WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.140 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.140 --> 00:00:04.290 align:middle line:84% The last poem I'm going to read is the title poem 00:00:04.290 --> 00:00:09.390 align:middle line:84% for the book which will appear next month called Thousand Year 00:00:09.390 --> 00:00:10.680 align:middle line:90% Old Fiancee. 00:00:10.680 --> 00:00:18.270 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.270 --> 00:00:23.100 align:middle line:84% "We are alone, Death's thousand year old fiancee 00:00:23.100 --> 00:00:27.210 align:middle line:84% and I. The thing suggests itself to me. 00:00:27.210 --> 00:00:31.200 align:middle line:84% I step onto the front parts of her feet 00:00:31.200 --> 00:00:35.820 align:middle line:84% and stand like that, facing her, saying nothing. 00:00:35.820 --> 00:00:39.540 align:middle line:84% In moments, I lose 20 pounds in sweat. 00:00:39.540 --> 00:00:41.860 align:middle line:90% My nose bleeds. 00:00:41.860 --> 00:00:44.220 align:middle line:84% It occurs to me I may never before 00:00:44.220 --> 00:00:47.040 align:middle line:90% have acted out of instinct. 00:00:47.040 --> 00:00:49.290 align:middle line:90% We do not embrace. 00:00:49.290 --> 00:00:55.380 align:middle line:84% She is in her middle 60s, with varicose veins, whitish hair, 00:00:55.380 --> 00:00:59.820 align:middle line:90% and buttocks as large as Russia. 00:00:59.820 --> 00:01:02.970 align:middle line:90% Things come off of her in waves. 00:01:02.970 --> 00:01:07.920 align:middle line:84% Merriment, exuberance, benevolent body lice, 00:01:07.920 --> 00:01:10.680 align:middle line:90% 100-year-old blackheads. 00:01:10.680 --> 00:01:13.260 align:middle line:90% I kiss her hives. 00:01:13.260 --> 00:01:17.910 align:middle line:84% I lick her nose that shows she drinks bottles and bottles 00:01:17.910 --> 00:01:21.270 align:middle line:90% of Fleischmans every day. 00:01:21.270 --> 00:01:27.030 align:middle line:84% I am standing there in my Jewish hair, facing her with my life. 00:01:27.030 --> 00:01:28.560 align:middle line:90% Knock, knock. 00:01:28.560 --> 00:01:33.750 align:middle line:84% It is Death in spats and a blue business suit. 00:01:33.750 --> 00:01:37.750 align:middle line:84% I stand there in my Jewish hair facing him. 00:01:37.750 --> 00:01:43.440 align:middle line:84% He is very still, grinning, grayish, bemused. 00:01:43.440 --> 00:01:46.110 align:middle line:90% Pretty soon I begin to scream. 00:01:46.110 --> 00:01:48.960 align:middle line:90% All night I scream. 00:01:48.960 --> 00:01:50.430 align:middle line:90% Yeah. 00:01:50.430 --> 00:01:54.990 align:middle line:84% After a while, I go under and kiss her ass. 00:01:54.990 --> 00:01:57.390 align:middle line:90% It takes a bit. 00:01:57.390 --> 00:02:01.860 align:middle line:84% Fathers and sons, I am up to my knees in the moon. 00:02:01.860 --> 00:02:05.880 align:middle line:84% Kiss this ghost, she says of a certain light. 00:02:05.880 --> 00:02:09.490 align:middle line:84% I plunged my tongue into it to the ears. 00:02:09.490 --> 00:02:14.610 align:middle line:84% Madam, I say, astounded, choking, feverish, I 00:02:14.610 --> 00:02:17.010 align:middle line:90% have not as yet had you. 00:02:17.010 --> 00:02:19.500 align:middle line:90% Have me, she says. 00:02:19.500 --> 00:02:25.890 align:middle line:84% Under my foreskin, there is a star, whole constellations. 00:02:25.890 --> 00:02:30.390 align:middle line:84% Goddammit, I am not speaking to you here of sex. 00:02:30.390 --> 00:02:32.430 align:middle line:90% Kiss me here, she says. 00:02:32.430 --> 00:02:34.080 align:middle line:90% Kiss me there. 00:02:34.080 --> 00:02:37.800 align:middle line:90% Stars, ghost, and sons. 00:02:37.800 --> 00:02:44.190 align:middle line:84% Winged, we are all of us winged, but one thing there is of us. 00:02:44.190 --> 00:02:48.240 align:middle line:84% Death, you old lecher, I affirm you. 00:02:48.240 --> 00:02:51.330 align:middle line:90% I confront you with my balls. 00:02:51.330 --> 00:02:55.620 align:middle line:84% I revere dead fish and sunken submarines, 00:02:55.620 --> 00:03:00.300 align:middle line:84% the little red schoolhouse, and the American way. 00:03:00.300 --> 00:03:04.260 align:middle line:84% Let us in fact join hands with the universe. 00:03:04.260 --> 00:03:07.050 align:middle line:90% Death, I have news for you. 00:03:07.050 --> 00:03:12.810 align:middle line:84% I climb into your young fiancee 11 times a night. 00:03:12.810 --> 00:03:15.810 align:middle line:84% There are signs that she is pregnant. 00:03:15.810 --> 00:03:19.275 align:middle line:84% Death, there is nothing I will not love." 00:03:19.275 --> 00:03:22.050 align:middle line:90% 00:03:22.050 --> 00:03:23.840 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:03:23.840 --> 00:03:31.000 align:middle line:90%