WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:06.080 align:middle line:90% And one last poem. 00:00:06.080 --> 00:00:07.860 align:middle line:84% I was going to take exactly an hour. 00:00:07.860 --> 00:00:10.160 align:middle line:90% Tried to get out before an hour. 00:00:10.160 --> 00:00:13.200 align:middle line:90% I yak too much between poems. 00:00:13.200 --> 00:00:17.100 align:middle line:84% "Homage to Paul Cézanne," and it's an eight part poem. 00:00:17.100 --> 00:00:22.173 align:middle line:90% 00:00:22.173 --> 00:00:23.590 align:middle line:84% I don't know what to say about it. 00:00:23.590 --> 00:00:25.240 align:middle line:84% It's an experiment for me, because as I 00:00:25.240 --> 00:00:27.115 align:middle line:84% was talking to a couple of the classes today. 00:00:27.115 --> 00:00:30.280 align:middle line:90% 00:00:30.280 --> 00:00:36.010 align:middle line:84% Cézanne, who is obviously a great master, painting, 00:00:36.010 --> 00:00:39.060 align:middle line:84% great artist, at one time said to someone-- 00:00:39.060 --> 00:00:42.790 align:middle line:84% I can't remember who, I have the quote elsewhere but not here-- 00:00:42.790 --> 00:00:47.080 align:middle line:84% he said, you understand, I advance my entire painting 00:00:47.080 --> 00:00:51.310 align:middle line:84% at the same time, which is to say that it's accumulative. 00:00:51.310 --> 00:00:52.900 align:middle line:90% Everything comes at you at once. 00:00:52.900 --> 00:00:55.240 align:middle line:84% And the structure of this poem, I'm 00:00:55.240 --> 00:00:59.260 align:middle line:84% trying to do a non-linear progression. 00:00:59.260 --> 00:01:04.360 align:middle line:84% I'm trying to do an accumulative progression. 00:01:04.360 --> 00:01:07.870 align:middle line:90% 00:01:07.870 --> 00:01:09.790 align:middle line:90% Notes. 00:01:09.790 --> 00:01:13.180 align:middle line:90% I say it's in eight sections. 00:01:13.180 --> 00:01:16.690 align:middle line:84% Each time I turn a page, that will be a section. 00:01:16.690 --> 00:01:18.037 align:middle line:90% So you can count. 00:01:18.037 --> 00:01:20.720 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:20.720 --> 00:01:24.580 align:middle line:84% It has something of an abstract subject matter, the dead, 00:01:24.580 --> 00:01:32.630 align:middle line:84% because I want to be able to work in the language 00:01:32.630 --> 00:01:36.440 align:middle line:84% almost in a way that someone might try to apply paint 00:01:36.440 --> 00:01:39.950 align:middle line:84% to a canvas, and that's why it has 00:01:39.950 --> 00:01:43.768 align:middle line:90% the abstract subject matter. 00:01:43.768 --> 00:01:44.810 align:middle line:90% "Homage to Paul Cézanne." 00:01:44.810 --> 00:01:48.270 align:middle line:90% 00:01:48.270 --> 00:01:50.880 align:middle line:84% That night in the fish light of the moon, 00:01:50.880 --> 00:01:54.900 align:middle line:84% the dead wear white shirts to stay warm and litter 00:01:54.900 --> 00:01:56.730 align:middle line:90% the fields. 00:01:56.730 --> 00:01:59.850 align:middle line:84% We pick them up in the mornings, dewy pieces of paper 00:01:59.850 --> 00:02:03.220 align:middle line:90% and scraps of cloth. 00:02:03.220 --> 00:02:06.120 align:middle line:84% Like us, they refract themselves. 00:02:06.120 --> 00:02:08.820 align:middle line:84% Like us, they keep on saying the same thing, 00:02:08.820 --> 00:02:11.280 align:middle line:90% trying to get it right. 00:02:11.280 --> 00:02:15.060 align:middle line:84% Like us, the water unsettles their names. 00:02:15.060 --> 00:02:18.330 align:middle line:84% Sometimes they lie like leaves in their little arcs 00:02:18.330 --> 00:02:20.990 align:middle line:90% and curl up at the edges. 00:02:20.990 --> 00:02:23.420 align:middle line:84% Sometimes they come inside, wearing our shoes, 00:02:23.420 --> 00:02:26.450 align:middle line:84% and walk from mirror to mirror, or lie 00:02:26.450 --> 00:02:30.050 align:middle line:84% on our beds with their gloves off and touch our bodies, 00:02:30.050 --> 00:02:35.090 align:middle line:84% or talk in a corner, or wait like envelopes on a desk. 00:02:35.090 --> 00:02:37.430 align:middle line:84% They reach up from the ice plant. 00:02:37.430 --> 00:02:40.730 align:middle line:84% They shuttle their messengers through the oat grass. 00:02:40.730 --> 00:02:43.220 align:middle line:84% Their answers rise like rust on the stalks 00:02:43.220 --> 00:02:45.680 align:middle line:90% and the spidery leaves. 00:02:45.680 --> 00:02:46.925 align:middle line:90% We rub them off our hands. 00:02:46.925 --> 00:02:51.150 align:middle line:90% 00:02:51.150 --> 00:02:54.630 align:middle line:84% Each year, the dead grow less dead and nudge close 00:02:54.630 --> 00:02:57.270 align:middle line:90% to the surface of all things. 00:02:57.270 --> 00:02:59.520 align:middle line:84% They start to remember the silence that brought them 00:02:59.520 --> 00:03:00.840 align:middle line:90% there. 00:03:00.840 --> 00:03:04.860 align:middle line:84% They start to recount the gain in their soiled hands. 00:03:04.860 --> 00:03:07.980 align:middle line:84% Their glasses let loose, and grain by grain 00:03:07.980 --> 00:03:10.680 align:middle line:90% return to the riverbank. 00:03:10.680 --> 00:03:14.070 align:middle line:84% They point to their favorite words growing around them, 00:03:14.070 --> 00:03:17.190 align:middle line:84% revealed as themselves for the first time. 00:03:17.190 --> 00:03:21.210 align:middle line:84% They stand close to the meanings and take them in. 00:03:21.210 --> 00:03:24.780 align:middle line:84% They stand there, vague and without pain, 00:03:24.780 --> 00:03:28.590 align:middle line:84% under their fingernails an unreturnable dirt. 00:03:28.590 --> 00:03:32.820 align:middle line:84% They stand there and it comes back, the music of everything, 00:03:32.820 --> 00:03:36.960 align:middle line:84% syllable after syllable out of the burning chair. 00:03:36.960 --> 00:03:40.980 align:middle line:84% Out of the beams of light, it all comes back. 00:03:40.980 --> 00:03:43.710 align:middle line:84% And what they repeat to themselves, 00:03:43.710 --> 00:03:46.110 align:middle line:84% and what they repeat to themselves 00:03:46.110 --> 00:03:48.285 align:middle line:84% is the song that our fathers sing. 00:03:48.285 --> 00:03:52.870 align:middle line:90% 00:03:52.870 --> 00:03:57.430 align:middle line:84% In steeps and sighs, the ocean explains itself, 00:03:57.430 --> 00:04:01.210 align:middle line:84% backing and filling what spaces it can't avoid, 00:04:01.210 --> 00:04:04.690 align:middle line:84% spaces in black shoes, their hands clasped, 00:04:04.690 --> 00:04:07.690 align:middle line:90% their eyes teared at the edges. 00:04:07.690 --> 00:04:10.870 align:middle line:84% We watched from the high hillside, the ocean swelling 00:04:10.870 --> 00:04:13.750 align:middle line:84% and flattening, the spaces filling and emptying, 00:04:13.750 --> 00:04:18.790 align:middle line:84% horizon blade flashing the early afternoon sun. 00:04:18.790 --> 00:04:22.330 align:middle line:84% The dead are constant in the white lips of the sea. 00:04:22.330 --> 00:04:26.440 align:middle line:84% Over and over through clenched teeth they tell their story, 00:04:26.440 --> 00:04:29.380 align:middle line:90% the story each knows by heart. 00:04:29.380 --> 00:04:33.070 align:middle line:90% Remember me, speak my name. 00:04:33.070 --> 00:04:36.730 align:middle line:84% When the moon tugs at my sleeve, when the body of water 00:04:36.730 --> 00:04:41.050 align:middle line:84% is raised and becomes the body of light, remember me. 00:04:41.050 --> 00:04:42.070 align:middle line:90% Speak my name. 00:04:42.070 --> 00:04:46.780 align:middle line:90% 00:04:46.780 --> 00:04:49.780 align:middle line:90% The dead are a cadmium blue. 00:04:49.780 --> 00:04:51.550 align:middle line:84% We spread them with palette knives 00:04:51.550 --> 00:04:54.610 align:middle line:90% in broad blocks and planes. 00:04:54.610 --> 00:04:57.310 align:middle line:84% We layer them stroke by stroke in steps 00:04:57.310 --> 00:05:02.200 align:middle line:84% and ascending mass, in verticals raised from the Earth. 00:05:02.200 --> 00:05:05.710 align:middle line:84% We choose, and layer them in, blue and a blue 00:05:05.710 --> 00:05:10.090 align:middle line:84% and a breath, circle and smudge, cross-beak and button hook 00:05:10.090 --> 00:05:12.010 align:middle line:90% we layer them in. 00:05:12.010 --> 00:05:16.210 align:middle line:84% We squint hard and terrace them line by line. 00:05:16.210 --> 00:05:20.050 align:middle line:84% And so we are come between, and cry out, and stare up 00:05:20.050 --> 00:05:25.450 align:middle line:84% at the sky and its cloudy panes, and finger the cypress twists. 00:05:25.450 --> 00:05:29.210 align:middle line:84% The dead understand all of this and keep in touch. 00:05:29.210 --> 00:05:32.920 align:middle line:84% Rustle of hand, a hand in the lemon trees, flags 00:05:32.920 --> 00:05:36.970 align:middle line:84% and the great sifts of anger to powder and nothingness. 00:05:36.970 --> 00:05:40.720 align:middle line:84% The dead are a cadmium blue, and they understand. 00:05:40.720 --> 00:05:43.990 align:middle line:90% 00:05:43.990 --> 00:05:46.660 align:middle line:90% The dead are with us to stay. 00:05:46.660 --> 00:05:50.440 align:middle line:84% Their shadows rock in the backyard, so pure, so black 00:05:50.440 --> 00:05:53.470 align:middle line:84% between the oak tree and the porch. 00:05:53.470 --> 00:05:56.650 align:middle line:84% Over our heads they're huge in the night sky. 00:05:56.650 --> 00:05:59.770 align:middle line:84% In the tall grass they turn with the zodiac. 00:05:59.770 --> 00:06:02.050 align:middle line:84% Under our feet they're white with the snows 00:06:02.050 --> 00:06:04.840 align:middle line:90% of thousand years. 00:06:04.840 --> 00:06:06.910 align:middle line:84% They carry their colored threads in baskets 00:06:06.910 --> 00:06:10.660 align:middle line:84% of silk to mend our clothes, making us look right, 00:06:10.660 --> 00:06:15.520 align:middle line:84% altering, stitching, replacing a button, closing a tear. 00:06:15.520 --> 00:06:20.350 align:middle line:84% They lie like tucks in our loose sleeves, they hold us together, 00:06:20.350 --> 00:06:24.670 align:middle line:84% they blow the last leaves away, they slide like an overflow 00:06:24.670 --> 00:06:26.260 align:middle line:90% into the river of heaven. 00:06:26.260 --> 00:06:29.020 align:middle line:90% Everywhere they are flying. 00:06:29.020 --> 00:06:32.320 align:middle line:84% The dead are a sleight and a fade we fall for, 00:06:32.320 --> 00:06:37.130 align:middle line:84% like flowering plums, like white coins from the rain. 00:06:37.130 --> 00:06:38.945 align:middle line:84% Their sighs are gaps in the wind. 00:06:38.945 --> 00:06:45.100 align:middle line:90% 00:06:45.100 --> 00:06:48.010 align:middle line:84% The dead are waiting for us in our rooms, 00:06:48.010 --> 00:06:51.190 align:middle line:84% little globules of light in one of the far corners 00:06:51.190 --> 00:06:53.890 align:middle line:84% and close to the ceiling, hovering, 00:06:53.890 --> 00:06:55.930 align:middle line:90% thinking our thoughts. 00:06:55.930 --> 00:06:59.440 align:middle line:84% Often they'll reach a hand down or offer a word 00:06:59.440 --> 00:07:03.220 align:middle line:84% and ease us out of our bodies to join them in theirs. 00:07:03.220 --> 00:07:06.940 align:middle line:84% We look back at our other selves on the bed. 00:07:06.940 --> 00:07:10.810 align:middle line:84% We look back and we don't care and we go, 00:07:10.810 --> 00:07:12.400 align:middle line:84% and thus we become what we've longed 00:07:12.400 --> 00:07:17.380 align:middle line:84% for, past tense and otherwise, a BB, a disk of light, 00:07:17.380 --> 00:07:22.000 align:middle line:84% song without words, and refer to ourselves in the third person, 00:07:22.000 --> 00:07:25.540 align:middle line:84% seeing that other arm still raised from the bed, fingers 00:07:25.540 --> 00:07:29.110 align:middle line:84% like licks and flames in the boned air, 00:07:29.110 --> 00:07:32.110 align:middle line:90% only to hear that it's not time. 00:07:32.110 --> 00:07:35.065 align:middle line:84% Only to hear that we must re-enter and lie still, 00:07:35.065 --> 00:07:39.340 align:middle line:84% our arms at rest at our sides, the voices rising around us 00:07:39.340 --> 00:07:40.810 align:middle line:90% like mist and dew. 00:07:40.810 --> 00:07:44.770 align:middle line:84% It's all right, it's all right, it's all right. 00:07:44.770 --> 00:07:48.450 align:middle line:90% 00:07:48.450 --> 00:07:51.360 align:middle line:84% The dead fall around us like rain. 00:07:51.360 --> 00:07:53.280 align:middle line:84% They come down from the last clouds 00:07:53.280 --> 00:07:57.630 align:middle line:84% in the late light for the last time and slip through the sod. 00:07:57.630 --> 00:08:00.480 align:middle line:90% They lean uphill and face north. 00:08:00.480 --> 00:08:02.970 align:middle line:84% Like grass, they bend toward the sea. 00:08:02.970 --> 00:08:06.510 align:middle line:84% They break toward the setting sun. 00:08:06.510 --> 00:08:09.930 align:middle line:84% We filigree and we baste, but what do the dead care 00:08:09.930 --> 00:08:13.770 align:middle line:84% for the fringe of words, safe in their suits of milk? 00:08:13.770 --> 00:08:17.700 align:middle line:84% What do they care for the honk and flash of a new style? 00:08:17.700 --> 00:08:20.280 align:middle line:84% And who is to say if the inch of snow in our hearts 00:08:20.280 --> 00:08:23.010 align:middle line:90% is rectitude enough? 00:08:23.010 --> 00:08:25.560 align:middle line:84% Spring picks the locks of the wind. 00:08:25.560 --> 00:08:28.230 align:middle line:84% High in the night sky, the mirror is hauled up 00:08:28.230 --> 00:08:29.850 align:middle line:90% and unsheeted. 00:08:29.850 --> 00:08:32.909 align:middle line:90% In it we twist like stars. 00:08:32.909 --> 00:08:34.919 align:middle line:84% Ahead of us, through the dark, the dead 00:08:34.919 --> 00:08:38.055 align:middle line:84% are beating their drums and stirring the yellow leaves. 00:08:38.055 --> 00:08:41.120 align:middle line:90% 00:08:41.120 --> 00:08:44.360 align:middle line:84% We're out here, our feet in the soil, 00:08:44.360 --> 00:08:47.360 align:middle line:84% our heads craned up at the sky, the stars 00:08:47.360 --> 00:08:50.570 align:middle line:84% streaming and bursting behind the trees. 00:08:50.570 --> 00:08:52.370 align:middle line:84% At dawn, as the clouds gather, we 00:08:52.370 --> 00:08:54.830 align:middle line:84% watch the mountain glide from the east on the valley 00:08:54.830 --> 00:08:58.760 align:middle line:84% floor, coming together in starts and jumps. 00:08:58.760 --> 00:09:02.780 align:middle line:84% Behind their curtain, the bears amble across the heavens, 00:09:02.780 --> 00:09:05.630 align:middle line:90% serene as black coffee. 00:09:05.630 --> 00:09:08.480 align:middle line:84% Whose unction can intercede for the dead? 00:09:08.480 --> 00:09:12.140 align:middle line:84% Whose tongue is toothless enough to speak their piece? 00:09:12.140 --> 00:09:16.730 align:middle line:84% What we are given in dreams we write as blue paint, or messages 00:09:16.730 --> 00:09:18.350 align:middle line:90% to the clouds. 00:09:18.350 --> 00:09:22.670 align:middle line:84% At evening, we wait for the rain to fall in the sky to clear. 00:09:22.670 --> 00:09:25.220 align:middle line:84% Our words are words for the clay, 00:09:25.220 --> 00:09:30.410 align:middle line:84% uttered in undertones, our gestures salve for the wind. 00:09:30.410 --> 00:09:33.500 align:middle line:84% We sit out on the Earth and stretch our limbs, 00:09:33.500 --> 00:09:37.460 align:middle line:84% hoarding the little mounds of soil laid up in our hearts. 00:09:37.460 --> 00:09:38.480 align:middle line:90% Thank you very much. 00:09:38.480 --> 00:09:41.830 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:09:41.830 --> 00:09:59.197 align:middle line:90%