WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.570 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.570 --> 00:00:03.870 align:middle line:84% This is called-- this is written for my son. 00:00:03.870 --> 00:00:08.670 align:middle line:84% My oldest son has been diagnosed as schizophrenic 00:00:08.670 --> 00:00:11.910 align:middle line:84% and that's very difficult for other people who 00:00:11.910 --> 00:00:15.480 align:middle line:90% have this problem. 00:00:15.480 --> 00:00:17.740 align:middle line:84% It is very difficult for a mother, 00:00:17.740 --> 00:00:20.800 align:middle line:90% you know: what do-- you do? 00:00:20.800 --> 00:00:22.420 align:middle line:84% So this poem though it was written 00:00:22.420 --> 00:00:25.660 align:middle line:84% about Absalom, the story of Absalom in the Bible? 00:00:25.660 --> 00:00:28.750 align:middle line:84% It was really me thinking about my son. 00:00:28.750 --> 00:00:34.960 align:middle line:84% Oh, Absalom, my son, my son, even as I turned myself 00:00:34.960 --> 00:00:44.240 align:middle line:84% from you, I long to hold you, oh, my wild haired son 00:00:44.240 --> 00:00:49.820 align:middle line:84% running in the wilderness away from me from us into a thicket 00:00:49.820 --> 00:00:52.610 align:middle line:90% you could not foresee. 00:00:52.610 --> 00:00:56.420 align:middle line:84% If you had stayed, I feared you would kill me. 00:00:56.420 --> 00:01:00.440 align:middle line:84% If you left, I feared you would die. 00:01:00.440 --> 00:01:08.920 align:middle line:84% Oh, my son, my son, what does the Lord require? 00:01:08.920 --> 00:01:10.000 align:middle line:90%