WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.160 align:middle line:90% 00:00:04.160 --> 00:00:08.420 align:middle line:84% And I will close with a poem called 00:00:08.420 --> 00:00:13.850 align:middle line:90% "Monet Refuses the Operation." 00:00:13.850 --> 00:00:22.580 align:middle line:84% Monet was discovered to have cataracts on both eyes in 1912. 00:00:22.580 --> 00:00:28.880 align:middle line:84% And he was urged to have surgery for those. 00:00:28.880 --> 00:00:31.160 align:middle line:90% And he refused. 00:00:31.160 --> 00:00:35.670 align:middle line:84% He eventually did, but not until 1922. 00:00:35.670 --> 00:00:38.000 align:middle line:84% So there were those 10 years in between. 00:00:38.000 --> 00:00:41.720 align:middle line:84% And who knows how many years before 1912 when 00:00:41.720 --> 00:00:45.050 align:middle line:84% already his vision had been very greatly impaired. 00:00:45.050 --> 00:00:48.830 align:middle line:84% And yet, he painted all those marvelous, marvelous paintings. 00:00:48.830 --> 00:00:54.860 align:middle line:84% All the great paintings are the late ones. 00:00:54.860 --> 00:01:00.680 align:middle line:84% And I was somehow trying to give him 00:01:00.680 --> 00:01:04.760 align:middle line:84% a rationale for refusing the operation which I'm sure is not 00:01:04.760 --> 00:01:06.230 align:middle line:90% historically accurate at all. 00:01:06.230 --> 00:01:10.820 align:middle line:90% 00:01:10.820 --> 00:01:15.560 align:middle line:84% "Doctor, you say there are no halos around the street 00:01:15.560 --> 00:01:21.530 align:middle line:84% lights in Paris, and what I see is an aberration caused 00:01:21.530 --> 00:01:25.760 align:middle line:90% by old age and affliction. 00:01:25.760 --> 00:01:28.760 align:middle line:84% I tell you, it has taken me all my life 00:01:28.760 --> 00:01:31.400 align:middle line:84% to arrive at the vision of gas lamps 00:01:31.400 --> 00:01:37.550 align:middle line:84% as angels, to soften and blur and finally banish the edges. 00:01:37.550 --> 00:01:40.520 align:middle line:90% You regret I don't see. 00:01:40.520 --> 00:01:46.430 align:middle line:84% To learn that the line I call the horizon does not exist. 00:01:46.430 --> 00:01:54.590 align:middle line:84% And sky and water so long apart are the same state of being. 00:01:54.590 --> 00:01:58.940 align:middle line:84% 54 years before I could see Rouen Cathedral 00:01:58.940 --> 00:02:02.720 align:middle line:84% is built of parallel shafts of sun. 00:02:02.720 --> 00:02:07.250 align:middle line:84% And now you want to restore my youthful errors, fixed notions 00:02:07.250 --> 00:02:12.500 align:middle line:84% of top and bottom, the illusion of three dimensional space, 00:02:12.500 --> 00:02:16.850 align:middle line:84% wisteria separate from the bridge it covers. 00:02:16.850 --> 00:02:18.980 align:middle line:90% What can I say to convince you? 00:02:18.980 --> 00:02:21.860 align:middle line:84% The houses of parliament dissolve night 00:02:21.860 --> 00:02:27.170 align:middle line:84% after night to become the fluid dream of the Thames. 00:02:27.170 --> 00:02:30.770 align:middle line:84% I will not return to a universe of objects 00:02:30.770 --> 00:02:32.960 align:middle line:90% that don't know each other. 00:02:32.960 --> 00:02:36.050 align:middle line:84% As if islands were not the lost children 00:02:36.050 --> 00:02:39.050 align:middle line:90% of one great continent. 00:02:39.050 --> 00:02:42.620 align:middle line:84% The world is flux, and light becomes 00:02:42.620 --> 00:02:47.000 align:middle line:84% what it touches, becomes water, lilies on water, 00:02:47.000 --> 00:02:50.870 align:middle line:84% above and below water, becomes lilac and mauve 00:02:50.870 --> 00:02:54.440 align:middle line:84% and yellow and white and cerulean lamps. 00:02:54.440 --> 00:03:00.110 align:middle line:84% Small fists passing sunlight so quickly to one another 00:03:00.110 --> 00:03:04.670 align:middle line:84% that it would take long streaming hair inside my brush 00:03:04.670 --> 00:03:07.010 align:middle line:90% to catch it. 00:03:07.010 --> 00:03:10.442 align:middle line:90% To paint the speed of light! 00:03:10.442 --> 00:03:15.740 align:middle line:84% Our weighted shapes, these verticals burn to mix with air 00:03:15.740 --> 00:03:20.030 align:middle line:84% and change our bones, skin, close to gases. 00:03:20.030 --> 00:03:24.710 align:middle line:84% Doctor, if only you could see how heaven pulls Earth 00:03:24.710 --> 00:03:28.910 align:middle line:84% into its arms and how infinitely the heart 00:03:28.910 --> 00:03:35.000 align:middle line:84% expands to claim this world blue vapor without end." 00:03:35.000 --> 00:03:36.170 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:03:36.170 --> 00:03:39.520 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:03:39.520 --> 00:03:59.282 align:middle line:90%