WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.990 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.990 --> 00:00:02.850 align:middle line:84% If you want to bail out, now's the time 00:00:02.850 --> 00:00:03.780 align:middle line:84% because I'm going to read some stuff, 00:00:03.780 --> 00:00:05.520 align:middle line:84% I don't even know anything about. 00:00:05.520 --> 00:00:08.978 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:08.978 --> 00:00:10.810 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.810 --> 00:00:13.310 align:middle line:84% I've been working on this for almost a year and a half or so 00:00:13.310 --> 00:00:15.185 align:middle line:84% of these sorts of thing and they're journals. 00:00:15.185 --> 00:00:19.600 align:middle line:90% 00:00:19.600 --> 00:00:22.090 align:middle line:90% Didactic journalism. 00:00:22.090 --> 00:00:28.600 align:middle line:84% Instructional, evangelical journals. 00:00:28.600 --> 00:00:31.750 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:31.750 --> 00:00:33.870 align:middle line:84% There-- I will read three shorter ones, 00:00:33.870 --> 00:00:35.110 align:middle line:90% so are there 50 lines each. 00:00:35.110 --> 00:00:37.030 align:middle line:90% But they surround two-- 00:00:37.030 --> 00:00:38.770 align:middle line:84% or will, I hope, when I'm finished-- 00:00:38.770 --> 00:00:42.100 align:middle line:84% longer ones of about 11 or 12 pages each 00:00:42.100 --> 00:00:44.800 align:middle line:84% where what I'm talking about technically 00:00:44.800 --> 00:00:47.035 align:middle line:90% in these smaller ones will-- 00:00:47.035 --> 00:00:50.620 align:middle line:90% 00:00:50.620 --> 00:00:52.930 align:middle line:90% attain? 00:00:52.930 --> 00:00:56.170 align:middle line:90% in the longer ones. 00:00:56.170 --> 00:00:58.870 align:middle line:84% And they are attempts at trying to use 00:00:58.870 --> 00:01:02.230 align:middle line:84% a long conversational and majestic line. 00:01:02.230 --> 00:01:04.550 align:middle line:84% It's something I'm not really sure can be done, 00:01:04.550 --> 00:01:06.040 align:middle line:90% but I want to try to do it. 00:01:06.040 --> 00:01:08.650 align:middle line:84% The middle one called "March Journal" 00:01:08.650 --> 00:01:14.500 align:middle line:84% tries to take the old process of marginalia 00:01:14.500 --> 00:01:22.090 align:middle line:84% where Coleridge, Crane, Donald Justice more recently 00:01:22.090 --> 00:01:26.440 align:middle line:84% explicate what's going on in the poem on the side. 00:01:26.440 --> 00:01:32.200 align:middle line:84% I put it into the text and it doesn't explicate the text, 00:01:32.200 --> 00:01:36.220 align:middle line:84% but explicates the technical matters going on. 00:01:36.220 --> 00:01:39.710 align:middle line:90% 00:01:39.710 --> 00:01:42.800 align:middle line:90% Yeah, five seconds to get out. 00:01:42.800 --> 00:01:47.300 align:middle line:90% Three, four, five, OK. 00:01:47.300 --> 00:01:51.080 align:middle line:84% First one is called "Yard Journal." 00:01:51.080 --> 00:01:54.320 align:middle line:84% Actually, all three of these are basically about my yard 00:01:54.320 --> 00:01:57.350 align:middle line:90% back in Virginia. 00:01:57.350 --> 00:02:00.620 align:middle line:90% Great yard is your-- 00:02:00.620 --> 00:02:02.750 align:middle line:90% Yard Journal. 00:02:02.750 --> 00:02:05.550 align:middle line:84% Mist in the trees, and soiled water and grass cuttings 00:02:05.550 --> 00:02:09.949 align:middle line:84% splotch the driveway, afternoon starting to bulk up in the West 00:02:09.949 --> 00:02:12.950 align:middle line:90% a couple of hours down the road. 00:02:12.950 --> 00:02:16.070 align:middle line:84% Strange how the light hubs out and wheels concentrically 00:02:16.070 --> 00:02:20.300 align:middle line:84% back and forth after a rain, as though the seen world quavered 00:02:20.300 --> 00:02:23.630 align:middle line:84% inside a water bead swung from a glass-- 00:02:23.630 --> 00:02:26.450 align:middle line:90% grass blade. 00:02:26.450 --> 00:02:28.790 align:middle line:84% The past is never the past: it lies 00:02:28.790 --> 00:02:32.690 align:middle line:84% like a long tongue we walk down into the moist mouth 00:02:32.690 --> 00:02:37.550 align:middle line:84% of the future where new teeth nod like new stars around us, 00:02:37.550 --> 00:02:41.000 align:middle line:84% and winds that itch us, and plague our ears, 00:02:41.000 --> 00:02:43.070 align:middle line:84% sound curiously like the old songs. 00:02:43.070 --> 00:02:45.880 align:middle line:90% 00:02:45.880 --> 00:02:49.360 align:middle line:84% Each of these is an entry supposedly into a journal. 00:02:49.360 --> 00:02:52.120 align:middle line:84% Deep dusk and lightning bugs alphabetize 00:02:52.120 --> 00:02:55.390 align:middle line:84% on the east wall, the carapace of the sky 00:02:55.390 --> 00:02:59.950 align:middle line:84% blue ribbed and buzzing somehow outside it all. 00:02:59.950 --> 00:03:02.800 align:middle line:84% Trees dissolving against the night's job, 00:03:02.800 --> 00:03:05.890 align:middle line:90% houses melting in air. 00:03:05.890 --> 00:03:08.950 align:middle line:84% Somewhere out there an image is biding its time, 00:03:08.950 --> 00:03:13.810 align:middle line:84% burning like Abraham in the cold, swept expanses of heaven, 00:03:13.810 --> 00:03:18.580 align:middle line:84% waiting to take me in and complete my equation. 00:03:18.580 --> 00:03:22.900 align:middle line:84% What matters is abstract, and is what love is, 00:03:22.900 --> 00:03:28.150 align:middle line:84% candescent inside the memory, continuous and unexpungable, 00:03:28.150 --> 00:03:31.090 align:middle line:90% as love is. 00:03:31.090 --> 00:03:33.340 align:middle line:84% Blue jay's bound like a kangaroo's 00:03:33.340 --> 00:03:36.460 align:middle line:84% in the lawn's high grass, then up in a brush stroke 00:03:36.460 --> 00:03:38.365 align:middle line:90% and over the hedge in one arc. 00:03:38.365 --> 00:03:43.330 align:middle line:84% Light weights down the azalea plants, yesterday's cloud banks 00:03:43.330 --> 00:03:47.470 align:middle line:84% enfrescoed still just under the sky's cornice, 00:03:47.470 --> 00:03:52.900 align:middle line:84% cardinal quick transfusion into the green arm of the afternoon. 00:03:52.900 --> 00:03:56.410 align:middle line:84% Wax- like flowers of sunlight drift through the dwarf orchard 00:03:56.410 --> 00:04:01.030 align:middle line:84% and float under the pygmied peaches and pears 00:04:01.030 --> 00:04:02.710 align:middle line:90% all over America. 00:04:02.710 --> 00:04:05.980 align:middle line:84% And here, too, the blossoms continuing down from nowhere, 00:04:05.980 --> 00:04:07.690 align:middle line:90% out of the blue. 00:04:07.690 --> 00:04:10.480 align:middle line:84% The mockingbird's shadow is burned in the red clay 00:04:10.480 --> 00:04:13.420 align:middle line:90% below him. 00:04:13.420 --> 00:04:15.980 align:middle line:90% Exclusion's the secret. 00:04:15.980 --> 00:04:19.940 align:middle line:84% What's missing is what appears most visible to the eye: 00:04:19.940 --> 00:04:22.120 align:middle line:84% the more luminous anything is, the more it 00:04:22.120 --> 00:04:25.570 align:middle line:84% subtracts what's around it, peeling away 00:04:25.570 --> 00:04:29.710 align:middle line:84% the burned skin of the world making the unseen seen. 00:04:29.710 --> 00:04:32.830 align:middle line:84% Body by new body they all rise into the light 00:04:32.830 --> 00:04:37.930 align:middle line:84% tactile and still damp, that rhododendron and dogwood tree, 00:04:37.930 --> 00:04:41.590 align:middle line:84% that spruce, an architecture of absence, 00:04:41.590 --> 00:04:45.310 align:middle line:84% a landscape whose words are imprints, dissolving images 00:04:45.310 --> 00:04:47.890 align:middle line:90% after the eyelids close. 00:04:47.890 --> 00:04:51.010 align:middle line:84% I take them away to keep them there-- 00:04:51.010 --> 00:04:54.040 align:middle line:84% that hedgehorn, for instance, that stalk. 00:04:54.040 --> 00:04:56.960 align:middle line:90% 00:04:56.960 --> 00:05:00.380 align:middle line:84% A bumblebee the size of my thumb rises 00:05:00.380 --> 00:05:04.790 align:middle line:84% like Geryon from the hard Dantescan gloom under my window 00:05:04.790 --> 00:05:08.330 align:middle line:84% sash to lift the rain gutter's tin bolgia, 00:05:08.330 --> 00:05:12.050 align:middle line:84% then backs out like a hummingbird spiraling languidly 00:05:12.050 --> 00:05:13.670 align:middle line:90% out of sight. 00:05:13.670 --> 00:05:18.650 align:middle line:84% Shoulders I've wanted to sit on, a ride I've wanted to take, 00:05:18.650 --> 00:05:21.050 align:middle line:84% deposited into the under light of cities 00:05:21.050 --> 00:05:22.940 align:middle line:90% thronged in the grass. 00:05:22.940 --> 00:05:26.210 align:middle line:84% Fitful illuminations, iron colored plain 00:05:26.210 --> 00:05:30.170 align:middle line:84% that lies littered with music and low fires, stone 00:05:30.170 --> 00:05:33.500 align:middle line:84% edge of the pit at the end of every road, 00:05:33.500 --> 00:05:36.170 align:middle line:90% first faces starting to swim up. 00:05:36.170 --> 00:05:39.670 align:middle line:90% Bico, my man, are you here? 00:05:39.670 --> 00:05:42.100 align:middle line:90%