WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.080 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.080 --> 00:00:02.670 align:middle line:90% This poem is called "Memory." 00:00:02.670 --> 00:00:07.050 align:middle line:84% And the title-- the first word of the poem is it's, 00:00:07.050 --> 00:00:12.090 align:middle line:84% I-T apostrophe S. And it refers to the word 00:00:12.090 --> 00:00:13.680 align:middle line:90% of the title, "Memory." 00:00:13.680 --> 00:00:18.390 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.390 --> 00:00:23.760 align:middle line:84% "It's like watching an underwater show through glass, 00:00:23.760 --> 00:00:28.575 align:middle line:84% where girls share an air hose and ride huge fish. 00:00:28.575 --> 00:00:31.230 align:middle line:90% 00:00:31.230 --> 00:00:37.500 align:middle line:84% My father drove us to see it in the new 56 Buick. 00:00:37.500 --> 00:00:44.970 align:middle line:84% His gaudy Florida shirt tattooed to his chest with sweat. 00:00:44.970 --> 00:00:49.980 align:middle line:84% While we kids wailed on one another in the back, 00:00:49.980 --> 00:00:55.050 align:middle line:84% read road signs and whined in concert 00:00:55.050 --> 00:01:01.320 align:middle line:84% until his backhand swung blindly over the top of the seat, 00:01:01.320 --> 00:01:06.660 align:middle line:84% clipping the unlucky one caught in its arc. 00:01:06.660 --> 00:01:11.940 align:middle line:84% And that one would cry quietly to himself, well, 00:01:11.940 --> 00:01:13.260 align:middle line:90% for five minutes. 00:01:13.260 --> 00:01:15.000 align:middle line:90% The rest of us shut up. 00:01:15.000 --> 00:01:19.110 align:middle line:90% 00:01:19.110 --> 00:01:27.960 align:middle line:84% Now, in this overlay of silences, my father dead, me 00:01:27.960 --> 00:01:33.060 align:middle line:84% at my mother's house for a brief visit, 00:01:33.060 --> 00:01:38.820 align:middle line:84% I recall our lives seemed perfectly on the surface 00:01:38.820 --> 00:01:42.760 align:middle line:84% even if my sister had nervous attacks, 00:01:42.760 --> 00:01:46.110 align:middle line:84% and we were warned about strange men who 00:01:46.110 --> 00:01:49.920 align:middle line:90% would try to pick us up. 00:01:49.920 --> 00:01:53.910 align:middle line:84% Of course, we were taken along by events 00:01:53.910 --> 00:01:59.310 align:middle line:84% without grasping what's happening until later, when 00:01:59.310 --> 00:02:04.050 align:middle line:84% memory gives them shape, that may not encompass the facts. 00:02:04.050 --> 00:02:06.730 align:middle line:90% 00:02:06.730 --> 00:02:10.720 align:middle line:84% But today, I see my whole childhood 00:02:10.720 --> 00:02:15.160 align:middle line:84% in the curves and fluttering of the girls who 00:02:15.160 --> 00:02:20.320 align:middle line:84% had learned to smile while holding their breath. 00:02:20.320 --> 00:02:25.750 align:middle line:84% And though it must be only a reflection on the glass, 00:02:25.750 --> 00:02:31.980 align:middle line:84% behind them, I see my father drowning in the tank." 00:02:31.980 --> 00:02:38.485 align:middle line:90%