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OK, so let me read
then just a few pages

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from the beginning of A Reading,
which was begun in June of 1978

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in this way.

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Before that and before
that, everything in a line.

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Where it was broken
into the house.

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Not a body, but
still I could not

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see that it didn't have a roof.

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Then there was
something to cry about.

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Assumption of
protection, whether I

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thought the sky the
top of whatever does,

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this I carry forward.

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The sky which was not a
limit, but apparently so,

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and that mistake
which colored it.

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What color?

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As if in another
light, so shadows.

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It was required that a
number of complicated actions

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were to be performed
in a certain sequence.

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It would get you there.

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She who goes back
in a straight line,

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the illusion of irrelevance.

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So that we could trace it
ticking, single-minded.

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The sun now coming clear
of the clouds nearest us

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and sharper lines.

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This goes black and
white, I won't count it.

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Thrawn had from out
there, as if a giant hand.

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The persistence of that.

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Why in the dark,
crippled, misshapen,

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flung into the game
broken, a counter.

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Gnostic.

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Deus absconditus.

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How forever and a
way, I would wonder

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if this came from anywhere
or floating unconnected

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as clouds seem to.

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Mysterious powers now
visible, rest in that,

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as water now solid,
air more so, she flies,

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impinging on another time.

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Cut-ups have made
fools of us all.

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And excellent fooling
to be so fooled.

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Knife track cutting
it, this fat hand,

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turning in time same as
his, which I see more

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than his name, the
stubborn inheritance

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that which persists.

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A will which changes.

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There in the squawk and
whistle of the bird motors

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pulling, this to
step to the next one.

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How out there, an old
breathlessness about the sea

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rising or falling.

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Falling into the
stream not to make

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the leap, what, to miss a step.

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Some rhythm unheard.

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Cat herding, eyes down,
that cut off beyond which,

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how she was a nerve to me.

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How quickly she some other
takes place goes and is lost.

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Cornucopia, a
readiness to provide

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all that is needed, that
abundance, that fertility,

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choking, lighting up one
side of the face only,

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casting what else into shadow.

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The deprivations, the glut.

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Continued, this was an echo,
the double claustrophobia,

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an illness in which one
suffocates, closing in,

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there seem to be.

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Overwhelmingly, always
the word ready at the tip.

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Our lack of conviction,
the exaggeration,

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the more we don't, the more we.

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Now, looking back, but not
wanting to trace the way

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the forest closed behind her.

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The trees sinister,
consciously malevolent,

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clasping branches
behind one's back.

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That reading or casting out.

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The powers that oppose
us, now clearly visible.

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The source is not split.

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It is not older than we are.

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Finding it, how know it.

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Everything else unchosen.

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Waste.

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To settle our
differences, to count up

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all the bills and
separate piles,

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exchange value, what use?

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Everything else thrown
away under a spell.

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The end of trailing
clouds of glory

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or its other, the hand
and darkness, flinging

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as if mud, excrement.

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To have done with the
judgment of childhood.

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That haunting, that
echo, hearing him in it.

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Artaud, an illness, perhaps.

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So old there would be no.

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A dream of whose murder.

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Afterward, she lay there, a
bank of gray clouds growing.

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Having chosen whether
there is no ocean, the way

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of the boundary, the
way of the flood,

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her face in the dark window.

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Dark how she saw
it and spelled me.

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A fragment of an analysis.

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It was so easy to knock her
out just like the movie,

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she asked for it.

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Bonk on the head,
she was done for.

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But someone righteous in Spanish
saw it from an upper window.

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We were caught.

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How bare faced.

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All those women,
how they tried to be

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a conscience for one another.

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How lying seemed
their native tongue.

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Not to say William, bilious.

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Not to echo, repeat
what won't come clear.

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Not to be caught here and
sticking in the throat,

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gagging, the saying not to say.

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We covered it up, but
were found out anyway.

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It was done in the open.

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That's where the wind comes.

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For wind read calm
and the darkness,

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and for darkness we light.

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That's where she
is one or another.

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So must be both the
murdered or murderer.

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Think of it,
choosing chooses all,

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drags in the cat's
tail are tourist, far

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star, clouds of glory.

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This is talk.

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Talk is cheap.

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The interminable reading,
the infinite analysis.

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