WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.950 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.950 --> 00:00:07.650 align:middle line:84% And a last poem entitled "Winter Light." 00:00:07.650 --> 00:00:09.360 align:middle line:84% Not much you have to know about this. 00:00:09.360 --> 00:00:14.045 align:middle line:90% 00:00:14.045 --> 00:00:15.420 align:middle line:84% I have an affection for this poem 00:00:15.420 --> 00:00:19.410 align:middle line:84% because the poem is, I think, trying 00:00:19.410 --> 00:00:23.120 align:middle line:90% to tell me how I should live. 00:00:23.120 --> 00:00:24.735 align:middle line:84% That's all I can do, is tell myself. 00:00:24.735 --> 00:00:28.265 align:middle line:90% 00:00:28.265 --> 00:00:29.640 align:middle line:84% One thing that's mentioned in it, 00:00:29.640 --> 00:00:31.932 align:middle line:84% in case you're not familiar with it, not a baseball fan 00:00:31.932 --> 00:00:36.930 align:middle line:84% or whatever, Clyde Sukeforth was the scout who 00:00:36.930 --> 00:00:39.180 align:middle line:84% signed Jackie Robinson, who was the first Black player 00:00:39.180 --> 00:00:42.342 align:middle line:84% to play in the major leagues, I think around 1948. 00:00:42.342 --> 00:00:43.800 align:middle line:84% Poem begins a little bit abstractly 00:00:43.800 --> 00:00:45.330 align:middle line:84% and then goes into childhood things. 00:00:45.330 --> 00:00:50.280 align:middle line:90% 00:00:50.280 --> 00:00:54.150 align:middle line:84% "The curious, compelling way in which the light was sourceless, 00:00:54.150 --> 00:00:56.910 align:middle line:84% not so much dimming as withdrawing. 00:00:56.910 --> 00:00:59.040 align:middle line:84% From the white houses, their minute 00:00:59.040 --> 00:01:01.290 align:middle line:84% flakes of white paint in that light 00:01:01.290 --> 00:01:04.200 align:middle line:84% giving them the rough appearance of reality, 00:01:04.200 --> 00:01:07.680 align:middle line:84% something to be stored and remembered. 00:01:07.680 --> 00:01:10.710 align:middle line:84% No, I couldn't have seen that, walking home 00:01:10.710 --> 00:01:13.320 align:middle line:90% from school in rubber boots. 00:01:13.320 --> 00:01:17.130 align:middle line:84% I had a pencil box, a neat little representation 00:01:17.130 --> 00:01:19.950 align:middle line:90% of the great official world. 00:01:19.950 --> 00:01:22.650 align:middle line:84% My principal was Mr. Sukeforth, brother 00:01:22.650 --> 00:01:25.860 align:middle line:84% of the man who signed Jackie Robinson in another life 00:01:25.860 --> 00:01:27.780 align:middle line:90% just after the war. 00:01:27.780 --> 00:01:31.020 align:middle line:84% When I asked him, he just beamed. 00:01:31.020 --> 00:01:35.160 align:middle line:84% So now I remember that people also are a source of light. 00:01:35.160 --> 00:01:38.820 align:middle line:84% And now that all that litter of people and things 00:01:38.820 --> 00:01:42.060 align:middle line:84% was what I loved, but taught myself too well, 00:01:42.060 --> 00:01:45.810 align:middle line:90% and for no reason, to forget. 00:01:45.810 --> 00:01:48.840 align:middle line:84% Is it possible that we will remember a while 00:01:48.840 --> 00:01:52.800 align:middle line:84% that the process of death will be a dimming, a lying 00:01:52.800 --> 00:01:57.720 align:middle line:84% will-less, emotionless, far beneath whatever is going on, 00:01:57.720 --> 00:02:01.020 align:middle line:84% while certain unchosen images gradually 00:02:01.020 --> 00:02:04.050 align:middle line:90% slow to shadow in the mind? 00:02:04.050 --> 00:02:07.440 align:middle line:84% If we dream, then we must take something serious 00:02:07.440 --> 00:02:08.729 align:middle line:90% from the world. 00:02:08.729 --> 00:02:14.190 align:middle line:84% But what we dream is so often a curiosity we can't quite place. 00:02:14.190 --> 00:02:16.330 align:middle line:84% I was thinking about two friends, 00:02:16.330 --> 00:02:19.380 align:middle line:84% strangers to each other, and greatly loved. 00:02:19.380 --> 00:02:22.440 align:middle line:90% In my dream they met. 00:02:22.440 --> 00:02:26.280 align:middle line:84% Now I would like to lie down under a great New England oak 00:02:26.280 --> 00:02:29.340 align:middle line:90% to practice remembrance a while. 00:02:29.340 --> 00:02:32.460 align:middle line:84% I believe it would signify some things important, 00:02:32.460 --> 00:02:36.180 align:middle line:84% some things that have no serious advantage in the world, 00:02:36.180 --> 00:02:37.770 align:middle line:90% but are toys-- 00:02:37.770 --> 00:02:41.950 align:middle line:84% sleeping, falling in love, so long." 00:02:41.950 --> 00:02:42.450 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:02:42.450 --> 00:03:20.550 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:03:20.550 --> 00:03:21.590 align:middle line:90% You feeling OK? 00:03:21.590 --> 00:03:22.090 align:middle line:90% Yeah. 00:03:22.090 --> 00:03:24.310 align:middle line:84% I felt a little like an alien while I was reading, 00:03:24.310 --> 00:03:26.900 align:middle line:84% but I knew that I was going to, so it didn't bother me at all. 00:03:26.900 --> 00:03:29.606 align:middle line:90% [SIDE CONVERSATION] 00:03:29.606 --> 00:04:18.000 align:middle line:90%