WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.270 align:middle line:84% We'll just do a few more from the third section. 00:00:02.270 --> 00:00:07.930 align:middle line:84% And then we'll sign books and talk, if you'd like to do that. 00:00:07.930 --> 00:00:09.730 align:middle line:90% So how's everybody doing? 00:00:09.730 --> 00:00:11.650 align:middle line:84% This is the post trauma check in? 00:00:11.650 --> 00:00:12.700 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:12.700 --> 00:00:13.720 align:middle line:90% Everybody's all right? 00:00:13.720 --> 00:00:14.410 align:middle line:90% You're all good? 00:00:14.410 --> 00:00:15.040 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:00:15.040 --> 00:00:16.690 align:middle line:84% I know I took you to many places. 00:00:16.690 --> 00:00:19.720 align:middle line:90% I'm glad you're all right. 00:00:19.720 --> 00:00:21.250 align:middle line:90% Thank you for coming with me. 00:00:21.250 --> 00:00:23.810 align:middle line:90% 00:00:23.810 --> 00:00:26.270 align:middle line:84% This is called "While I Wash My Face 00:00:26.270 --> 00:00:30.425 align:middle line:84% I Ask Impossible Questions of Myself and Those Who Love Me." 00:00:30.425 --> 00:00:36.420 align:middle line:90% 00:00:36.420 --> 00:00:39.510 align:middle line:84% "Specks of toothpaste fleck the mirror. 00:00:39.510 --> 00:00:42.360 align:middle line:90% A fan spins dust in the hall. 00:00:42.360 --> 00:00:44.610 align:middle line:90% I find 'this is it?' 00:00:44.610 --> 00:00:46.930 align:middle line:90% too vulgar to accept. 00:00:46.930 --> 00:00:49.170 align:middle line:84% So I wait for a new starting point, 00:00:49.170 --> 00:00:53.060 align:middle line:84% as though life will begin there and then. 00:00:53.060 --> 00:00:55.100 align:middle line:90% Do you know what I mean? 00:00:55.100 --> 00:00:59.880 align:middle line:84% Not what I'm saying, what I mean. 00:00:59.880 --> 00:01:03.090 align:middle line:84% Is it possible my function is to hold 00:01:03.090 --> 00:01:08.340 align:middle line:84% all the intricate interstitial pain and articulate clarity? 00:01:08.340 --> 00:01:11.760 align:middle line:84% Tie a boat to my wrist, I sprout wings. 00:01:11.760 --> 00:01:15.540 align:middle line:84% Give me a pair of shoes, I grow fins. 00:01:15.540 --> 00:01:19.740 align:middle line:84% Once an hour, I trick myself into focus. 00:01:19.740 --> 00:01:25.080 align:middle line:84% I look into the glass, as I look through it. 00:01:25.080 --> 00:01:28.770 align:middle line:84% When the new beginning comes, what then? 00:01:28.770 --> 00:01:32.100 align:middle line:84% Does life suddenly reset like an Atari? 00:01:32.100 --> 00:01:37.170 align:middle line:84% Does meaning emerge assertively and without invitation? 00:01:37.170 --> 00:01:42.340 align:middle line:84% The task is to live well enough with you. 00:01:42.340 --> 00:01:44.230 align:middle line:90% But how? 00:01:44.230 --> 00:01:48.510 align:middle line:84% How do you know what you want, if you don't tell you, 00:01:48.510 --> 00:01:51.200 align:middle line:90% if you don't hear you?