WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.120 align:middle line:84% "For years, I have wanted to write an essay on sadness. 00:00:04.120 --> 00:00:08.220 align:middle line:84% On the floor next to my desk is a folder overflowing with pages 00:00:08.220 --> 00:00:11.760 align:middle line:84% of notes toward such an essay and a couple of books 00:00:11.760 --> 00:00:14.370 align:middle line:90% I want to cite passages from. 00:00:14.370 --> 00:00:17.440 align:middle line:84% I will never write my essay on sadness. 00:00:17.440 --> 00:00:22.520 align:middle line:84% I am old, tired and overwhelmed by other responsibilities. 00:00:22.520 --> 00:00:26.580 align:middle line:84% Every time I glance at the folder, a tidal wave of sadness 00:00:26.580 --> 00:00:27.900 align:middle line:90% comes over me. 00:00:27.900 --> 00:00:31.590 align:middle line:84% In this way, I have come to believe I have written the essay 00:00:31.590 --> 00:00:34.010 align:middle line:90% many, many times." 00:00:34.010 --> 00:00:36.000 align:middle line:90%