WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.870 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.870 --> 00:00:05.550 align:middle line:84% This is a poem called I Lost Something of My Semblance. 00:00:05.550 --> 00:00:07.860 align:middle line:84% "Spring is piss warm and ambivalent, 00:00:07.860 --> 00:00:10.110 align:middle line:84% a trigger to the head I would have cradled. 00:00:10.110 --> 00:00:12.630 align:middle line:84% Are you full yet, rotten consciousness? 00:00:12.630 --> 00:00:15.000 align:middle line:84% Your demise quickened by catering. 00:00:15.000 --> 00:00:17.910 align:middle line:84% The eyes of a monster child looking for a piece of fence 00:00:17.910 --> 00:00:18.720 align:middle line:90% to chew. 00:00:18.720 --> 00:00:22.860 align:middle line:84% The death inevitable of your mother followed by phone calls 00:00:22.860 --> 00:00:24.810 align:middle line:84% to unavailable agents, meningitis, 00:00:24.810 --> 00:00:26.760 align:middle line:90% airborne in a cramped aircraft. 00:00:26.760 --> 00:00:29.490 align:middle line:84% The ruin of everything through rumination. 00:00:29.490 --> 00:00:33.990 align:middle line:84% A lifelong dream you could have just bought instead of dreamed. 00:00:33.990 --> 00:00:38.250 align:middle line:84% The dust ruffle flutters and an eerie wind towards the room. 00:00:38.250 --> 00:00:40.380 align:middle line:84% Oh, California, there's nothing more 00:00:40.380 --> 00:00:43.670 align:middle line:90% to be said or done about you." 00:00:43.670 --> 00:00:44.252 align:middle line:90%