WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.680 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.680 --> 00:00:03.780 align:middle line:90% Those stairs. 00:00:03.780 --> 00:00:05.520 align:middle line:84% Those stairs were a particular vexation 00:00:05.520 --> 00:00:08.730 align:middle line:90% to Ned, my golden retriever. 00:00:08.730 --> 00:00:10.860 align:middle line:90% This is from late in Ned's life. 00:00:10.860 --> 00:00:14.160 align:middle line:90% It's called "Stairs and Days." 00:00:14.160 --> 00:00:18.750 align:middle line:84% "Ned lifts one broad, blond paw onto the next step up. 00:00:18.750 --> 00:00:21.150 align:middle line:84% And when it slides to the right, pulls it back 00:00:21.150 --> 00:00:24.210 align:middle line:84% in toward his body and pushes from below. 00:00:24.210 --> 00:00:25.740 align:middle line:90% Then the left one follows. 00:00:25.740 --> 00:00:30.600 align:middle line:84% He pushes again, and now he's hauled his bulk up one step. 00:00:30.600 --> 00:00:31.980 align:middle line:90% Three flights. 00:00:31.980 --> 00:00:35.790 align:middle line:84% He's nearly 12 and huffs and focuses and steams his way 00:00:35.790 --> 00:00:38.730 align:middle line:84% up the first, negotiates the shorter second set, 00:00:38.730 --> 00:00:41.880 align:middle line:84% but then confronts the longest, a curving stair 00:00:41.880 --> 00:00:45.570 align:middle line:84% that spills him out into the hall before our apartment door. 00:00:45.570 --> 00:00:49.110 align:middle line:84% I praise his stamina, his determination, his fine, 00:00:49.110 --> 00:00:50.820 align:middle line:90% dangling tongue. 00:00:50.820 --> 00:00:54.510 align:middle line:84% He makes just one demand, these mornings' and evenings' salvos 00:00:54.510 --> 00:00:55.770 align:middle line:90% up the stairs. 00:00:55.770 --> 00:00:59.470 align:middle line:84% If I walk too quickly and pause a few risers above him, 00:00:59.470 --> 00:01:00.810 align:middle line:90% he goes no further. 00:01:00.810 --> 00:01:03.930 align:middle line:84% He waits till I climb back down to him. 00:01:03.930 --> 00:01:05.370 align:middle line:90% He's made it clear. 00:01:05.370 --> 00:01:09.150 align:middle line:84% We go side by side, or he will not go at all. 00:01:09.150 --> 00:01:13.720 align:middle line:84% In this way, he proposes we will enter into the future. 00:01:13.720 --> 00:01:17.640 align:middle line:84% Sometimes I stall as if a cold plunge opened before us, 00:01:17.640 --> 00:01:22.080 align:middle line:84% and the next step gave way to a wrong-end-of-the-telescope view 00:01:22.080 --> 00:01:25.350 align:middle line:84% of a vertical stack of days to come in this crooked old 00:01:25.350 --> 00:01:28.170 align:middle line:84% building, its crooked hallway empty to the presence, 00:01:28.170 --> 00:01:31.590 align:middle line:84% who would continue on these stairs with me if he could. 00:01:31.590 --> 00:01:35.130 align:middle line:84% Though I know how gladly he will be rid of them. 00:01:35.130 --> 00:01:37.890 align:middle line:84% Then he puts one thick, blond paw on the tread 00:01:37.890 --> 00:01:42.050 align:middle line:84% immediately above us and waits for me to do the same." 00:01:42.050 --> 00:01:43.000 align:middle line:90%