WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.040 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.040 --> 00:00:04.050 align:middle line:84% This is a poem called "Italian Days." 00:00:04.050 --> 00:00:06.890 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.890 --> 00:00:13.940 align:middle line:84% And it has a lot of Italian place names in it. 00:00:13.940 --> 00:00:19.190 align:middle line:84% If you haven't been to Italy, it will mean totally zip to you. 00:00:19.190 --> 00:00:22.530 align:middle line:90% But they sound good, you know? 00:00:22.530 --> 00:00:25.910 align:middle line:84% You should let them just wash over you and think, god, 00:00:25.910 --> 00:00:27.230 align:middle line:90% I've got to go there too. 00:00:27.230 --> 00:00:30.335 align:middle line:90% It sounds so good or whatever. 00:00:30.335 --> 00:00:35.300 align:middle line:90% 00:00:35.300 --> 00:00:38.450 align:middle line:84% But ultimately, as the writers always say, 00:00:38.450 --> 00:00:39.980 align:middle line:90% the poem doesn't depend on that. 00:00:39.980 --> 00:00:45.440 align:middle line:84% The poem depends on the relationship 00:00:45.440 --> 00:00:48.830 align:middle line:84% between the line I have between the heaven, the fixed stars, 00:00:48.830 --> 00:00:50.550 align:middle line:90% and the page here. 00:00:50.550 --> 00:00:52.520 align:middle line:84% But in any case, it does have something to do-- 00:00:52.520 --> 00:00:54.800 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:54.800 --> 00:00:57.860 align:middle line:84% It does have something to do with the location. 00:00:57.860 --> 00:01:02.490 align:middle line:90% But they're very nice names. 00:01:02.490 --> 00:01:05.960 align:middle line:84% And if you were ever 23 once or 24, or 25, 00:01:05.960 --> 00:01:12.140 align:middle line:84% or if you ever hoped to get that age, listen closely. 00:01:12.140 --> 00:01:15.080 align:middle line:90% "Italian Days." 00:01:15.080 --> 00:01:18.260 align:middle line:84% Thinking again of a weekend trip to Ferrara, 00:01:18.260 --> 00:01:22.790 align:middle line:84% Cosimo Tura on one wall, Miss d'Este long gone from the next, 00:01:22.790 --> 00:01:26.840 align:middle line:84% I took from Verona once, a place where the streets were as wide 00:01:26.840 --> 00:01:30.650 align:middle line:84% as Parisian boulevard, the pole like a frayed rope out 00:01:30.650 --> 00:01:33.800 align:middle line:90% past the bulge of the dikes. 00:01:33.800 --> 00:01:36.740 align:middle line:84% The weekend before, I'd been to Merano and back, 00:01:36.740 --> 00:01:40.610 align:middle line:84% and almost become a squib in the Stars and Stripes 00:01:40.610 --> 00:01:43.640 align:middle line:84% when the helicopter's engine stopped thousands of feet 00:01:43.640 --> 00:01:45.770 align:middle line:90% above the Brenner highway. 00:01:45.770 --> 00:01:50.090 align:middle line:84% And we began to slide sideways down the air as quietly 00:01:50.090 --> 00:01:51.890 align:middle line:90% as a snowflake. 00:01:51.890 --> 00:01:55.310 align:middle line:84% The huge rotary blades above us circling like paddle 00:01:55.310 --> 00:01:58.640 align:middle line:90% turns in the wind languidly. 00:01:58.640 --> 00:02:02.870 align:middle line:84% The stillness abrupt, the plane in a long slip like a scimitar 00:02:02.870 --> 00:02:05.180 align:middle line:84% curve toward the ground rising to meet us, 00:02:05.180 --> 00:02:09.830 align:middle line:84% its trees focusing automatically larger with each look as though 00:02:09.830 --> 00:02:12.140 align:middle line:90% raised through a microscope. 00:02:12.140 --> 00:02:15.650 align:middle line:84% The engine catching at last on its last turn. 00:02:15.650 --> 00:02:18.770 align:middle line:84% Pine branches less than 50 feet below us. 00:02:18.770 --> 00:02:23.120 align:middle line:84% The blade slide bottoming out as we started to rise and swing 00:02:23.120 --> 00:02:26.960 align:middle line:84% north up the Val d'Adige and into the emerald sundown 00:02:26.960 --> 00:02:27.980 align:middle line:90% outside Merano. 00:02:27.980 --> 00:02:30.740 align:middle line:90% 00:02:30.740 --> 00:02:33.030 align:middle line:84% Back up out of darkness an hour later, 00:02:33.030 --> 00:02:35.000 align:middle line:84% the houses beginning to flash on like 00:02:35.000 --> 00:02:39.650 align:middle line:84% matches below, left over Trento and left over Schio and down. 00:02:39.650 --> 00:02:41.580 align:middle line:84% Everyone out to supper, the waitress 00:02:41.580 --> 00:02:43.538 align:middle line:84% admonishing Manzolin, "non si taglia la pasta." 00:02:43.538 --> 00:02:51.290 align:middle line:84% Cut to Ferrara, and me threading my way out of town 00:02:51.290 --> 00:02:54.200 align:middle line:84% through bicycles, Vespas and runty Fiats 00:02:54.200 --> 00:02:58.250 align:middle line:84% south to Ravenna and Rimini, the lap of the Adriatic and western 00:02:58.250 --> 00:03:03.410 align:middle line:84% Byzantium, in the long grasses of S. Apollinare in Classe, 00:03:03.410 --> 00:03:07.280 align:middle line:84% the field stubble gold in the noon sun. 00:03:07.280 --> 00:03:10.490 align:middle line:84% Cut to Verona, the town I always left from, 00:03:10.490 --> 00:03:14.943 align:middle line:84% work over and happy hour, Modugno on every phonograph 00:03:14.943 --> 00:03:16.610 align:middle line:84% on Via Mazzini, "ciao, ciao, bambina..." 00:03:16.610 --> 00:03:19.390 align:middle line:90% 00:03:19.390 --> 00:03:24.200 align:middle line:84% It's 1959, and after supper, everyone disappearing like rain 00:03:24.200 --> 00:03:27.710 align:middle line:84% from the streets and Caffé Dante, the fog in, 00:03:27.710 --> 00:03:29.840 align:middle line:84% Can Grande skulking and disappearing 00:03:29.840 --> 00:03:34.520 align:middle line:84% in marble above his tomb as I do along the cobblestones 00:03:34.520 --> 00:03:36.860 align:middle line:90% he grins down on. 00:03:36.860 --> 00:03:40.340 align:middle line:84% Gone through the fog toward Santa Anastasia and the Due 00:03:40.340 --> 00:03:43.460 align:middle line:84% Torri, everything swaddled as though in newsprint. 00:03:43.460 --> 00:03:46.700 align:middle line:84% The river off to the right like a licking sound. 00:03:46.700 --> 00:03:50.690 align:middle line:84% Up past the Duomo than right across the last bridge where 00:03:50.690 --> 00:03:54.110 align:middle line:84% the beggar loomed in her burning chair. 00:03:54.110 --> 00:03:56.780 align:middle line:84% Each night as I passed her, it took 100 lire 00:03:56.780 --> 00:03:57.950 align:middle line:90% to put out the fire. 00:03:57.950 --> 00:04:00.570 align:middle line:90% 00:04:00.570 --> 00:04:04.410 align:middle line:84% Up north in the watersheds and rock slides of the Dolomites, 00:04:04.410 --> 00:04:06.510 align:middle line:84% snow has been leaving its same message 00:04:06.510 --> 00:04:11.130 align:middle line:84% for thousands of years on the bark of the cedar trees. 00:04:11.130 --> 00:04:14.340 align:middle line:84% There's no stopping the comings and goings in this world. 00:04:14.340 --> 00:04:15.915 align:middle line:90% No stopping them to and fro. 00:04:15.915 --> 00:04:20.050 align:middle line:90% 00:04:20.050 --> 00:04:24.280 align:middle line:84% Palladio's buildings shone like the collar on someone's dog 00:04:24.280 --> 00:04:28.510 align:middle line:84% in Vicenza, the only inscript in all the town. 00:04:28.510 --> 00:04:31.390 align:middle line:84% For the rest, it was Goldstein patrolling the avenues 00:04:31.390 --> 00:04:33.940 align:middle line:90% at sundown with hot hands. 00:04:33.940 --> 00:04:36.700 align:middle line:84% And Venezia, lord of the bees, and the dark halves 00:04:36.700 --> 00:04:39.910 align:middle line:84% of the Hotel Artù with hot hands. 00:04:39.910 --> 00:04:42.880 align:middle line:84% It was Charles with hot hands, his fingers on this and that 00:04:42.880 --> 00:04:46.090 align:middle line:84% wherever he turned in the bars of Little America. 00:04:46.090 --> 00:04:48.130 align:middle line:84% It was weekend and off duty and kicking 00:04:48.130 --> 00:04:53.770 align:middle line:84% the gong in a foreign country, left foot and right foot. 00:04:53.770 --> 00:04:58.240 align:middle line:84% Sister water, brother fire, gentle my way across, 00:04:58.240 --> 00:05:01.820 align:middle line:84% one foot on the river, one foot in the flames. 00:05:01.820 --> 00:05:05.800 align:middle line:84% My lack of ability to remember it right. 00:05:05.800 --> 00:05:08.290 align:middle line:84% The time we spotted the Vicentine, for instance, 00:05:08.290 --> 00:05:11.740 align:middle line:84% it rained and dimpled all the way back, with Grace in his lap 00:05:11.740 --> 00:05:16.990 align:middle line:84% and him driving, sneezing, and making amends. 00:05:16.990 --> 00:05:21.970 align:middle line:84% On alternate Sundays, we'd drive to Soave and Asolo, Padova 00:05:21.970 --> 00:05:25.780 align:middle line:84% and the Euganean Hills, always looking for the event, 00:05:25.780 --> 00:05:28.930 align:middle line:90% not knowing that we were it. 00:05:28.930 --> 00:05:32.800 align:middle line:84% This was the world we lived in and couldn't get shut of. 00:05:32.800 --> 00:05:36.160 align:middle line:84% And these were the rocks we walked on, Milano, Certosa, 00:05:36.160 --> 00:05:40.150 align:middle line:84% footstep after footstep, echoing down the galleries. 00:05:40.150 --> 00:05:42.670 align:middle line:90% Goldstein checking the nuns out. 00:05:42.670 --> 00:05:47.960 align:middle line:84% Venezia settling like smoke at the unbitten center of things. 00:05:47.960 --> 00:05:50.440 align:middle line:84% One Sunday after the Trattoria La Brera, 00:05:50.440 --> 00:05:52.600 align:middle line:90% we went to Scuderi's place. 00:05:52.600 --> 00:05:57.880 align:middle line:84% His huge canvases stacked like sheet rock against the wall. 00:05:57.880 --> 00:05:59.560 align:middle line:84% I have to keep them like this, he 00:05:59.560 --> 00:06:02.830 align:middle line:90% said, to keep my life in order. 00:06:02.830 --> 00:06:06.070 align:middle line:84% He died the next winter, the heater electrocuting him 00:06:06.070 --> 00:06:09.070 align:middle line:90% in the bathtub. 00:06:09.070 --> 00:06:12.610 align:middle line:84% Some nights when the stars flash their gang codes 00:06:12.610 --> 00:06:15.130 align:middle line:84% and the fog slides in as cautiously 00:06:15.130 --> 00:06:19.690 align:middle line:84% as a bride across the steps the trees make up from the sea, 00:06:19.690 --> 00:06:22.600 align:middle line:84% and the gnatlight starts to solidify 00:06:22.600 --> 00:06:26.530 align:middle line:84% like a crust on the palm leaf and the pepper switch, 00:06:26.530 --> 00:06:30.190 align:middle line:84% and the smell of the paper whites hangs like a June garden 00:06:30.190 --> 00:06:35.410 align:middle line:84% above the kitchen table, Scuderi calls out my name 00:06:35.410 --> 00:06:38.590 align:middle line:84% as I climb the six flights to his room 00:06:38.590 --> 00:06:40.960 align:middle line:90% and stand in the doorway again. 00:06:40.960 --> 00:06:43.750 align:middle line:84% Electric and redivivus in the world of light 00:06:43.750 --> 00:06:47.980 align:middle line:84% he lived in inside his paintings for all those years. 00:06:47.980 --> 00:06:52.060 align:middle line:84% Vaseline light through the slow filter of late November. 00:06:52.060 --> 00:06:54.940 align:middle line:84% Acid light off the North Italian lakes, 00:06:54.940 --> 00:06:56.830 align:middle line:84% shorthand of light from the olive 00:06:56.830 --> 00:06:59.770 align:middle line:84% leaves as they turn and tick in the wind. 00:06:59.770 --> 00:07:03.400 align:middle line:84% Last light of the dopoguerra lifting Milan like a ship 00:07:03.400 --> 00:07:06.430 align:middle line:84% in the Lombardy night outside his window 00:07:06.430 --> 00:07:11.110 align:middle line:84% on top of the city wall, bar light and aftermath. 00:07:11.110 --> 00:07:13.780 align:middle line:84% Scuderi whitening to grain- out and then 00:07:13.780 --> 00:07:18.070 align:middle line:84% to blank, light like a sheet of paper everywhere, 00:07:18.070 --> 00:07:21.190 align:middle line:84% flat and unwrinkled, and unreturnable. 00:07:21.190 --> 00:07:24.300 align:middle line:90% 00:07:24.300 --> 00:07:27.360 align:middle line:84% At the end of the last word, when night 00:07:27.360 --> 00:07:30.660 align:middle line:84% comes walking across the lake on its hands 00:07:30.660 --> 00:07:32.640 align:middle line:84% and nothing appears in the mirror, 00:07:32.640 --> 00:07:37.410 align:middle line:84% or has turned to water where nothing walks or lies down, 00:07:37.410 --> 00:07:40.050 align:middle line:90% what will your question be? 00:07:40.050 --> 00:07:44.340 align:middle line:84% Whistling the dogs of mold in, giving them meat, 00:07:44.340 --> 00:07:47.080 align:middle line:90% what will it profit you? 00:07:47.080 --> 00:07:49.260 align:middle line:90% No thought of that back then. 00:07:49.260 --> 00:07:52.500 align:middle line:84% Bivouacked outside the castle above Marostica, 00:07:52.500 --> 00:07:55.890 align:middle line:84% whose walls down swept and pinioned the town like wings 00:07:55.890 --> 00:07:57.600 align:middle line:90% in its coming to rest, 00:07:57.600 --> 00:08:02.310 align:middle line:84% the town square blocked out like a chessboard, black and white. 00:08:02.310 --> 00:08:04.860 align:middle line:84% Black and white from up there, where the rook looked down 00:08:04.860 --> 00:08:07.710 align:middle line:90% on the knight's play. 00:08:07.710 --> 00:08:12.090 align:middle line:84% What eschatology of desire could move us in those days? 00:08:12.090 --> 00:08:15.690 align:middle line:90% What new episiotomy of the word? 00:08:15.690 --> 00:08:18.120 align:middle line:84% At San Gimignano, outside of town, 00:08:18.120 --> 00:08:21.840 align:middle line:84% I did see that no one could last for good, 00:08:21.840 --> 00:08:25.590 align:middle line:84% that no one could answer back from the other side. 00:08:25.590 --> 00:08:28.710 align:middle line:84% Still, I'd like to think I've learned how to speak to them. 00:08:28.710 --> 00:08:31.170 align:middle line:84% I'd like to think I know how to conjugate 00:08:31.170 --> 00:08:35.220 align:middle line:90% "can you hear me" and "what?" 00:08:35.220 --> 00:08:38.250 align:middle line:84% In Rome on the Via Cassia, there was opportunity enough 00:08:38.250 --> 00:08:40.230 align:middle line:90% for that in the catacombs. 00:08:40.230 --> 00:08:42.270 align:middle line:84% The lost bodies slipped in their slots 00:08:42.270 --> 00:08:46.465 align:middle line:84% like letters someone had never answered, and then tossed out. 00:08:46.465 --> 00:08:48.390 align:middle line:84% A chance to step back from the light 00:08:48.390 --> 00:08:52.290 align:middle line:84% of the strong electric bulb, and ask again, 00:08:52.290 --> 00:08:58.180 align:middle line:84% if our first day in the dark is our comfort or signature. 00:08:58.180 --> 00:09:01.180 align:middle line:84% Most of what I remember had nothing to do with any of that, 00:09:01.180 --> 00:09:02.950 align:middle line:90% it turns out. 00:09:02.950 --> 00:09:06.100 align:middle line:84% A view from the Pinacoteca window across Siena one 00:09:06.100 --> 00:09:11.260 align:middle line:84% morning in 1959, and out to the hillscapes and olive shine. 00:09:11.260 --> 00:09:14.350 align:middle line:84% The way Piero della Francesca's Madonna del Parto 00:09:14.350 --> 00:09:18.820 align:middle line:84% was leaning against the wall in Monterchi, and still unlit. 00:09:18.820 --> 00:09:21.520 align:middle line:84% The eel fisherman that May twilight along the Mincio 00:09:21.520 --> 00:09:23.650 align:middle line:90% River. 00:09:23.650 --> 00:09:26.200 align:middle line:84% But Scuderi did, and the helicopter 00:09:26.200 --> 00:09:31.450 align:middle line:84% did, and the full moon like Borso's skull on the Zaterre, 00:09:31.450 --> 00:09:35.020 align:middle line:84% fog smoking up from the humped lagoon. 00:09:35.020 --> 00:09:39.670 align:middle line:84% And Eve coming out of Adam's rib on San Zeno's doors in Verona. 00:09:39.670 --> 00:09:42.820 align:middle line:84% Her foot still stuck in his side. 00:09:42.820 --> 00:09:45.640 align:middle line:84% And the morning we sat on the terrace, Jim Gates, 00:09:45.640 --> 00:09:48.970 align:middle line:84% and Tom Fucile, and I, in Bassano, 00:09:48.970 --> 00:09:52.810 align:middle line:84% the bowler of Monte Grappa across the valley, ghost hat 00:09:52.810 --> 00:09:57.040 align:middle line:90% on the head of northern Italy. 00:09:57.040 --> 00:09:58.990 align:middle line:84% There is, in the orchards of Sommacampagna, 00:09:58.990 --> 00:10:02.950 align:middle line:84% a sleet like and tenuous iridescence 00:10:02.950 --> 00:10:06.790 align:middle line:84% that falls through the peach trees whenever it rains. 00:10:06.790 --> 00:10:08.950 align:middle line:84% The blossoms parachute to the ground 00:10:08.950 --> 00:10:11.170 align:middle line:90% so heavy and so distinct. 00:10:11.170 --> 00:10:13.330 align:middle line:84% And the light above Riva spokes out 00:10:13.330 --> 00:10:16.000 align:middle line:84% from under the clouds like Blake. 00:10:16.000 --> 00:10:20.260 align:middle line:84% The wires for the grape vines beading their little rainbows. 00:10:20.260 --> 00:10:22.720 align:middle line:84% The cars planing by on the highway, 00:10:22.720 --> 00:10:26.200 align:middle line:90% shooshing their golden plumes. 00:10:26.200 --> 00:10:31.710 align:middle line:84% What gifts there are are all here, in this world. 00:10:31.710 --> 00:10:34.000 align:middle line:90%