WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.410 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.410 --> 00:00:03.360 align:middle line:90% Seven. 00:00:03.360 --> 00:00:09.780 align:middle line:84% Dear Adrienne, I feel signified by pain: from my breast bone 00:00:09.780 --> 00:00:13.950 align:middle line:84% through my left shoulder, down through my elbow, into my wrist 00:00:13.950 --> 00:00:16.200 align:middle line:90% is a thread of pain. 00:00:16.200 --> 00:00:19.410 align:middle line:84% I am typing this instead of writing by hand 00:00:19.410 --> 00:00:21.660 align:middle line:84% because my wrist on the right side 00:00:21.660 --> 00:00:26.790 align:middle line:84% blooms and rushes with pain, like a neon bulb. 00:00:26.790 --> 00:00:31.050 align:middle line:84% You ask me how I'm going to live the rest of my life. 00:00:31.050 --> 00:00:34.800 align:middle line:84% Well, nothing is predictable with pain. 00:00:34.800 --> 00:00:37.950 align:middle line:90% Did the old poets write of this? 00:00:37.950 --> 00:00:44.910 align:middle line:84% In its odd spaces, free, many have sung and battled. 00:00:44.910 --> 00:00:48.630 align:middle line:84% But I'm already living the rest of my life, 00:00:48.630 --> 00:00:52.080 align:middle line:84% not under conditions of my choosing. 00:00:52.080 --> 00:00:58.140 align:middle line:84% Wired into pain, rider on the slow train. 00:00:58.140 --> 00:01:00.784 align:middle line:90% Yours, Adrienne. 00:01:00.784 --> 00:01:01.284 align:middle line:90%