WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.080 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.080 --> 00:00:03.840 align:middle line:90% "Poverty is your treasure. 00:00:03.840 --> 00:00:07.440 align:middle line:84% Do not exchange it for an easy life." 00:00:07.440 --> 00:00:09.540 align:middle line:90% Zen proverb. 00:00:09.540 --> 00:00:10.485 align:middle line:90% "Beginning Again." 00:00:10.485 --> 00:00:15.230 align:middle line:90% 00:00:15.230 --> 00:00:19.760 align:middle line:84% "Now, this is the truth of that particular fiction, 00:00:19.760 --> 00:00:20.960 align:middle line:90% sweet angel. 00:00:20.960 --> 00:00:24.470 align:middle line:84% I mean, she hopes you don't buy that story, 00:00:24.470 --> 00:00:28.670 align:middle line:84% all that sweet domesticity, that tenderness, 00:00:28.670 --> 00:00:31.370 align:middle line:90% that yielding and sexuality. 00:00:31.370 --> 00:00:35.510 align:middle line:84% She remembers, for instance, her father only vaguely, 00:00:35.510 --> 00:00:39.140 align:middle line:84% the glittering wreckage of his black hair rinsed 00:00:39.140 --> 00:00:42.410 align:middle line:84% in oils, the sap of melting pomade 00:00:42.410 --> 00:00:46.760 align:middle line:84% that leaked from his sideburns, which he dabbed with a hankie. 00:00:46.760 --> 00:00:52.370 align:middle line:84% He inhabited his armchair like a black cloud, glum, cultivated, 00:00:52.370 --> 00:00:56.990 align:middle line:84% his temper a downed power line that fishtailed back and forth 00:00:56.990 --> 00:00:58.790 align:middle line:90% across their lives-- 00:00:58.790 --> 00:01:02.570 align:middle line:90% lethal hits, near misses. 00:01:02.570 --> 00:01:07.580 align:middle line:84% To avoid it, they crept for miles over dangerous passes 00:01:07.580 --> 00:01:09.710 align:middle line:90% to Ely, my precious. 00:01:09.710 --> 00:01:13.400 align:middle line:84% They had stolen a car and were on the run, 00:01:13.400 --> 00:01:16.820 align:middle line:84% sleeping in a tacky motel room, cooking 00:01:16.820 --> 00:01:20.960 align:middle line:84% on a hot plate, terrified and free at last, 00:01:20.960 --> 00:01:24.320 align:middle line:84% oh my darling girl, as you can only 00:01:24.320 --> 00:01:28.910 align:middle line:84% be when you've become a fugitive from the domestic life 00:01:28.910 --> 00:01:32.810 align:middle line:84% and are blessed with nothing that anyone could want, 00:01:32.810 --> 00:01:35.780 align:middle line:84% when you are poor, when you are out of luck, 00:01:35.780 --> 00:01:39.190 align:middle line:90% and when you are free at last."