WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.830 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.830 --> 00:00:03.450 align:middle line:90% To and fro. 00:00:03.450 --> 00:00:06.270 align:middle line:84% On the train to California, a black porter 00:00:06.270 --> 00:00:09.990 align:middle line:84% told me we don't serve Indians hard liquor chief. 00:00:09.990 --> 00:00:11.790 align:middle line:90% I said that's OK man. 00:00:11.790 --> 00:00:15.240 align:middle line:84% When I got home, my wife asked what are you doing back here? 00:00:15.240 --> 00:00:17.430 align:middle line:90% I said, I came home. 00:00:17.430 --> 00:00:19.200 align:middle line:90% Actually I was a fugitive. 00:00:19.200 --> 00:00:24.030 align:middle line:84% I had decided that at 8:00 AM in the East Commons over scalding 00:00:24.030 --> 00:00:27.120 align:middle line:84% coffee sitting at an imitation wood table 00:00:27.120 --> 00:00:29.160 align:middle line:84% as I watched the crowds of students 00:00:29.160 --> 00:00:32.430 align:middle line:84% mangle each other before breakfast. 00:00:32.430 --> 00:00:34.500 align:middle line:84% I had several strange moments thinking 00:00:34.500 --> 00:00:37.050 align:middle line:84% of Charles Olson and language, thinking 00:00:37.050 --> 00:00:39.030 align:middle line:84% about a point in particular the night 00:00:39.030 --> 00:00:41.550 align:middle line:84% before when the night and the connections 00:00:41.550 --> 00:00:43.230 align:middle line:90% were one and the same. 00:00:43.230 --> 00:00:47.460 align:middle line:84% And I had touched a sustaining motion realizing the energy, 00:00:47.460 --> 00:00:52.080 align:middle line:84% realizing the energy that language is and becomes. 00:00:52.080 --> 00:00:53.850 align:middle line:90% I had to leave California. 00:00:53.850 --> 00:00:57.150 align:middle line:84% I told my wife later but kept secret. 00:00:57.150 --> 00:01:01.410 align:middle line:84% That dove I had heard one precarious morning when 00:01:01.410 --> 00:01:04.980 align:middle line:84% I was sick and moaned for home pushing back 00:01:04.980 --> 00:01:09.500 align:middle line:84% the memory of a boy in summer morning feels. 00:01:09.500 --> 00:01:10.000 align:middle line:90%