WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.960 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.960 --> 00:00:04.650 align:middle line:84% Then the-- I have a friend who died at 21. 00:00:04.650 --> 00:00:07.950 align:middle line:84% My husband was a spectacular man. 00:00:07.950 --> 00:00:10.710 align:middle line:90% I was quite fond of him. 00:00:10.710 --> 00:00:14.190 align:middle line:84% He was a man who always wanted to know the truth, 00:00:14.190 --> 00:00:15.585 align:middle line:90% to know the clear thing. 00:00:15.585 --> 00:00:18.450 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.450 --> 00:00:20.970 align:middle line:84% Anyway, this is "the death of fred clifton." 00:00:20.970 --> 00:00:23.280 align:middle line:90% I saw my husband die. 00:00:23.280 --> 00:00:27.840 align:middle line:84% My children and I stood around and held his hand as he died. 00:00:27.840 --> 00:00:32.040 align:middle line:84% And when he died, when he-- this is true-- when he died, 00:00:32.040 --> 00:00:34.360 align:middle line:84% he was in a room that had been his study, 00:00:34.360 --> 00:00:36.270 align:middle line:90% and there was a wall of glass. 00:00:36.270 --> 00:00:39.360 align:middle line:84% And as he was dying, all these birds 00:00:39.360 --> 00:00:43.560 align:middle line:84% came up and hovered at the window and just hovered there. 00:00:43.560 --> 00:00:47.100 align:middle line:84% And then, when he expired, they flew away. 00:00:47.100 --> 00:00:49.630 align:middle line:90% 00:00:49.630 --> 00:00:51.960 align:middle line:84% And he was-- he was a man-- clarity meant a lot to him. 00:00:51.960 --> 00:00:56.670 align:middle line:84% Anyway, "the death of fred clifton, 11/10/84, aged 49." 00:00:56.670 --> 00:01:00.200 align:middle line:90% 00:01:00.200 --> 00:01:06.110 align:middle line:84% I seemed to be drawn to the center of myself, 00:01:06.110 --> 00:01:11.630 align:middle line:84% leaving the edges of me in the hands of my wife. 00:01:11.630 --> 00:01:16.250 align:middle line:84% And I saw with the most amazing clarity, 00:01:16.250 --> 00:01:21.260 align:middle line:84% so that I had not eyes but sight. 00:01:21.260 --> 00:01:25.670 align:middle line:84% And rising and turning through my skin, 00:01:25.670 --> 00:01:30.870 align:middle line:84% there was all around, not the shapes of things, 00:01:30.870 --> 00:01:37.500 align:middle line:84% but oh, at last, the things themselves. 00:01:37.500 --> 00:01:38.000 align:middle line:90%