WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.990 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.990 --> 00:00:02.991 align:middle line:90% An Apology To Patty. 00:00:02.991 --> 00:00:08.180 align:middle line:90% 00:00:08.180 --> 00:00:11.270 align:middle line:84% I'm sorry for telling you why I'm sad, 00:00:11.270 --> 00:00:16.970 align:middle line:84% the nights we lie wide-eyed in bedroom darkness. 00:00:16.970 --> 00:00:21.560 align:middle line:84% It might be the fact you can become afraid at what I say 00:00:21.560 --> 00:00:24.200 align:middle line:90% and press next to me. 00:00:24.200 --> 00:00:28.100 align:middle line:84% Your right hand flat above my heart. 00:00:28.100 --> 00:00:32.210 align:middle line:84% Your left arm tucked under like a wing 00:00:32.210 --> 00:00:38.090 align:middle line:84% that makes me say it again, as the solid familiar objects 00:00:38.090 --> 00:00:45.410 align:middle line:84% of the room rise from shadow to outline like animals coming out 00:00:45.410 --> 00:00:48.410 align:middle line:90% of the ocean. 00:00:48.410 --> 00:00:52.670 align:middle line:84% If I could still see them, when the light goes off 00:00:52.670 --> 00:00:57.320 align:middle line:84% and the air suddenly blackens, I might not 00:00:57.320 --> 00:01:02.120 align:middle line:84% be overtaken by the sense that the life I've chosen 00:01:02.120 --> 00:01:04.310 align:middle line:90% is the wrong one. 00:01:04.310 --> 00:01:10.610 align:middle line:84% And tell you, as if then you could take it inside you, 00:01:10.610 --> 00:01:13.390 align:middle line:90% and so take me along." 00:01:13.390 --> 00:01:15.000 align:middle line:90%