WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.770 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.770 --> 00:00:02.060 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:00:02.060 --> 00:00:04.140 align:middle line:84% Thank you all so much for being here. 00:00:04.140 --> 00:00:05.990 align:middle line:84% It's really a delight to look at you 00:00:05.990 --> 00:00:08.600 align:middle line:84% from this side of the podium and just to be here 00:00:08.600 --> 00:00:10.280 align:middle line:90% to celebrate Terrain. 00:00:10.280 --> 00:00:12.770 align:middle line:84% Thank you so much, Simmons, for that introduction 00:00:12.770 --> 00:00:13.940 align:middle line:90% and also just for the work. 00:00:13.940 --> 00:00:15.440 align:middle line:84% Everyone involved with Terrain, it's 00:00:15.440 --> 00:00:17.090 align:middle line:90% really a remarkable magazine. 00:00:17.090 --> 00:00:20.930 align:middle line:84% And it's a delight to get to celebrate them with you. 00:00:20.930 --> 00:00:24.780 align:middle line:84% I'll start tonight with one poem from my first book, 00:00:24.780 --> 00:00:26.540 align:middle line:90% which is Pennsylvania Furnace. 00:00:26.540 --> 00:00:28.340 align:middle line:84% And it's the last poem in the book, 00:00:28.340 --> 00:00:31.220 align:middle line:84% titled "Self-Portrait with Tucson." 00:00:31.220 --> 00:00:33.830 align:middle line:84% And it opens with a quote from a poem 00:00:33.830 --> 00:00:37.070 align:middle line:84% by Ofelia Zepeda, who you can hear here later this spring 00:00:37.070 --> 00:00:40.100 align:middle line:90% on April 4th, April 6th. 00:00:40.100 --> 00:00:41.180 align:middle line:90% April 4th. 00:00:41.180 --> 00:00:45.330 align:middle line:84% And the quote is, "This is the way we begin and end things." 00:00:45.330 --> 00:00:48.330 align:middle line:84% And the final line of the poem references her as well. 00:00:48.330 --> 00:00:50.375 align:middle line:84% So this is "Self-Portrait with Tucson." 00:00:50.375 --> 00:00:53.450 align:middle line:90% 00:00:53.450 --> 00:00:56.950 align:middle line:84% One day, I saw the mountain of God descending 00:00:56.950 --> 00:00:58.630 align:middle line:90% across the valley. 00:00:58.630 --> 00:01:02.680 align:middle line:84% Sunlight alive in the body of snow stepping 00:01:02.680 --> 00:01:05.860 align:middle line:84% through the veins of Ponderosa and granite, 00:01:05.860 --> 00:01:08.860 align:middle line:84% cracking the air balanced between. 00:01:08.860 --> 00:01:12.520 align:middle line:84% Valley in my mouth when I mean city. 00:01:12.520 --> 00:01:17.440 align:middle line:84% When I should say brick, tile, wash with abandoned couch. 00:01:17.440 --> 00:01:20.230 align:middle line:90% Ocean always just beyond sight. 00:01:20.230 --> 00:01:25.660 align:middle line:84% Power lines crossing between that mountain and me. 00:01:25.660 --> 00:01:29.680 align:middle line:84% You should know I am a woman who believes in visions, 00:01:29.680 --> 00:01:33.310 align:middle line:84% uncurtained glass after sunset, a mirror 00:01:33.310 --> 00:01:36.340 align:middle line:84% and the cold vast ceilings it harbors, 00:01:36.340 --> 00:01:39.520 align:middle line:84% certainty of memory that wakes me in the salt 00:01:39.520 --> 00:01:41.890 align:middle line:90% light before daybreak. 00:01:41.890 --> 00:01:44.320 align:middle line:84% By the road, a man shapes circles 00:01:44.320 --> 00:01:46.750 align:middle line:90% that connect mouth and stomach. 00:01:46.750 --> 00:01:50.790 align:middle line:84% Prophets' unwashed hair and empty bag. 00:01:50.790 --> 00:01:55.740 align:middle line:84% We are not coming to a mountain of fear, but a mountain of joy, 00:01:55.740 --> 00:02:00.060 align:middle line:84% a place sweet and yellow as San Javier watermelon. 00:02:00.060 --> 00:02:03.150 align:middle line:84% I did not know myself when I returned home 00:02:03.150 --> 00:02:05.220 align:middle line:90% from my long journey. 00:02:05.220 --> 00:02:08.400 align:middle line:84% Sometimes, I see the Lord's mountain electric 00:02:08.400 --> 00:02:10.889 align:middle line:90% pink and close in the rear view. 00:02:10.889 --> 00:02:15.950 align:middle line:84% And I know there is still a little bit of night left in me. 00:02:15.950 --> 00:02:19.000 align:middle line:90%