WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.540 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.540 --> 00:00:02.460 align:middle line:84% This one is called They Shall Not Pass 00:00:02.460 --> 00:00:06.540 align:middle line:84% and this is about an ordinary Joe who 00:00:06.540 --> 00:00:09.340 align:middle line:84% in the 30s, who decides to sign up, 00:00:09.340 --> 00:00:12.090 align:middle line:84% fight in the Spanish Civil War, and his father 00:00:12.090 --> 00:00:18.240 align:middle line:84% had been a member of them, the Labor movement and everything. 00:00:18.240 --> 00:00:20.550 align:middle line:90% It's called They Shall Not Pass. 00:00:20.550 --> 00:00:23.190 align:middle line:84% Above me the sky is all Atlantic and I 00:00:23.190 --> 00:00:25.470 align:middle line:84% taste vinegar salt and those hot yellow 00:00:25.470 --> 00:00:29.160 align:middle line:84% peppers Natividad used to eat with tamales and beer, 00:00:29.160 --> 00:00:32.460 align:middle line:84% and the sweat above her lip, I can taste that too. 00:00:32.460 --> 00:00:34.710 align:middle line:84% And I have to remind myself why I 00:00:34.710 --> 00:00:38.100 align:middle line:84% left Mexico, why I'm dying here in Madrid 00:00:38.100 --> 00:00:42.040 align:middle line:84% when I should be standing, thumbs hooked in my belt loops, 00:00:42.040 --> 00:00:45.520 align:middle line:84% a Lucky Strike caught in the corner of my mouth. 00:00:45.520 --> 00:00:48.630 align:middle line:84% I was a wobbly like my father, and like him 00:00:48.630 --> 00:00:50.610 align:middle line:90% I always bought two drinks, 00:00:50.610 --> 00:00:54.600 align:middle line:84% one for myself, and one for the ghost of universal brotherhood, 00:00:54.600 --> 00:00:58.110 align:middle line:84% with his tattered suitcase, checkered tie, and a thirst 00:00:58.110 --> 00:01:00.090 align:middle line:90% for handshakes, and hammers, 00:01:00.090 --> 00:01:03.780 align:middle line:84% always leaning at the bar when I'd arrive, with his Joe, 00:01:03.780 --> 00:01:06.060 align:middle line:90% buy me a drink, just one more. 00:01:06.060 --> 00:01:08.520 align:middle line:84% He was in Veracruz the night I left. 00:01:08.520 --> 00:01:11.250 align:middle line:84% He stood on a deck with me before I sail, 00:01:11.250 --> 00:01:14.880 align:middle line:84% squinting at the dock, pointing out the ones who were his, 00:01:14.880 --> 00:01:19.560 align:middle line:84% while I stood there empty of everything but what I believed: 00:01:19.560 --> 00:01:21.420 align:middle line:84% that your brother was your brother, 00:01:21.420 --> 00:01:23.220 align:middle line:90% and you had to spare a dime. 00:01:23.220 --> 00:01:26.220 align:middle line:84% That when you went down the next man would stand up, 00:01:26.220 --> 00:01:28.200 align:middle line:84% hand in his pocket; that there were 00:01:28.200 --> 00:01:30.450 align:middle line:84% angels who walked among the honored dead 00:01:30.450 --> 00:01:34.380 align:middle line:84% carrying red sickles; that Joe Stalin sat like old King 00:01:34.380 --> 00:01:36.150 align:middle line:90% Cole, top of the world, 00:01:36.150 --> 00:01:40.200 align:middle line:84% And I'd sit next to him some day with the back pay of a thousand 00:01:40.200 --> 00:01:42.150 align:middle line:90% years in my own hands. 00:01:42.150 --> 00:01:44.760 align:middle line:84% I had a heart like a goddamn sponge. 00:01:44.760 --> 00:01:48.510 align:middle line:84% You could fill me with slogans, with songs, and marches, 00:01:48.510 --> 00:01:51.030 align:middle line:90% with dead men like sunshine. 00:01:51.030 --> 00:01:54.840 align:middle line:84% He was next to me when he split up the middle, out of luck, out 00:01:54.840 --> 00:01:58.830 align:middle line:84% of dimes; when there was terror no one told me existed: 00:01:58.830 --> 00:02:01.680 align:middle line:84% betrayers, idealists; hysterical, 00:02:01.680 --> 00:02:03.270 align:middle line:90% and uneven fighters. 00:02:03.270 --> 00:02:05.880 align:middle line:90% Only this: they shall not pass. 00:02:05.880 --> 00:02:08.370 align:middle line:84% I said it over and over to myself 00:02:08.370 --> 00:02:11.160 align:middle line:84% as we defended the University of Madrid, 00:02:11.160 --> 00:02:13.860 align:middle line:84% even as I took the slow glide down, 00:02:13.860 --> 00:02:17.340 align:middle line:84% my blood like thick bolts of cloth hitting the ground 00:02:17.340 --> 00:02:20.550 align:middle line:84% as I fell, while the layers of ice and ash 00:02:20.550 --> 00:02:23.910 align:middle line:90% floated down from kingdom come. 00:02:23.910 --> 00:02:27.510 align:middle line:84% A chrome ship slides across the sky's smooth surface, 00:02:27.510 --> 00:02:31.410 align:middle line:84% and Franco himself lifts the Stars and Stripes sail. 00:02:31.410 --> 00:02:33.300 align:middle line:90% My whole face is numb. 00:02:33.300 --> 00:02:35.580 align:middle line:84% I wanted to hit the coast of Spain 00:02:35.580 --> 00:02:38.640 align:middle line:84% like a fist ramming an old man's belly, 00:02:38.640 --> 00:02:40.830 align:middle line:84% but instead found what's his name 00:02:40.830 --> 00:02:44.910 align:middle line:84% in the first bar I stepped into, wearing a St Patrick's Day 00:02:44.910 --> 00:02:47.970 align:middle line:84% smile: cold sober, Joe, he said, and he 00:02:47.970 --> 00:02:50.010 align:middle line:90% spat on the sawdust floor. 00:02:50.010 --> 00:02:51.240 align:middle line:90% I'm my own man, 00:02:51.240 --> 00:02:53.970 align:middle line:84% first time in years, you should try it. 00:02:53.970 --> 00:02:57.000 align:middle line:84% Then he told me, a man can kill without hate, 00:02:57.000 --> 00:02:58.770 align:middle line:90% that that's how it's done. 00:02:58.770 --> 00:03:02.650 align:middle line:84% That Jesus Christ is the bullet that makes everything right. 00:03:02.650 --> 00:03:06.540 align:middle line:84% But it doesn't matter now that the glorious perfumed air 00:03:06.540 --> 00:03:11.130 align:middle line:84% is filled with butterflies which have men's faces, men's feet. 00:03:11.130 --> 00:03:15.210 align:middle line:84% Now that the cocoon of flesh that held me splits apart 00:03:15.210 --> 00:03:18.540 align:middle line:84% and I step left, right, left and what's his name 00:03:18.540 --> 00:03:22.110 align:middle line:84% swaggers head of the line, and his voice floats over us 00:03:22.110 --> 00:03:23.700 align:middle line:90% like the Holy Ghost: 00:03:23.700 --> 00:03:28.530 align:middle line:84% Victory, friends, brothers, as we match all in a row 00:03:28.530 --> 00:03:30.315 align:middle line:90% into the motionless sea. 00:03:30.315 --> 00:03:33.678 align:middle line:90% 00:03:33.678 --> 00:03:36.168 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:03:36.168 --> 00:03:39.660 align:middle line:90% 00:03:39.660 --> 00:03:44.010 align:middle line:84% I heard MacArthur on a tape once it was probably on that Lowell 00:03:44.010 --> 00:03:47.100 align:middle line:84% Thomas show, I don't remember the name of it, 00:03:47.100 --> 00:03:51.300 align:middle line:84% but it was like some speech, West Point or something 00:03:51.300 --> 00:03:53.490 align:middle line:90% and it was so ghostly. 00:03:53.490 --> 00:03:56.220 align:middle line:84% It was like honor, glory, country, 00:03:56.220 --> 00:03:59.550 align:middle line:90% but it was so disembodied. 00:03:59.550 --> 00:04:04.250 align:middle line:84% I always hear that voice when I say victory, friends, brothers. 00:04:04.250 --> 00:04:05.000 align:middle line:90%