WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.060 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.060 --> 00:00:04.460 align:middle line:84% So I'm going to read a few from "that's what you get," 00:00:04.460 --> 00:00:07.490 align:middle line:84% which is the book I put out during the pandemic 00:00:07.490 --> 00:00:08.660 align:middle line:90% with Brooklyn Arts Press. 00:00:08.660 --> 00:00:10.970 align:middle line:84% And the publishers are here tonight, Joe and Wendy. 00:00:10.970 --> 00:00:14.780 align:middle line:90% It is awesome to have them here. 00:00:14.780 --> 00:00:18.590 align:middle line:84% This little book is so random, and so much 00:00:18.590 --> 00:00:21.530 align:middle line:84% fun bitterness that I really, I don't know, 00:00:21.530 --> 00:00:25.910 align:middle line:84% it's held me up in these terrible, terrible times. 00:00:25.910 --> 00:00:29.630 align:middle line:84% Yeah, this one's a lot more fun because I'm young, 00:00:29.630 --> 00:00:32.360 align:middle line:84% and this one's a lot more fun because I'm old. 00:00:32.360 --> 00:00:34.670 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:34.670 --> 00:00:38.840 align:middle line:84% Like old in that fun way and fun in that old way. 00:00:38.840 --> 00:00:42.560 align:middle line:90% This is Leaving Coney. 00:00:42.560 --> 00:00:47.210 align:middle line:84% Ahora sí que no me hallo, am barely conscious for this. 00:00:47.210 --> 00:00:49.540 align:middle line:90% The crying has stopped. 00:00:49.540 --> 00:00:53.680 align:middle line:84% I got a few things done, was my niece's packing coach, 00:00:53.680 --> 00:00:56.080 align:middle line:90% bought some boxes for Ma. 00:00:56.080 --> 00:00:58.000 align:middle line:84% After I hugged her at one point, she 00:00:58.000 --> 00:01:01.360 align:middle line:84% said I would age fast because I'm so sentimental. 00:01:01.360 --> 00:01:05.590 align:middle line:84% I told her I stay unemployed, that keeps me young. 00:01:05.590 --> 00:01:08.590 align:middle line:90% The years make you sleepy. 00:01:08.590 --> 00:01:12.100 align:middle line:84% Oh, both things, the tears make you sleepy. 00:01:12.100 --> 00:01:15.070 align:middle line:84% That is the only way I get any rest. 00:01:15.070 --> 00:01:18.790 align:middle line:84% Damn the phantom capitalist hand making this happen. 00:01:18.790 --> 00:01:23.590 align:middle line:84% All the blame on the family is past, at least for moments. 00:01:23.590 --> 00:01:26.560 align:middle line:84% I am not right anywhere, was always 00:01:26.560 --> 00:01:30.550 align:middle line:84% displacement girl, forever from the edge of the sea. 00:01:30.550 --> 00:01:33.730 align:middle line:84% Blood moving now to the outer banks of this island 00:01:33.730 --> 00:01:37.780 align:middle line:84% where our people from the middle of the world are pushed. 00:01:37.780 --> 00:01:40.930 align:middle line:84% It is most home when I am most decentered. 00:01:40.930 --> 00:01:44.710 align:middle line:84% Decentral America, unstable, a sliver. 00:01:44.710 --> 00:01:47.140 align:middle line:84% How do we hold on to the continent? 00:01:47.140 --> 00:01:50.340 align:middle line:84% How do we not fall into the water? 00:01:50.340 --> 00:01:51.000 align:middle line:90%