WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.675 align:middle line:90% Not a Sin. 00:00:00.675 --> 00:00:03.610 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.610 --> 00:00:05.380 align:middle line:84% It's not a virtue, either, really-- 00:00:05.380 --> 00:00:08.470 align:middle line:84% this rubbing and rubbing against someone, 00:00:08.470 --> 00:00:14.260 align:middle line:84% yourself a someone, too, until someone must burst or yell. 00:00:14.260 --> 00:00:17.170 align:middle line:84% It falls where pleasure and necessity and risk 00:00:17.170 --> 00:00:18.310 align:middle line:90% all intersect. 00:00:18.310 --> 00:00:21.900 align:middle line:84% We have ourselves and to ourselves, to love, 00:00:21.900 --> 00:00:23.500 align:middle line:90% and half to death-- 00:00:23.500 --> 00:00:27.790 align:middle line:84% removing, move by move, the overlays of mind 00:00:27.790 --> 00:00:30.820 align:middle line:84% until we're down to sheer medulla, 00:00:30.820 --> 00:00:33.070 align:middle line:84% not what you could call intelligent. 00:00:33.070 --> 00:00:36.490 align:middle line:84% And yet I bet it has some wisdom in it, 00:00:36.490 --> 00:00:39.190 align:middle line:84% something that can bear us later, 00:00:39.190 --> 00:00:43.360 align:middle line:84% past the lapse in gushes, past the businesses apart, 00:00:43.360 --> 00:00:47.440 align:middle line:84% past weeks and decades made to keep our waking occupied, 00:00:47.440 --> 00:00:52.450 align:middle line:84% till when one moment yawns no memory foretold, one 00:00:52.450 --> 00:00:55.750 align:middle line:84% end of time no wording comprehends, 00:00:55.750 --> 00:01:00.350 align:middle line:84% reducing all our big ideas to jolts of oblongata. 00:01:00.350 --> 00:01:05.860 align:middle line:84% O, my underestimated God, shall I show forth thy praise? 00:01:05.860 --> 00:01:08.380 align:middle line:90% You made my powers crash. 00:01:08.380 --> 00:01:11.890 align:middle line:84% As bushes burst, as flames float off 00:01:11.890 --> 00:01:15.310 align:middle line:84% in heart-boats in the flood, I open up my mouth 00:01:15.310 --> 00:01:18.040 align:middle line:84% and find you've filled it full of flesh. 00:01:18.040 --> 00:01:21.760 align:middle line:84% I mean, you made me feel the way I feel, 00:01:21.760 --> 00:01:24.460 align:middle line:90% so words would not be proud. 00:01:24.460 --> 00:01:25.570 align:middle line:90% I know. 00:01:25.570 --> 00:01:28.500 align:middle line:90% You made men so I'd kneel. 00:01:28.500 --> 00:01:29.000 align:middle line:90%