WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.750 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.750 --> 00:00:02.670 align:middle line:84% From time to time, poets do show up. 00:00:02.670 --> 00:00:05.640 align:middle line:84% Keats showed up in the new manuscript. 00:00:05.640 --> 00:00:11.640 align:middle line:84% And it's easy to identify, I think, with Walt Whitman. 00:00:11.640 --> 00:00:14.130 align:middle line:84% Because it's easy to identify a poet who 00:00:14.130 --> 00:00:19.180 align:middle line:84% spent his whole life writing the same book over and over. 00:00:19.180 --> 00:00:21.220 align:middle line:90% It's a stage of life. 00:00:21.220 --> 00:00:23.640 align:middle line:84% I thought it would never end for a while. 00:00:23.640 --> 00:00:26.370 align:middle line:84% And now he's dead, and he's gone to hell. 00:00:26.370 --> 00:00:30.390 align:middle line:84% And I believe he's still writing it. 00:00:30.390 --> 00:00:40.300 align:middle line:84% And this is his postscript to Song of Myself. 00:00:40.300 --> 00:00:42.000 align:middle line:84% It's called, "Whitman's Confession: 00:00:42.000 --> 00:00:44.160 align:middle line:90% In the Cleft of Eternity." 00:00:44.160 --> 00:00:48.795 align:middle line:84% The epigraph reads, "look for me under your boot soles." 00:00:48.795 --> 00:00:52.650 align:middle line:90% 00:00:52.650 --> 00:00:55.980 align:middle line:84% "What happened was, my last breath 00:00:55.980 --> 00:00:58.380 align:middle line:90% fell back on me like pins-- 00:00:58.380 --> 00:01:02.220 align:middle line:84% the ultimates-- and my hands flushed through my chest 00:01:02.220 --> 00:01:03.690 align:middle line:90% into stars. 00:01:03.690 --> 00:01:06.150 align:middle line:90% None of you mattered anymore. 00:01:06.150 --> 00:01:08.790 align:middle line:84% My nipples pointing off the sawgrass, 00:01:08.790 --> 00:01:12.120 align:middle line:90% and your faces all dooryard. 00:01:12.120 --> 00:01:14.760 align:middle line:90% I did not wait for you long. 00:01:14.760 --> 00:01:18.720 align:middle line:84% When the body was gone, there was not even perfume. 00:01:18.720 --> 00:01:24.210 align:middle line:84% There was a suck, like a choir about to, and then not. 00:01:24.210 --> 00:01:26.640 align:middle line:90% I tell you of the cosmos-- 00:01:26.640 --> 00:01:30.000 align:middle line:90% vast puke and scintillation. 00:01:30.000 --> 00:01:32.490 align:middle line:90% We do not go anywhere. 00:01:32.490 --> 00:01:36.720 align:middle line:84% And when my eyes studied the catechism of the image, 00:01:36.720 --> 00:01:43.260 align:middle line:84% it went worm, nest, bridge, reflection, stripe, rolling over 00:01:43.260 --> 00:01:45.390 align:middle line:90% into worm. 00:01:45.390 --> 00:01:50.490 align:middle line:84% What happened was, they struck me with the bomb of the Buddha. 00:01:50.490 --> 00:01:53.430 align:middle line:84% All the multitudes from the top of my head 00:01:53.430 --> 00:01:56.010 align:middle line:90% and from the rib's shoelace. 00:01:56.010 --> 00:02:01.950 align:middle line:84% I withered firsthand-- text, translation, emanation, ink, 00:02:01.950 --> 00:02:02.970 align:middle line:90% and rag-- 00:02:02.970 --> 00:02:05.430 align:middle line:90% into the cud of the Milky Way. 00:02:05.430 --> 00:02:09.660 align:middle line:84% Thrush bone and mule bone wheeling in the dander fields. 00:02:09.660 --> 00:02:12.780 align:middle line:84% And through the clean bowels of Orion, 00:02:12.780 --> 00:02:18.550 align:middle line:84% turning over me the blue straight hairs of the diamond. 00:02:18.550 --> 00:02:21.850 align:middle line:90% Is this then a touch? 00:02:21.850 --> 00:02:26.740 align:middle line:84% What happened is, I lost the animal of my likeness-- 00:02:26.740 --> 00:02:30.760 align:middle line:84% Earth of fur, Earth of legitimate odors, 00:02:30.760 --> 00:02:33.670 align:middle line:90% and of nights arm in arm. 00:02:33.670 --> 00:02:37.210 align:middle line:84% I no longer know who set the woman on that road, 00:02:37.210 --> 00:02:41.470 align:middle line:84% or how her face can shape to what is missing. 00:02:41.470 --> 00:02:44.470 align:middle line:84% I no longer know that the clasp of a man 00:02:44.470 --> 00:02:48.970 align:middle line:84% is the cuttle of my vibrations, or that the lapidary 00:02:48.970 --> 00:02:51.520 align:middle line:90% of distances is memory. 00:02:51.520 --> 00:02:54.530 align:middle line:90% Or that milk is cold. 00:02:54.530 --> 00:02:57.970 align:middle line:84% You will not find me in any energy-- 00:02:57.970 --> 00:03:02.260 align:middle line:84% the tender, the gross, the metastasized, the skittish, 00:03:02.260 --> 00:03:04.330 align:middle line:90% the throttling, the angelic. 00:03:04.330 --> 00:03:09.310 align:middle line:84% I hit the void running, and it was easy to betray you. 00:03:09.310 --> 00:03:11.530 align:middle line:90% I could not wait for you. 00:03:11.530 --> 00:03:15.835 align:middle line:84% The poem was the god who only yearned to fuck alone." 00:03:15.835 --> 00:03:20.280 align:middle line:90% 00:03:20.280 --> 00:03:22.160 align:middle line:90% Stay tuned. 00:03:22.160 --> 00:03:23.000 align:middle line:90%