WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.075 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.075 --> 00:00:01.575 align:middle line:90% "The Dig." 00:00:01.575 --> 00:00:05.940 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.940 --> 00:00:09.990 align:middle line:84% "Beyond the dark souks of the Old City, 00:00:09.990 --> 00:00:14.970 align:middle line:84% beyond the Dome of the Rock, gray and humped and haunted, 00:00:14.970 --> 00:00:17.760 align:middle line:84% beyond the eyes of the men at the cafe, 00:00:17.760 --> 00:00:21.390 align:middle line:84% drinking their thimbles full of hot tea, 00:00:21.390 --> 00:00:24.960 align:middle line:84% beyond the valley with its scar of naked pipe, 00:00:24.960 --> 00:00:28.560 align:middle line:84% the perfect geometrical arcs of irrigation, 00:00:28.560 --> 00:00:31.470 align:middle line:84% and someone incising a dark furrow 00:00:31.470 --> 00:00:35.220 align:middle line:84% in a field, some plowman's black gutter opening 00:00:35.220 --> 00:00:40.110 align:middle line:84% through the green, she is waist-deep in this open grave, 00:00:40.110 --> 00:00:45.300 align:middle line:84% staring at the delicate puzzle of my feet. 00:00:45.300 --> 00:00:48.360 align:middle line:84% Beyond her, in the shadow of Tel Hesi, 00:00:48.360 --> 00:00:51.720 align:middle line:84% daubing and dampening the earth, another woman 00:00:51.720 --> 00:00:56.340 align:middle line:84% finds the faint brickwork of floor spidering the dust. 00:00:56.340 --> 00:00:59.940 align:middle line:84% On the hearth's wedge-shaped arc of shadow, 00:00:59.940 --> 00:01:05.069 align:middle line:84% a scattering of charred millet, and nothing else for miles. 00:01:05.069 --> 00:01:08.520 align:middle line:90% Nothing, but this bluff of ruin. 00:01:08.520 --> 00:01:13.620 align:middle line:84% One decapitated tower, one window staved into the brick, 00:01:13.620 --> 00:01:16.980 align:middle line:84% and the bougainvillea crawling across a wall, 00:01:16.980 --> 00:01:20.680 align:middle line:90% dragging its little bloody rags. 00:01:20.680 --> 00:01:23.880 align:middle line:90% She is standing here, thinking. 00:01:23.880 --> 00:01:28.050 align:middle line:84% She cannot bear the way this foot, my foot, 00:01:28.050 --> 00:01:30.990 align:middle line:90% wants to step out of the earth. 00:01:30.990 --> 00:01:32.760 align:middle line:90% I don't care. 00:01:32.760 --> 00:01:35.550 align:middle line:84% I am using her to leave the grave. 00:01:35.550 --> 00:01:38.070 align:middle line:90% And so, we go on. 00:01:38.070 --> 00:01:42.450 align:middle line:84% We go on until we cannot go on, deepening my grave. 00:01:42.450 --> 00:01:45.630 align:middle line:84% And the trowel hit stone, and I lie 00:01:45.630 --> 00:01:48.720 align:middle line:84% staring while she makes the earth recede, 00:01:48.720 --> 00:01:53.040 align:middle line:84% reaches in, and pulls me out, my jaw wired 00:01:53.040 --> 00:01:56.820 align:middle line:84% shut by roots, my skull so full of dirt 00:01:56.820 --> 00:02:00.450 align:middle line:84% that suddenly the intricate sutures come loose 00:02:00.450 --> 00:02:06.030 align:middle line:84% and, in her hands, the whole head opens. 00:02:06.030 --> 00:02:08.789 align:middle line:84% In the shallow setting where I lay, 00:02:08.789 --> 00:02:12.510 align:middle line:84% the small triangular sail of a scapula, 00:02:12.510 --> 00:02:15.630 align:middle line:84% the ribs like the grille of a car. 00:02:15.630 --> 00:02:20.160 align:middle line:84% She bones me like a fish, lays the little pieces, the puzzling 00:02:20.160 --> 00:02:25.380 align:middle line:84% odds and ends, into dishes of shellac and formalin. 00:02:25.380 --> 00:02:29.490 align:middle line:84% And wearily, I lean my reassembled skull, 00:02:29.490 --> 00:02:34.800 align:middle line:84% sutures rich with glue, against the wall of the filled beaker, 00:02:34.800 --> 00:02:38.760 align:middle line:84% a fine sweat of bubbles on my chin. 00:02:38.760 --> 00:02:41.880 align:middle line:84% All night, through the window of my jar, 00:02:41.880 --> 00:02:45.090 align:middle line:84% I watch her mend with glue and wire 00:02:45.090 --> 00:02:48.570 align:middle line:90% the shallow saucer of my pelvis. 00:02:48.570 --> 00:02:54.980 align:middle line:84% We are nothing, she and I. We are earth staring at earth." 00:02:54.980 --> 00:02:56.000 align:middle line:90%