WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.260 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.260 --> 00:00:03.630 align:middle line:90% I'll read one more poem. 00:00:03.630 --> 00:00:05.160 align:middle line:90% This has been requested. 00:00:05.160 --> 00:00:08.440 align:middle line:90% 00:00:08.440 --> 00:00:13.765 align:middle line:84% It's called "Not Transhistorical Death, or at Least Not Quite." 00:00:13.765 --> 00:00:18.320 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.320 --> 00:00:21.560 align:middle line:84% "Jim Wright, who was a good poet and my friend, 00:00:21.560 --> 00:00:25.320 align:middle line:90% died two or three years ago. 00:00:25.320 --> 00:00:29.570 align:middle line:84% I was told at the time that we did not lose him. 00:00:29.570 --> 00:00:35.210 align:middle line:84% I was told that memories of him would keep him in this world. 00:00:35.210 --> 00:00:37.820 align:middle line:84% I don't remember who told me this, 00:00:37.820 --> 00:00:41.690 align:middle line:84% just that it was in the air, like the usual fallout 00:00:41.690 --> 00:00:43.400 align:middle line:90% from funerals. 00:00:43.400 --> 00:00:46.430 align:middle line:90% I knew it was wrong. 00:00:46.430 --> 00:00:50.340 align:middle line:84% Now I have begun to think how it was wrong. 00:00:50.340 --> 00:00:52.880 align:middle line:84% I have begun to see that it was not only 00:00:52.880 --> 00:00:56.030 align:middle line:90% sentimental but simplistic. 00:00:56.030 --> 00:00:59.870 align:middle line:90% I have examined Jim in my mind. 00:00:59.870 --> 00:01:05.300 align:middle line:84% I remember him, but the memories are as dead as he is. 00:01:05.300 --> 00:01:09.490 align:middle line:84% What is more important is how I see him now. 00:01:09.490 --> 00:01:10.480 align:middle line:90% There. 00:01:10.480 --> 00:01:15.680 align:middle line:84% There in that extreme wide place, that emptiness. 00:01:15.680 --> 00:01:18.800 align:middle line:84% He is near enough to be recognizable, 00:01:18.800 --> 00:01:24.350 align:middle line:84% but too far away to be reached by a cry or a gesture. 00:01:24.350 --> 00:01:29.090 align:middle line:84% He is wearing a light weight brightly colored shirt. 00:01:29.090 --> 00:01:32.360 align:middle line:84% His trousers belong to a suit, but the coat 00:01:32.360 --> 00:01:34.850 align:middle line:90% has been discarded. 00:01:34.850 --> 00:01:38.870 align:middle line:84% His belt is narrow and somehow stays straightly 00:01:38.870 --> 00:01:41.240 align:middle line:90% on his potbelly. 00:01:41.240 --> 00:01:45.720 align:middle line:90% His shoes are thin and shiny. 00:01:45.720 --> 00:01:50.400 align:middle line:84% I think he bought those shoes on his last journey to Europe. 00:01:50.400 --> 00:01:53.480 align:middle line:90% He is walking away slowly. 00:01:53.480 --> 00:01:56.810 align:middle line:90% He is wandering, meandering. 00:01:56.810 --> 00:01:59.990 align:middle line:84% Sometimes he makes a little circle. 00:01:59.990 --> 00:02:05.040 align:middle line:84% Sometimes he pauses and looks to one side or the other. 00:02:05.040 --> 00:02:07.790 align:middle line:90% Sometimes he looks down. 00:02:07.790 --> 00:02:10.610 align:middle line:90% Occasionally he looks up. 00:02:10.610 --> 00:02:15.110 align:middle line:84% He never looks back, at least not directly. 00:02:15.110 --> 00:02:17.660 align:middle line:84% Although he recedes very gradually 00:02:17.660 --> 00:02:20.420 align:middle line:84% and becomes very gradually smaller, 00:02:20.420 --> 00:02:24.110 align:middle line:84% I continue to see all the aspects of his face 00:02:24.110 --> 00:02:26.930 align:middle line:90% and figure clearly. 00:02:26.930 --> 00:02:30.740 align:middle line:84% He is thinking about something and I know what. 00:02:30.740 --> 00:02:34.760 align:middle line:84% It is not the place he now occupies in my life. 00:02:34.760 --> 00:02:36.740 align:middle line:90% He cannot imagine that. 00:02:36.740 --> 00:02:38.660 align:middle line:90% Only I can. 00:02:38.660 --> 00:02:41.930 align:middle line:84% He is neither what he was, obviously, 00:02:41.930 --> 00:02:47.000 align:middle line:84% nor what he is, for I'm quite sure I am inventing that. 00:02:47.000 --> 00:02:49.010 align:middle line:90% Is he Jim Wright? 00:02:49.010 --> 00:02:52.040 align:middle line:90% Is he not someone else? 00:02:52.040 --> 00:02:53.990 align:middle line:90% Yes, he is Jim Wright. 00:02:53.990 --> 00:02:56.750 align:middle line:90% No, he is not someone else. 00:02:56.750 --> 00:02:59.990 align:middle line:90% Who else could he possibly be? 00:02:59.990 --> 00:03:04.130 align:middle line:84% When I die, he will arrive at where he is going, 00:03:04.130 --> 00:03:06.567 align:middle line:90% and I will set out after him." 00:03:06.567 --> 00:03:09.550 align:middle line:90% 00:03:09.550 --> 00:03:12.260 align:middle line:90% Thank you very much. 00:03:12.260 --> 00:03:15.010 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:03:15.010 --> 00:03:34.000 align:middle line:90%