WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.500 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.500 --> 00:00:04.140 align:middle line:84% This is the first poem in my book Border Crossings. 00:00:04.140 --> 00:00:06.360 align:middle line:90% It's called "The Light." 00:00:06.360 --> 00:00:11.010 align:middle line:84% It's dedicated to my brother, Kevin Woodman. 00:00:11.010 --> 00:00:15.660 align:middle line:84% "Before the first light touched the river, the rosebush pressed 00:00:15.660 --> 00:00:18.000 align:middle line:84% against the window, was the silhouette 00:00:18.000 --> 00:00:23.010 align:middle line:84% of a man in rags looking in between night and morning. 00:00:23.010 --> 00:00:24.630 align:middle line:90% It was morning. 00:00:24.630 --> 00:00:29.280 align:middle line:84% And this-- a way of saying, 'Look, child, the world 00:00:29.280 --> 00:00:31.260 align:middle line:90% is more than you suppose. 00:00:31.260 --> 00:00:34.770 align:middle line:84% Get up, get out there, get down to the river. 00:00:34.770 --> 00:00:37.200 align:middle line:84% And take this little bit of night with you, 00:00:37.200 --> 00:00:40.290 align:middle line:84% so you may better understand what's coming. 00:00:40.290 --> 00:00:44.310 align:middle line:84% Be there when it first shines on the water on the black noses 00:00:44.310 --> 00:00:46.830 align:middle line:84% of the deer as they bow to drink, 00:00:46.830 --> 00:00:50.370 align:middle line:84% on the smooth skin of the frog whose voice is 00:00:50.370 --> 00:00:53.040 align:middle line:90% so much bigger than its body. 00:00:53.040 --> 00:00:57.390 align:middle line:84% Watch for the steelhead working purposefully toward the high 00:00:57.390 --> 00:01:03.420 align:middle line:84% pools and notice at the edge of the gills the sickles of shine, 00:01:03.420 --> 00:01:07.320 align:middle line:84% all those moons fallen into the sea, coming back, 00:01:07.320 --> 00:01:12.540 align:middle line:84% and the tracks the raccoons left, filling now with light.' 00:01:12.540 --> 00:01:14.920 align:middle line:84% It was the day before you were born. 00:01:14.920 --> 00:01:17.760 align:middle line:84% I got up and left the house in a hurry. 00:01:17.760 --> 00:01:23.010 align:middle line:84% My dreams unresolved, my shoes untied. 00:01:23.010 --> 00:01:26.370 align:middle line:84% We called the house La Casa Contenta. 00:01:26.370 --> 00:01:28.380 align:middle line:90% The road, gravel. 00:01:28.380 --> 00:01:30.930 align:middle line:90% The pines, ponderosa. 00:01:30.930 --> 00:01:33.300 align:middle line:90% The dog, Rodrigo. 00:01:33.300 --> 00:01:36.510 align:middle line:84% And you-- you didn't yet have a name. 00:01:36.510 --> 00:01:38.850 align:middle line:84% Even your anatomy was a secret as you 00:01:38.850 --> 00:01:41.670 align:middle line:84% kicked in the wilderness of a woman's belly, 00:01:41.670 --> 00:01:46.590 align:middle line:84% sensing as you must have the change that was coming. 00:01:46.590 --> 00:01:49.860 align:middle line:84% I was eight years old, mother was almost 40, 00:01:49.860 --> 00:01:51.720 align:middle line:90% and you were late. 00:01:51.720 --> 00:01:55.050 align:middle line:84% But you were strong and healthy from the start. 00:01:55.050 --> 00:01:58.200 align:middle line:84% When she brought you home and handed you to me, 00:01:58.200 --> 00:02:01.200 align:middle line:84% I held you, my brother, carefully 00:02:01.200 --> 00:02:05.040 align:middle line:84% wrapped in a cotton blanket, your eyes shut tight, 00:02:05.040 --> 00:02:10.139 align:middle line:84% your fingers sifting the air, and your silky hair, that patch 00:02:10.139 --> 00:02:13.080 align:middle line:84% of black you brought with you into the world, 00:02:13.080 --> 00:02:17.500 align:middle line:84% so black and shining with the light we live by." 00:02:17.500 --> 00:02:18.000 align:middle line:90%