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13.

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Trapped in one idea, you
can't have your feelings.

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Feelings are always about
more than one thing.

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You drag yourself back
home, and it is autumn.

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You can't concentrate.

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You can't lie on the couch.

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So you drive yourself for
hours on the quiet roads,

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crying at the wheel, watching
the colors deepening, fading,

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and winter is coming.

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And you long for one idea,
one simple, huge idea

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to take this weight.

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And you know will
never find it, never,

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because you don't
want to find it.

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You will drive and cry and
come home and eat and listen

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to the news.

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And slowly, even
at winter's edge,

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the feelings come back in their
shapes and colors, conflicting.

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They come back.

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They are changed.

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