WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.900 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.900 --> 00:00:05.730 align:middle line:84% When you have a child who's good at something 00:00:05.730 --> 00:00:08.940 align:middle line:84% that you're very bad at, your vocabulary 00:00:08.940 --> 00:00:10.770 align:middle line:90% can increase in time. 00:00:10.770 --> 00:00:15.100 align:middle line:84% And I wrote a poem that came out of that. 00:00:15.100 --> 00:00:18.790 align:middle line:84% I'd go down the hall and say, what's a prime number? 00:00:18.790 --> 00:00:22.090 align:middle line:84% Could you try to understand it just enough? 00:00:22.090 --> 00:00:28.210 align:middle line:90% 00:00:28.210 --> 00:00:31.510 align:middle line:84% I asked Lynn Luria before the reading, 00:00:31.510 --> 00:00:35.260 align:middle line:84% what do athletes do before their event? 00:00:35.260 --> 00:00:38.470 align:middle line:84% As I was sort of pulling my seat and tearing my hair out 00:00:38.470 --> 00:00:41.720 align:middle line:84% in the hall, she said, they scream. 00:00:41.720 --> 00:00:45.460 align:middle line:84% I didn't do that, so I'm still a little twitchy. 00:00:45.460 --> 00:00:51.420 align:middle line:90% 00:00:51.420 --> 00:00:56.040 align:middle line:84% "The Missing Boy," for Etan Patz. 00:00:56.040 --> 00:00:58.830 align:middle line:84% Every time we take the bus, my son 00:00:58.830 --> 00:01:01.860 align:middle line:84% sees the picture of the missing boy. 00:01:01.860 --> 00:01:03.900 align:middle line:90% He looks at it like a mirror. 00:01:03.900 --> 00:01:08.640 align:middle line:84% The dark blond hair, the pale skin, the blue eyes. 00:01:08.640 --> 00:01:12.870 align:middle line:84% The electric blue sneakers, with flashes of jagged gold. 00:01:12.870 --> 00:01:16.560 align:middle line:84% But of course, that kid is little, only 6 and 1/2. 00:01:16.560 --> 00:01:18.900 align:middle line:84% An age when things can happen to you 00:01:18.900 --> 00:01:20.550 align:middle line:90% when you're not really safe. 00:01:20.550 --> 00:01:24.390 align:middle line:84% And Gabriel is 7, a practically fully grown man. 00:01:24.390 --> 00:01:26.550 align:middle line:84% Why, he would tower over that kid, 00:01:26.550 --> 00:01:30.420 align:middle line:84% if they could find him and bring him right here on this bus 00:01:30.420 --> 00:01:33.630 align:middle line:90% and standing together. 00:01:33.630 --> 00:01:36.750 align:middle line:84% He sways in the silence, wishing for that. 00:01:36.750 --> 00:01:39.870 align:middle line:84% The tape on the picture gleaming over his head, 00:01:39.870 --> 00:01:43.440 align:middle line:84% beginning to melt at the center and curl at the edges 00:01:43.440 --> 00:01:45.450 align:middle line:90% as it ages. 00:01:45.450 --> 00:01:48.390 align:middle line:84% At night when I put him to bed, my son 00:01:48.390 --> 00:01:52.500 align:middle line:84% holds my hand tight and says, he's sure that kid's all right. 00:01:52.500 --> 00:01:54.370 align:middle line:90% Nothing to worry about. 00:01:54.370 --> 00:01:57.360 align:middle line:84% He just hopes he's getting the food he likes. 00:01:57.360 --> 00:02:01.290 align:middle line:84% Not just any old food, but the food he likes the most. 00:02:01.290 --> 00:02:04.370 align:middle line:90% The food he is used to. 00:02:04.370 --> 00:02:11.000 align:middle line:90%