WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.050 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.050 --> 00:00:05.770 align:middle line:84% This poem is called "The Joy and Agony of Improvisation." 00:00:05.770 --> 00:00:09.200 align:middle line:90% 00:00:09.200 --> 00:00:15.230 align:middle line:84% There, the moon, just appearing over dark pine, heavy 00:00:15.230 --> 00:00:19.700 align:middle line:84% and round, the color of old parchment. 00:00:19.700 --> 00:00:22.910 align:middle line:90% And indeed, it seems archaic. 00:00:22.910 --> 00:00:27.020 align:middle line:84% What does it mean in our histories-- yours and mine-- 00:00:27.020 --> 00:00:31.400 align:middle line:84% except a myth no longer altogether necessary, 00:00:31.400 --> 00:00:36.270 align:middle line:84% a theorem proven in another millennia? 00:00:36.270 --> 00:00:38.520 align:middle line:90% This is a peculiar night-- 00:00:38.520 --> 00:00:40.620 align:middle line:90% uncomfortable. 00:00:40.620 --> 00:00:45.600 align:middle line:84% While it is like most moments of the present, it doesn't fit us. 00:00:45.600 --> 00:00:49.290 align:middle line:84% The low night wind shifting directionless 00:00:49.290 --> 00:00:53.700 align:middle line:84% moves the pine boughs as if, so you say, 00:00:53.700 --> 00:00:59.280 align:middle line:84% we were in the midst of voices in some obscure contention. 00:00:59.280 --> 00:01:01.110 align:middle line:90% Of course we are. 00:01:01.110 --> 00:01:07.330 align:middle line:84% But not obscure, only fruitless, stupid, and very dangerous. 00:01:07.330 --> 00:01:10.370 align:middle line:84% Come, let's go in the tent and sleep. 00:01:10.370 --> 00:01:13.370 align:middle line:90% 00:01:13.370 --> 00:01:18.390 align:middle line:84% Later, we waken, knowing the night has changed. 00:01:18.390 --> 00:01:20.780 align:middle line:90% It's a high wind now. 00:01:20.780 --> 00:01:24.740 align:middle line:84% Strange how the voices have turned to song. 00:01:24.740 --> 00:01:29.900 align:middle line:84% Hear it rising, rising, then breaking, then rising again, 00:01:29.900 --> 00:01:32.300 align:middle line:90% and breaking again. 00:01:32.300 --> 00:01:35.090 align:middle line:90% Oh, something is unutterable. 00:01:35.090 --> 00:01:37.880 align:middle line:90% The song cannot reach it. 00:01:37.880 --> 00:01:39.350 align:middle line:90% Yet, we know it. 00:01:39.350 --> 00:01:42.500 align:middle line:90% Know what we cannot hear. 00:01:42.500 --> 00:01:45.920 align:middle line:84% Out on the night's great circle, the circle 00:01:45.920 --> 00:01:50.450 align:middle line:84% of consciousness with its far rim always hidden. 00:01:50.450 --> 00:01:55.040 align:middle line:84% There where suffering and joy meet and combine 00:01:55.040 --> 00:01:57.770 align:middle line:90% the inexpressible. 00:01:57.770 --> 00:02:02.630 align:middle line:84% How the song is striving and how beautifully failing. 00:02:02.630 --> 00:02:08.000 align:middle line:84% The measure of beauty beyond plentitude, never but always 00:02:08.000 --> 00:02:09.968 align:middle line:90% enough. 00:02:09.968 --> 00:02:12.920 align:middle line:84% Come outside again, under tossing 00:02:12.920 --> 00:02:15.830 align:middle line:90% pines in the racing clouds. 00:02:15.830 --> 00:02:20.420 align:middle line:84% This is more than we could ever have meant in our kiss. 00:02:20.420 --> 00:02:24.320 align:middle line:84% It is the gathering of our love into all love, 00:02:24.320 --> 00:02:27.740 align:middle line:90% into that suffering and joy. 00:02:27.740 --> 00:02:32.780 align:middle line:84% And see, up there in the sky, uncovered now as the clouds 00:02:32.780 --> 00:02:36.050 align:middle line:90% stream away, the moon. 00:02:36.050 --> 00:02:40.625 align:middle line:84% So new, so clean, and high, and bright, and true." 00:02:40.625 --> 00:02:44.585 align:middle line:90% 00:02:44.585 --> 00:02:46.565 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:02:46.565 --> 00:02:50.540 align:middle line:90% 00:02:50.540 --> 00:02:52.390 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:02:52.390 --> 00:02:53.000 align:middle line:90%