WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.118 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.118 --> 00:00:02.160 align:middle line:90% "Day and Night Handball." 00:00:02.160 --> 00:00:04.745 align:middle line:90% [NO AUDIO] 00:00:04.745 --> 00:00:06.580 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.580 --> 00:00:09.520 align:middle line:84% "I think of corner shots, the ball hitting and dying 00:00:09.520 --> 00:00:11.860 align:middle line:84% like a butterfly on a windshield. 00:00:11.860 --> 00:00:14.440 align:middle line:84% Shots so fun and perverse, they begin 00:00:14.440 --> 00:00:18.790 align:middle line:84% to live alongside weekends of sex in your memory. 00:00:18.790 --> 00:00:21.880 align:middle line:84% I think of serves delivered deep to the left hand, 00:00:21.880 --> 00:00:24.280 align:middle line:84% the ball sliding off the sidewall 00:00:24.280 --> 00:00:26.950 align:middle line:84% into the blindness of one's body, 00:00:26.950 --> 00:00:30.610 align:middle line:84% and diving returns that are impossible except on days 00:00:30.610 --> 00:00:34.060 align:middle line:84% when your body is all rubber bands and dreams 00:00:34.060 --> 00:00:37.180 align:middle line:90% unfulfilled since childhood. 00:00:37.180 --> 00:00:40.120 align:middle line:84% I think of a hand slicing the face of a ball. 00:00:40.120 --> 00:00:42.760 align:middle line:84% So much English that it comes back drunk 00:00:42.760 --> 00:00:46.270 align:middle line:84% to your opponent, who doesn't have enough hands to hit it, 00:00:46.270 --> 00:00:47.890 align:middle line:90% who hits it anyway. 00:00:47.890 --> 00:00:51.610 align:middle line:84% Who makes you think of God and God damn. 00:00:51.610 --> 00:00:54.130 align:middle line:84% The pleasure of falling to your knees for what 00:00:54.130 --> 00:00:57.190 align:middle line:90% is superb, better than you. 00:00:57.190 --> 00:01:01.570 align:middle line:84% But its position I think of most, the easy slam and victory, 00:01:01.570 --> 00:01:04.750 align:middle line:84% because you have a sense of yourself and the court. 00:01:04.750 --> 00:01:08.080 align:middle line:84% The sense that old men gone in the knees have. 00:01:08.080 --> 00:01:10.540 align:middle line:90% One step in place of five. 00:01:10.540 --> 00:01:12.790 align:middle line:90% Finesse in place of power. 00:01:12.790 --> 00:01:16.210 align:middle line:84% And all the time the four walls around you 00:01:16.210 --> 00:01:18.010 align:middle line:90% creating the hardship. 00:01:18.010 --> 00:01:20.250 align:middle line:90% The infinite variety." 00:01:20.250 --> 00:01:21.000 align:middle line:90%