish class. 00:00:44.660 --> 00:00:47.760 align:middle line:84% I've read of toxins in electronics plants-- 00:00:47.760 --> 00:00:51.630 align:middle line:84% Chemicals that poison, cause cancers, 00:00:51.630 --> 00:00:55.940 align:middle line:84% Numb the senses of smell and taste 00:00:55.940 --> 00:01:00.500 align:middle line:84% With odors in so-called clean rooms. 00:01:00.500 --> 00:01:04.310 align:middle line:90% Did the smells elicit a fuchi? 00:01:04.310 --> 00:01:07.830 align:middle line:84% Fool, please, I hear in the word. 00:01:07.830 --> 00:01:09.380 align:middle line:90% I hear Chinese, too. 00:01:09.380 --> 00:01:11.930 align:middle line:90% Think of those moves in qigong-- 00:01:11.930 --> 00:01:13.980 align:middle line:90% Part the horse's mane, 00:01:13.980 --> 00:01:15.830 align:middle line:90% Strum the lute, 00:01:15.830 --> 00:01:18.920 align:middle line:90% Grasp the sparrow's tail. 00:01:18.920 --> 00:01:23.240 align:middle line:84% Could they ward off cancer, release toxins, 00:01:23.240 --> 00:01:28.190 align:middle line:84% Repair one's chi after one's shift? 00:01:28.190 --> 00:01:31.010 align:middle line:84% I remember watching Chi Chi Rodríguez 00:01:31.010 --> 00:01:33.170 align:middle line:90% Parry his putter 00:01:33.170 --> 00:01:35.360 align:middle line:84% With a flourish after sinking a putt 00:01:35.360 --> 00:01:38.210 align:middle line:84% Then sheath the club at his waist in a make 00:01:38.210 --> 00:01:40.880 align:middle line:90% believe scabbard. 00:01:40.880 --> 00:01:45.590 align:middle line:84% In grad school, I learned of Kristeva's abject, 00:01:45.590 --> 00:01:49.340 align:middle line:84% Those liminal spaces between what we reject 00:01:49.340 --> 00:01:52.310 align:middle line:90% and what we obsess. 00:01:52.310 --> 00:01:55.760 align:middle line:84% Growing up Chino, the question I was most often asked 00:01:55.760 --> 00:01:58.340 align:middle line:90% Besides, "What are you?" 00:01:58.340 --> 00:01:59.605 align:middle line:90% Was, "Do you know kung fu?" 00:01:59.605 --> 00:02:02.660 align:middle line:90% 00:02:02.660 --> 00:02:06.060 align:middle line:84% Kung, I looked up, means skillful work, 00:02:06.060 --> 00:02:09.440 align:middle line:90% Hard training, or endeavor. 00:02:09.440 --> 00:02:12.860 align:middle line:90% Fu means time spent. 00:02:12.860 --> 00:02:16.020 align:middle line:84% I asked my Nana about her time in the factory. 00:02:16.020 --> 00:02:18.540 align:middle line:90% "I worked the scopes," she says, 00:02:18.540 --> 00:02:20.630 align:middle line:90% "Looking for marks. 00:02:20.630 --> 00:02:24.440 align:middle line:84% If the wafer was scratched, I threw it out." 00:02:24.440 --> 00:02:26.390 align:middle line:90% What is it we keep? 00:02:26.390 --> 00:02:29.840 align:middle line:90% What is obsolete? 00:02:29.840 --> 00:02:33.470 align:middle line:84% "That's when I think my eyes started to go bad." 00:02:33.470 --> 00:02:38.180 align:middle line:84% What kind of seeing is hardwired in our circuitry? 00:02:38.180 --> 00:02:40.440 align:middle line:84% "They were like tiny little maps," 00:02:40.440 --> 00:02:43.900 align:middle line:90% She tells me, "of the city." 00:02:43.900 --> 00:02:46.000 align:middle line:90%