WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.895 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.895 --> 00:00:01.395 align:middle line:90% Hello. 00:00:01.395 --> 00:00:06.630 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHING] 00:00:06.630 --> 00:00:10.290 align:middle line:84% This winter, 55 inches of snow have fallen so far 00:00:10.290 --> 00:00:15.390 align:middle line:84% in Central Park and the average snowfall for the whole year 00:00:15.390 --> 00:00:17.340 align:middle line:90% is 25 inches. 00:00:17.340 --> 00:00:19.755 align:middle line:90% So I love being here. 00:00:19.755 --> 00:00:22.030 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHING] 00:00:22.030 --> 00:00:24.780 align:middle line:84% And when I was invited to read by Cybele probably a year 00:00:24.780 --> 00:00:27.147 align:middle line:84% and a half ago, she says, when do you want to come? 00:00:27.147 --> 00:00:27.855 align:middle line:90% I said, February. 00:00:27.855 --> 00:00:30.900 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHING] 00:00:30.900 --> 00:00:32.250 align:middle line:90% 00:00:32.250 --> 00:00:34.230 align:middle line:90% Thank you Cybele and Tyler. 00:00:34.230 --> 00:00:37.530 align:middle line:90% And I'll say just a few people. 00:00:37.530 --> 00:00:44.310 align:middle line:84% Richard Siken, Boyer Rickel, and my former student 00:00:44.310 --> 00:00:49.770 align:middle line:84% from Bennington, Jia, who drove from Phoenix 00:00:49.770 --> 00:00:50.760 align:middle line:90% to be here tonight. 00:00:50.760 --> 00:00:55.210 align:middle line:90% 00:00:55.210 --> 00:00:58.900 align:middle line:84% It's a real privilege to be able to write poems 00:00:58.900 --> 00:01:00.860 align:middle line:90% and to read them to people. 00:01:00.860 --> 00:01:04.870 align:middle line:84% And there are not very many organizations 00:01:04.870 --> 00:01:06.730 align:middle line:90% like this Poetry Center. 00:01:06.730 --> 00:01:09.760 align:middle line:84% I can only think about maybe I've been to the Poetry 00:01:09.760 --> 00:01:11.710 align:middle line:90% Foundation building in Chicago. 00:01:11.710 --> 00:01:13.660 align:middle line:84% There's Poets House in New York City. 00:01:13.660 --> 00:01:16.330 align:middle line:90% 00:01:16.330 --> 00:01:17.440 align:middle line:90% That's about it. 00:01:17.440 --> 00:01:23.320 align:middle line:84% And so you guys know you have this amazing poetic treasure 00:01:23.320 --> 00:01:24.920 align:middle line:90% here in the desert. 00:01:24.920 --> 00:01:28.240 align:middle line:90% And so thank you. 00:01:28.240 --> 00:01:31.760 align:middle line:84% I'm going to read a couple of things. 00:01:31.760 --> 00:01:34.330 align:middle line:84% First from a book that's coming out this fall called 00:01:34.330 --> 00:01:36.940 align:middle line:90% Don't Go Back to Sleep. 00:01:36.940 --> 00:01:41.650 align:middle line:84% In 2007 I had a cat of 14 years who died. 00:01:41.650 --> 00:01:47.270 align:middle line:84% And after she died, I didn't read and write for five months. 00:01:47.270 --> 00:01:49.900 align:middle line:84% And I also didn't listen to any music 00:01:49.900 --> 00:01:55.250 align:middle line:84% because those activities just felt too intense. 00:01:55.250 --> 00:01:59.540 align:middle line:84% And we all mourn in our own weird particular ways. 00:01:59.540 --> 00:02:05.960 align:middle line:84% But when I started to write again, I didn't write poetry. 00:02:05.960 --> 00:02:07.570 align:middle line:90% In fact, I wrote a novel. 00:02:07.570 --> 00:02:13.240 align:middle line:84% And during that time, I only worked on one poem 00:02:13.240 --> 00:02:15.040 align:middle line:90% for two years. 00:02:15.040 --> 00:02:19.300 align:middle line:84% And I'm going to start tonight with that poem. 00:02:19.300 --> 00:02:23.540 align:middle line:84% My mother, she died in 1998 of pancreatic cancer. 00:02:23.540 --> 00:02:25.390 align:middle line:84% She was also paranoid schizophrenic. 00:02:25.390 --> 00:02:29.890 align:middle line:84% And even though it was a really sad time, 00:02:29.890 --> 00:02:32.080 align:middle line:84% I was really relieved that she died 00:02:32.080 --> 00:02:38.140 align:middle line:84% because her life was such a torture, to me, especially, 00:02:38.140 --> 00:02:40.030 align:middle line:90% and to many people. 00:02:40.030 --> 00:02:41.440 align:middle line:90% So it's a very mixed thing. 00:02:41.440 --> 00:02:43.690 align:middle line:84% But it was the only time in my life 00:02:43.690 --> 00:02:47.980 align:middle line:84% where I didn't listen to music for six months. 00:02:47.980 --> 00:02:51.170 align:middle line:84% And that was the one thing that we shared, was classical music. 00:02:51.170 --> 00:02:54.040 align:middle line:84% And so when my cat died, I was surprised 00:02:54.040 --> 00:02:56.670 align:middle line:90% that I had a similar reaction. 00:02:56.670 --> 00:02:59.080 align:middle line:84% So that's a very weird thing to realize 00:02:59.080 --> 00:03:01.810 align:middle line:84% that the person who brought me into this world and this cat 00:03:01.810 --> 00:03:04.450 align:middle line:90% had a kind of similar value. 00:03:04.450 --> 00:03:07.190 align:middle line:84% And I didn't know what that made of me. 00:03:07.190 --> 00:03:10.480 align:middle line:84% And so I did start becoming curious 00:03:10.480 --> 00:03:13.720 align:middle line:84% about who this woman was separate from her role 00:03:13.720 --> 00:03:14.800 align:middle line:90% as a mother. 00:03:14.800 --> 00:03:18.100 align:middle line:90% And so this is a long poem. 00:03:18.100 --> 00:03:26.390 align:middle line:84% So it's called "A Requiem for the Homeless Spirits." 00:03:26.390 --> 00:03:29.710 align:middle line:84% "There is no language to adequately describe 00:03:29.710 --> 00:03:31.650 align:middle line:90% the Japanese crimes. 00:03:31.650 --> 00:03:35.802 align:middle line:90% Ma Xiuyi, survivor. 00:03:35.802 --> 00:03:46.230 align:middle line:90% [BELL RINGING] 00:03:46.230 --> 00:03:51.600 align:middle line:84% Head of a Chinese soldier with a cigarette butt in its mouth. 00:03:51.600 --> 00:03:55.650 align:middle line:90% Taken by whom, given by whom? 00:03:55.650 --> 00:03:57.630 align:middle line:84% Who never got to see the image he'd 00:03:57.630 --> 00:04:03.570 align:middle line:84% become in the papers, in textbooks, online. 00:04:03.570 --> 00:04:06.870 align:middle line:84% An image that has outlasted whatever 00:04:06.870 --> 00:04:12.660 align:middle line:84% grave he did or did not get to have in this life. 00:04:12.660 --> 00:04:16.740 align:middle line:84% This is not how anyone would want to be remembered. 00:04:16.740 --> 00:04:19.829 align:middle line:84% Future generations thumbing through the pages, 00:04:19.829 --> 00:04:24.690 align:middle line:84% the files, printing them out on desktop printers, 00:04:24.690 --> 00:04:27.270 align:middle line:84% printing off the same screens they 00:04:27.270 --> 00:04:32.280 align:middle line:90% use to check email, surf porn. 00:04:32.280 --> 00:04:35.220 align:middle line:84% The winner of this contest will get his photo 00:04:35.220 --> 00:04:37.710 align:middle line:90% on the front page of the paper. 00:04:37.710 --> 00:04:40.440 align:middle line:84% The heads of Chinese men taken off 00:04:40.440 --> 00:04:44.370 align:middle line:84% with one stroke of a broadsword left nameless 00:04:44.370 --> 00:04:46.560 align:middle line:90% as a pile of rocks. 00:04:46.560 --> 00:04:50.130 align:middle line:84% Nameless as a headless corpse with hands 00:04:50.130 --> 00:04:52.230 align:middle line:90% bound behind its back. 00:04:52.230 --> 00:04:57.300 align:middle line:84% Only the names of the winners on the front page of the Nichi 00:04:57.300 --> 00:05:04.290 align:middle line:84% Nichi Shimbun on December 13, 1937 in a language I cannot 00:05:04.290 --> 00:05:09.780 align:middle line:84% read garlanded the photo of the smiling winners in uniform, 00:05:09.780 --> 00:05:13.810 align:middle line:84% each propped up on his own sword, 00:05:13.810 --> 00:05:16.740 align:middle line:84% an image someone else who knows the language will have 00:05:16.740 --> 00:05:20.610 align:middle line:90% to explain to me. 00:05:20.610 --> 00:05:24.750 align:middle line:84% And my hairstylist Akiro reads to me, 00:05:24.750 --> 00:05:29.160 align:middle line:84% "Contest to kill first 100 Chinese with sword 00:05:29.160 --> 00:05:33.810 align:middle line:84% extended when both fighters exceed mark. 00:05:33.810 --> 00:05:42.504 align:middle line:90% Mukai scores 106, and Noda 105." 00:05:42.504 --> 00:05:45.997 align:middle line:90% [BELL RINGING] 00:05:45.997 --> 00:05:51.490 align:middle line:90% 00:05:51.490 --> 00:05:57.610 align:middle line:84% Soon sleep will be taken away, appetite taken away, 00:05:57.610 --> 00:06:02.560 align:middle line:84% as that which clutches Akiro's throat starts to spread. 00:06:02.560 --> 00:06:06.610 align:middle line:84% A cloud that began from just two cigarettes a day, 00:06:06.610 --> 00:06:10.030 align:middle line:84% no insurance for the $800 price tag 00:06:10.030 --> 00:06:13.540 align:middle line:84% attached to each procedure, which may or may not 00:06:13.540 --> 00:06:15.370 align:middle line:90% save his life. 00:06:15.370 --> 00:06:20.800 align:middle line:84% He who has already lost half of his voice refusing radiation 00:06:20.800 --> 00:06:23.770 align:middle line:90% for fear of losing what remains. 00:06:23.770 --> 00:06:28.750 align:middle line:84% Still recognizable as he takes an electric razor to my scalp, 00:06:28.750 --> 00:06:33.520 align:middle line:84% sculpting something that will last for weeks at best. 00:06:33.520 --> 00:06:37.330 align:middle line:84% He who's been doing this for more than half his life, who 00:06:37.330 --> 00:06:42.670 align:middle line:84% tells me he can still eat, still sleep eight hours a night, 00:06:42.670 --> 00:06:46.300 align:middle line:84% while handing me a card for the next visit, 00:06:46.300 --> 00:06:51.578 align:middle line:84% a date that suddenly seems further away than ever. 00:06:51.578 --> 00:06:59.250 align:middle line:90% [BELL RINGING] 00:06:59.250 --> 00:07:02.160 align:middle line:84% In a speech made in Nanjing seven years 00:07:02.160 --> 00:07:07.590 align:middle line:84% after the rape of Nanjing, Emperor Hirohito's youngest 00:07:07.590 --> 00:07:12.180 align:middle line:84% brother Prince Mikasa detailed the extent 00:07:12.180 --> 00:07:16.170 align:middle line:84% of the military atrocities against the Chinese. 00:07:16.170 --> 00:07:20.670 align:middle line:84% Copies of his statement suppressed, buried 00:07:20.670 --> 00:07:23.580 align:middle line:90% by the military authorities. 00:07:23.580 --> 00:07:27.270 align:middle line:84% A single copy exhumed five decades later 00:07:27.270 --> 00:07:33.360 align:middle line:84% in the parliamentary library by a Kobe University professor. 00:07:33.360 --> 00:07:38.700 align:middle line:84% Order Number 119, Western Front battle operations, 00:07:38.700 --> 00:07:40.650 align:middle line:90% 16th division. 00:07:40.650 --> 00:07:47.730 align:middle line:84% 20th regiment, 1st Battalion, November 16, 1937. 00:07:47.730 --> 00:07:54.630 align:middle line:84% All provisions to be levied locally in Nanjing, i.e. 00:07:54.630 --> 00:07:59.970 align:middle line:90% rape, loot, pillage, destroy. 00:07:59.970 --> 00:08:04.860 align:middle line:84% And what do American textbooks say about first nation genocide 00:08:04.860 --> 00:08:08.670 align:middle line:84% beyond all those blankets laced with smallpox? 00:08:08.670 --> 00:08:11.250 align:middle line:84% And what will American textbooks say 00:08:11.250 --> 00:08:15.720 align:middle line:84% about Abu Ghraib, Guantanamo, waterboarding, 00:08:15.720 --> 00:08:20.310 align:middle line:84% and extraordinary rendition 50 years from now, 00:08:20.310 --> 00:08:26.164 align:middle line:84% when history as we all know, is written by the winners? 00:08:26.164 --> 00:08:29.552 align:middle line:90% [BELL RINGING] 00:08:29.552 --> 00:08:34.890 align:middle line:90% 00:08:34.890 --> 00:08:38.280 align:middle line:84% This is not how anyone would want to be remembered. 00:08:38.280 --> 00:08:43.140 align:middle line:84% Reverend John G. Magee, chairman of the International Red Cross 00:08:43.140 --> 00:08:46.920 align:middle line:84% Council, racing through gunfire to rescue 00:08:46.920 --> 00:08:51.420 align:middle line:84% disarmed Chinese soldiers being led off to the slaughter. 00:08:51.420 --> 00:08:56.040 align:middle line:84% Reverend John G. Magee, an amateur photographer, 00:08:56.040 --> 00:08:59.730 align:middle line:84% who obtained a permit from the Japanese authorities, 00:08:59.730 --> 00:09:03.600 align:middle line:84% the stills from his 16 millimeter movie camera 00:09:03.600 --> 00:09:08.580 align:middle line:84% largely responsible for what we're able now to see. 00:09:08.580 --> 00:09:12.100 align:middle line:84% His camera and film deposited at Yale, 00:09:12.100 --> 00:09:16.560 align:middle line:84% where he became a chaplain after the war. 00:09:16.560 --> 00:09:18.900 align:middle line:90% Photos exist. 00:09:18.900 --> 00:09:22.290 align:middle line:84% Some were rounded up with barbed wire in groups of 10 00:09:22.290 --> 00:09:24.450 align:middle line:84% and herded down by the river where 00:09:24.450 --> 00:09:26.880 align:middle line:90% the machine guns were waiting. 00:09:26.880 --> 00:09:30.030 align:middle line:84% And some were forced to dig ditches, forced again 00:09:30.030 --> 00:09:34.410 align:middle line:84% to lie down in them while the next group shoveled dirt on top 00:09:34.410 --> 00:09:37.200 align:middle line:90% of them, muffling their sounds. 00:09:37.200 --> 00:09:40.110 align:middle line:84% Others buried up to their necks only 00:09:40.110 --> 00:09:43.830 align:middle line:84% to be beheaded, bayoneted, flattened, 00:09:43.830 --> 00:09:46.570 align:middle line:90% by the treads of a tank. 00:09:46.570 --> 00:09:52.530 align:middle line:84% Some were burned alive, gasoline igniting communal pits. 00:09:52.530 --> 00:09:54.330 align:middle line:90% Photos exist. 00:09:54.330 --> 00:09:57.900 align:middle line:84% Bayonet wounds on the back of a woman's neck, 00:09:57.900 --> 00:10:01.830 align:middle line:84% severing muscles down to the vertebra column. 00:10:01.830 --> 00:10:07.080 align:middle line:84% Some 80,000 women raped, ages 8 through 80. 00:10:07.080 --> 00:10:09.930 align:middle line:84% Some of them stripped with their legs tied 00:10:09.930 --> 00:10:13.110 align:middle line:90% to a chair, some passing out. 00:10:13.110 --> 00:10:16.650 align:middle line:84% Others bleeding to death, still others gang 00:10:16.650 --> 00:10:19.110 align:middle line:84% raped week after week, until they 00:10:19.110 --> 00:10:24.720 align:middle line:84% contracted venereal diseases and were taken out to be shot. 00:10:24.720 --> 00:10:28.530 align:middle line:84% Objects inserted into the vaginas of corpses 00:10:28.530 --> 00:10:31.440 align:middle line:84% before they were posed for photographs, 00:10:31.440 --> 00:10:35.160 align:middle line:84% the souvenir film sent by Japanese soldiers 00:10:35.160 --> 00:10:39.240 align:middle line:84% to be developed in Shanghai, where extra prints 00:10:39.240 --> 00:10:45.359 align:middle line:84% were sometimes smuggled out to news agencies across the ocean. 00:10:45.359 --> 00:10:48.712 align:middle line:90% [BELL RINGING] 00:10:48.712 --> 00:10:53.510 align:middle line:90% 00:10:53.510 --> 00:11:01.340 align:middle line:84% Memo to the 66th regiment 1st Battalion December 13, 1937: 00:11:01.340 --> 00:11:05.570 align:middle line:90% kill all captives. 00:11:05.570 --> 00:11:10.430 align:middle line:84% Few of the survivors in 2014 remain alive. 00:11:10.430 --> 00:11:15.750 align:middle line:84% Few of the perpetrators in 2014 remain alive. 00:11:15.750 --> 00:11:20.090 align:middle line:84% Some of their stories have been recorded; many of their stories 00:11:20.090 --> 00:11:22.970 align:middle line:90% will never get told. 00:11:22.970 --> 00:11:27.380 align:middle line:84% What should any of us do, while they are still alive? 00:11:27.380 --> 00:11:30.730 align:middle line:90% [BELL RINGING] 00:11:30.730 --> 00:11:34.000 align:middle line:90%