WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.940 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.940 --> 00:00:05.880 align:middle line:84% And I'll end with a poem called Repressed Theme. 00:00:05.880 --> 00:00:12.630 align:middle line:84% That comes from a time that I spent in Europe visiting Rome 00:00:12.630 --> 00:00:20.790 align:middle line:84% and Southern France and Spain all along the Mediterranean. 00:00:20.790 --> 00:00:24.120 align:middle line:84% And at the beginning of that trip, 00:00:24.120 --> 00:00:29.220 align:middle line:84% I took a day trip out of Rome to Tarquinia 00:00:29.220 --> 00:00:35.430 align:middle line:84% where there is fields of nothing until you go underneath, 00:00:35.430 --> 00:00:40.590 align:middle line:84% and there are tombs in these fields that have been emptied 00:00:40.590 --> 00:00:43.050 align:middle line:90% out of most of their artifacts. 00:00:43.050 --> 00:00:49.140 align:middle line:84% But what remains are the pastel paintings 00:00:49.140 --> 00:00:50.850 align:middle line:90% on the four walls of the tombs. 00:00:50.850 --> 00:00:53.880 align:middle line:90% 00:00:53.880 --> 00:01:00.105 align:middle line:84% I was struck by those images and they entered 00:01:00.105 --> 00:01:02.700 align:middle line:90% the dream time of that trip. 00:01:02.700 --> 00:01:05.880 align:middle line:90% 00:01:05.880 --> 00:01:09.620 align:middle line:90% Repressed Theme. 00:01:09.620 --> 00:01:13.280 align:middle line:84% But most of all my knowing I would write to her 00:01:13.280 --> 00:01:16.850 align:middle line:84% after sleeping through hours of broadcasting, 00:01:16.850 --> 00:01:21.800 align:middle line:84% us backlit by so much moonlight, and the population of the city 00:01:21.800 --> 00:01:25.100 align:middle line:90% immediately behind. 00:01:25.100 --> 00:01:28.250 align:middle line:84% Is it an idea to consider that the person with whom 00:01:28.250 --> 00:01:34.640 align:middle line:84% one speaks less and less is the one after all one came to see? 00:01:34.640 --> 00:01:40.460 align:middle line:84% The lightness I wake with, knowing self as fruit. 00:01:40.460 --> 00:01:45.590 align:middle line:84% At bottom a pit unmarked by sepulchral engravings, 00:01:45.590 --> 00:01:49.610 align:middle line:90% the ancient tombs at Tarquinia. 00:01:49.610 --> 00:01:52.460 align:middle line:84% The body's weight and its perennial shift 00:01:52.460 --> 00:01:56.600 align:middle line:84% even as the sweetest of savants rises upward 00:01:56.600 --> 00:01:59.450 align:middle line:90% in a tower of bells. 00:01:59.450 --> 00:02:01.910 align:middle line:84% Is it our pet then, the hunchback 00:02:01.910 --> 00:02:04.790 align:middle line:84% who fondles even fucks the gargoyle 00:02:04.790 --> 00:02:09.470 align:middle line:84% in the dream where I wake to the pitch of your breaking voice? 00:02:09.470 --> 00:02:14.210 align:middle line:84% Fragments, and only slender hope of offering something 00:02:14.210 --> 00:02:18.590 align:middle line:84% more than obscure and less than obvious. 00:02:18.590 --> 00:02:23.960 align:middle line:84% The instructions return cranked like a phonograph. 00:02:23.960 --> 00:02:27.440 align:middle line:84% Descend into the rooms of the ancient dead who 00:02:27.440 --> 00:02:32.450 align:middle line:84% are by now nonexistent against these lyrically frescoed walls. 00:02:32.450 --> 00:02:37.670 align:middle line:84% A simple fish, a swallow, the horizontal male figure 00:02:37.670 --> 00:02:43.940 align:middle line:84% suspended in the pastels of a pre-century century. 00:02:43.940 --> 00:02:49.700 align:middle line:84% Yes, open the tourist door to the arm rail and stair. 00:02:49.700 --> 00:02:52.880 align:middle line:84% A breath held 30 centuries exhumed 00:02:52.880 --> 00:02:58.910 align:middle line:84% in an era of nuclear silos erect in a similar field. 00:02:58.910 --> 00:03:01.340 align:middle line:90% The absence of them. 00:03:01.340 --> 00:03:04.760 align:middle line:84% The absence of their swords and lutes. 00:03:04.760 --> 00:03:08.900 align:middle line:84% A young girl's mirror surviving like an accusation, 00:03:08.900 --> 00:03:13.760 align:middle line:84% respecting you less and less for clinging to a version wrought 00:03:13.760 --> 00:03:17.090 align:middle line:90% of things you cannot bear. 00:03:17.090 --> 00:03:20.180 align:middle line:84% The exact position of the woman you love 00:03:20.180 --> 00:03:25.760 align:middle line:84% seated for centuries in someone's arms by the fire. 00:03:25.760 --> 00:03:30.260 align:middle line:84% The noon peach, so juicy you have to lean over. 00:03:30.260 --> 00:03:32.300 align:middle line:90% It's painful. 00:03:32.300 --> 00:03:36.950 align:middle line:84% The specter that rises like a scarecrow making visible 00:03:36.950 --> 00:03:40.400 align:middle line:90% the acre in which it stands. 00:03:40.400 --> 00:03:45.080 align:middle line:84% Orchards by sex to flesh from stones. 00:03:45.080 --> 00:03:50.720 align:middle line:84% This body extended like a thought long believing nothing 00:03:50.720 --> 00:03:55.340 align:middle line:84% after all is lost, not even by comparison. 00:03:55.340 --> 00:03:59.840 align:middle line:90% 00:03:59.840 --> 00:04:04.690 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:04:04.690 --> 00:04:31.334 align:middle line:90%