WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.510 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.510 --> 00:00:03.660 align:middle line:84% "Spite-- Homage to Sylvia Plath." 00:00:03.660 --> 00:00:07.170 align:middle line:90% 00:00:07.170 --> 00:00:12.120 align:middle line:84% "I stamped my feet and shook my fist and wept. 00:00:12.120 --> 00:00:17.490 align:middle line:84% I wanted to be one of that glamorous sorority of the dead, 00:00:17.490 --> 00:00:20.610 align:middle line:84% I wanted to feel the rib cage opened 00:00:20.610 --> 00:00:23.340 align:middle line:84% and the knocking of the heart let out, 00:00:23.340 --> 00:00:27.090 align:middle line:84% I wanted to lie with the paperweight of the Bible 00:00:27.090 --> 00:00:28.410 align:middle line:90% on my chest. 00:00:28.410 --> 00:00:31.950 align:middle line:84% I wanted the return, the rebirth, 00:00:31.950 --> 00:00:35.790 align:middle line:84% to be the root you fell over, the curb of earth that 00:00:35.790 --> 00:00:37.590 align:middle line:90% made you stumble. 00:00:37.590 --> 00:00:41.940 align:middle line:84% I wanted to be the little poisonous selves that grew up 00:00:41.940 --> 00:00:45.870 align:middle line:84% in your gardens, the henbane, the belladonna, 00:00:45.870 --> 00:00:49.830 align:middle line:84% the lovely, misnamed hens-and-chickens. 00:00:49.830 --> 00:00:55.830 align:middle line:84% I wanted revenge, to be beyond hurt and worry, 00:00:55.830 --> 00:01:00.930 align:middle line:84% to come back as the vegetal, the spectacular amphibian 00:01:00.930 --> 00:01:06.300 align:middle line:84% welter of the swamp, the pond, the marsh, the fen, 00:01:06.300 --> 00:01:11.550 align:middle line:84% to begin again and again, I wanted to be no mind, 00:01:11.550 --> 00:01:15.750 align:middle line:84% all flesh, no thinking, all feeling, 00:01:15.750 --> 00:01:22.050 align:middle line:84% just IS taking everything into its bog, its tar pit, 00:01:22.050 --> 00:01:25.500 align:middle line:90% into the locked box of unbeing." 00:01:25.500 --> 00:01:26.000 align:middle line:90%