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Shame.

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I remember shame.

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I was ashamed to
sit with my father.

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I even turned away.

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I sat on the wharf
and saw shame.

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The wharf made me more ashamed.

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I listened.

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I wanted to row away by myself.

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The shame returned
with me to our house.

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I hadn't even been away.

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I talked to shame.

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Sometimes I wasn't even
alone when I talked to shame.

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When I talked to
myself, I wanted

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to break the shame,
the nearness of shame.

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In this truth, in this house,
in this nearness, shame spoke.

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I too am ashamed of shame.

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When I think of what
I, like your father,

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made you listen to, I'm ashamed.

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I love you.

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I haunt you.

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I love you.

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I don't do very much
more than that really.

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But I too am ashamed.

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As shame, I know I
talk to you at night.

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I try to reach you.

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This, by itself, is not shame.

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But listen to me, please,
listen to me, my shame.