WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.840 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:00:00.840 --> 00:00:04.140 align:middle line:90% Thank you all very much. 00:00:04.140 --> 00:00:07.020 align:middle line:84% Now, can all of you behind me hear? 00:00:07.020 --> 00:00:07.530 align:middle line:90% No. 00:00:07.530 --> 00:00:09.450 align:middle line:90% Oh, OK. 00:00:09.450 --> 00:00:11.520 align:middle line:84% Can all of you behind me now hear? 00:00:11.520 --> 00:00:12.490 align:middle line:90% Yes. 00:00:12.490 --> 00:00:14.700 align:middle line:84% So if I'm facing into the mic you can hear me, 00:00:14.700 --> 00:00:16.672 align:middle line:84% if I'm looking at you can't hear me, right? 00:00:16.672 --> 00:00:20.310 align:middle line:84% [LAUGHTER] This is one of life's awful choices, 00:00:20.310 --> 00:00:23.550 align:middle line:84% because I hate not to look at the people that I'm reading to. 00:00:23.550 --> 00:00:26.160 align:middle line:84% But every now and then I'm just going to swing around and look 00:00:26.160 --> 00:00:30.570 align:middle line:90% at you, so. 00:00:30.570 --> 00:00:31.904 align:middle line:90% And you on this side too. 00:00:31.904 --> 00:00:35.402 align:middle line:90% 00:00:35.402 --> 00:00:38.310 align:middle line:84% I also want to lend a voice to urge all of you 00:00:38.310 --> 00:00:40.620 align:middle line:84% to look closely at the flyers that you've 00:00:40.620 --> 00:00:45.870 align:middle line:84% been handed out here to help save the Poetry Center. 00:00:45.870 --> 00:00:48.630 align:middle line:84% I have very personal sentimental-- no, 00:00:48.630 --> 00:00:51.600 align:middle line:84% maybe not sentimental-- just personal and very deep 00:00:51.600 --> 00:00:57.450 align:middle line:84% associations with staying at the Poetry Center, 00:00:57.450 --> 00:01:05.250 align:middle line:84% working on collecting my poems into the first selected poems 00:01:05.250 --> 00:01:10.440 align:middle line:84% that I published and doing a lot of reading and thinking there, 00:01:10.440 --> 00:01:13.870 align:middle line:84% a long time ago, and I think it was around 1973. 00:01:13.870 --> 00:01:18.300 align:middle line:84% And so many poets, so many writers, 00:01:18.300 --> 00:01:25.080 align:middle line:84% have had that opportunity, and the library 00:01:25.080 --> 00:01:29.400 align:middle line:84% as a resource next door has been an incredible asset to just 00:01:29.400 --> 00:01:32.640 align:middle line:84% the little house which somehow has 00:01:32.640 --> 00:01:36.360 align:middle line:84% been so conducive to writing and thinking and reading. 00:01:36.360 --> 00:01:39.760 align:middle line:84% So, I, from this very personal point of view, 00:01:39.760 --> 00:01:44.670 align:middle line:84% want to urge you to see what you can do to save it 00:01:44.670 --> 00:01:50.340 align:middle line:84% and to make it possible for Lois and her staff 00:01:50.340 --> 00:01:52.560 align:middle line:84% to carry on the magnificent work they've 00:01:52.560 --> 00:01:54.240 align:middle line:90% been doing all these years. 00:01:54.240 --> 00:01:57.677 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:01:57.677 --> 00:02:05.050 align:middle line:90% 00:02:05.050 --> 00:02:06.840 align:middle line:84% I'm going to read a couple of poems-- 00:02:06.840 --> 00:02:09.090 align:middle line:84% one short poem, one longer poem-- 00:02:09.090 --> 00:02:12.620 align:middle line:84% from Your Native Land, Your Life, my last book. 00:02:12.620 --> 00:02:14.370 align:middle line:84% And then everything else I'm going to read 00:02:14.370 --> 00:02:19.337 align:middle line:84% is from a book that's coming out in May called, Time's Power. 00:02:19.337 --> 00:02:22.140 align:middle line:90% 00:02:22.140 --> 00:02:25.660 align:middle line:90% "Homage to Winter." 00:02:25.660 --> 00:02:30.110 align:middle line:84% About almost five years ago I moved 00:02:30.110 --> 00:02:34.670 align:middle line:84% across the country from the Northeast to California. 00:02:34.670 --> 00:02:42.170 align:middle line:84% And that was a hard personal choice. 00:02:42.170 --> 00:02:46.490 align:middle line:84% It has turned out to be a wonderful decision, 00:02:46.490 --> 00:02:51.320 align:middle line:84% but I think a lot of the tugs and pulls 00:02:51.320 --> 00:02:56.630 align:middle line:84% and conflicts in that choice are reflected in this poem, "Homage 00:02:56.630 --> 00:02:59.120 align:middle line:90% to Winter." 00:02:59.120 --> 00:03:06.560 align:middle line:84% You, a woman, too old for passive contemplation, 00:03:06.560 --> 00:03:12.110 align:middle line:84% caught staring out a window at bird of paradise spikes jeweled 00:03:12.110 --> 00:03:15.500 align:middle line:90% with rain across an alley. 00:03:15.500 --> 00:03:20.210 align:middle line:84% It's winter in this land of roses, roses. 00:03:20.210 --> 00:03:25.580 align:middle line:84% Sometimes the fog lies thicker around you than your past. 00:03:25.580 --> 00:03:32.270 align:middle line:84% Sometimes the Pacific radiance scours the air to lapis. 00:03:32.270 --> 00:03:34.940 align:middle line:84% In this new world you feel backward 00:03:34.940 --> 00:03:41.060 align:middle line:84% along the hem of your whole life, questioning every breath. 00:03:41.060 --> 00:03:45.530 align:middle line:84% Nights, you can watch the moon shed skin after skin, 00:03:45.530 --> 00:03:52.280 align:middle line:84% over and over, always a shape of imbalance except at birth 00:03:52.280 --> 00:03:54.650 align:middle line:90% and in the full. 00:03:54.650 --> 00:03:59.000 align:middle line:84% You, still trying to learn how to live, 00:03:59.000 --> 00:04:04.100 align:middle line:84% what must be done, though in death you will be complete 00:04:04.100 --> 00:04:06.780 align:middle line:90% whatever you do. 00:04:06.780 --> 00:04:08.915 align:middle line:90% But death is not the answer. 00:04:08.915 --> 00:04:11.710 align:middle line:90% 00:04:11.710 --> 00:04:15.070 align:middle line:84% On these flat green leaves, light skates 00:04:15.070 --> 00:04:17.050 align:middle line:90% like a golden blade. 00:04:17.050 --> 00:04:22.540 align:middle line:84% High in the dull green pine sit two mushroom-colored doves. 00:04:22.540 --> 00:04:28.570 align:middle line:84% Afterglow overflows across the bungalow roof between the signs 00:04:28.570 --> 00:04:30.234 align:middle line:90% for the three-way stop. 00:04:30.234 --> 00:04:33.900 align:middle line:84% Over everything that is the cotton pants 00:04:33.900 --> 00:04:36.220 align:middle line:90% stirring on the line. 00:04:36.220 --> 00:04:41.770 align:middle line:84% The empty coke can by the fence onto the still, unflowering, 00:04:41.770 --> 00:04:49.330 align:middle line:84% mysterious acacia, and a sudden chill takes the air. 00:04:49.330 --> 00:04:53.830 align:middle line:84% Backward you dream to a porch you stood on a year ago. 00:04:53.830 --> 00:04:57.250 align:middle line:84% Snow flying quick as thought, sticking 00:04:57.250 --> 00:05:00.020 align:middle line:90% to your shoulder, gone. 00:05:00.020 --> 00:05:05.440 align:middle line:84% Blue shadows ridged and fading on a snow swept road. 00:05:05.440 --> 00:05:08.830 align:middle line:90% The shortest day of the year. 00:05:08.830 --> 00:05:14.050 align:middle line:84% Backward you dream to glare ice and ice wet pussy willows. 00:05:14.050 --> 00:05:18.940 align:middle line:84% To riverside drive, the wind cut loose from Hudson's Bay, 00:05:18.940 --> 00:05:22.360 align:middle line:90% driving tatters into your face. 00:05:22.360 --> 00:05:25.570 align:middle line:84% And back you come at last to that room 00:05:25.570 --> 00:05:29.500 align:middle line:84% without a view where webs of frost 00:05:29.500 --> 00:05:33.460 align:middle line:84% blinded the panes at noon where already you 00:05:33.460 --> 00:05:39.010 align:middle line:84% had begun to make the visible world your conscience, 00:05:39.010 --> 00:05:43.750 align:middle line:84% asking things, what can you tell me? 00:05:43.750 --> 00:05:45.970 align:middle line:90% What am I doing? 00:05:45.970 --> 00:05:48.500 align:middle line:90% What must I do? 00:05:48.500 --> 00:05:49.000 align:middle line:90%