WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.920 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.920 --> 00:00:04.425 align:middle line:84% And then the other poem I want to read from The Lice 00:00:04.425 --> 00:00:07.402 align:middle line:84% is one of three poems that are in the middle of the book 00:00:07.402 --> 00:00:08.610 align:middle line:90% that it sort of turns around. 00:00:08.610 --> 00:00:12.025 align:middle line:90% 00:00:12.025 --> 00:00:13.275 align:middle line:90% This one's called "The Child." 00:00:13.275 --> 00:00:18.270 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.270 --> 00:00:23.130 align:middle line:84% "Sometimes, it is inconceivable that I should be the age I am. 00:00:23.130 --> 00:00:26.970 align:middle line:84% Almost always, it is at a dry point in the afternoon. 00:00:26.970 --> 00:00:28.680 align:middle line:84% I cannot remember what I am waiting 00:00:28.680 --> 00:00:31.620 align:middle line:84% for and, in my astonishment, I can hear the blood crawling 00:00:31.620 --> 00:00:35.850 align:middle line:84% over the plains, hurrying on to arrive before dark. 00:00:35.850 --> 00:00:38.970 align:middle line:84% I try to remember my faults to make sure, one after the other. 00:00:38.970 --> 00:00:40.545 align:middle line:90% But it is never satisfactory. 00:00:40.545 --> 00:00:41.670 align:middle line:90% The list is never complete. 00:00:41.670 --> 00:00:44.260 align:middle line:90% 00:00:44.260 --> 00:00:46.390 align:middle line:84% At times, night occurs to me so that I think 00:00:46.390 --> 00:00:47.950 align:middle line:90% I have been struck from behind. 00:00:47.950 --> 00:00:50.410 align:middle line:84% I remain perfectly still, feigning death, 00:00:50.410 --> 00:00:51.940 align:middle line:90% listening for the assailant. 00:00:51.940 --> 00:00:56.860 align:middle line:84% Perhaps, at last, I even sleep a little, for later I have moved. 00:00:56.860 --> 00:00:57.940 align:middle line:90% I open my eyes. 00:00:57.940 --> 00:01:00.520 align:middle line:84% The lantern fish have gone home in darkness. 00:01:00.520 --> 00:01:03.940 align:middle line:84% On all sides, the silence is unharmed. 00:01:03.940 --> 00:01:05.920 align:middle line:84% I remember, but I feel no bruise. 00:01:05.920 --> 00:01:08.625 align:middle line:90% 00:01:08.625 --> 00:01:09.750 align:middle line:90% Then there are the stories. 00:01:09.750 --> 00:01:12.450 align:middle line:84% And after a while, I think something else must connect 00:01:12.450 --> 00:01:15.630 align:middle line:90% them besides just this, me. 00:01:15.630 --> 00:01:17.460 align:middle line:84% I regard myself starting the search, 00:01:17.460 --> 00:01:19.980 align:middle line:84% turning corners, and remembered metropoli. 00:01:19.980 --> 00:01:23.010 align:middle line:84% I pass skin withering in gardens that I see now 00:01:23.010 --> 00:01:24.600 align:middle line:90% are not familiar. 00:01:24.600 --> 00:01:28.590 align:middle line:84% But I have lost even the thread I thought I had. 00:01:28.590 --> 00:01:31.230 align:middle line:84% If I could be consistent, even in destitution, 00:01:31.230 --> 00:01:33.840 align:middle line:90% the world would be revealed. 00:01:33.840 --> 00:01:36.840 align:middle line:84% While I can, I try to repeat what I believe. 00:01:36.840 --> 00:01:39.750 align:middle line:84% Creatures, spirits, not this posture. 00:01:39.750 --> 00:01:44.670 align:middle line:84% I do not believe in knowledge as we know it, but I forget. 00:01:44.670 --> 00:01:47.850 align:middle line:84% The silence coming at intervals out of the shell of names, 00:01:47.850 --> 00:01:50.130 align:middle line:84% it must be all one person, really, 00:01:50.130 --> 00:01:53.400 align:middle line:84% coming at different hours for the same thing. 00:01:53.400 --> 00:01:55.350 align:middle line:84% If I could learn the word for Yes, 00:01:55.350 --> 00:01:57.600 align:middle line:90% it could teach me questions. 00:01:57.600 --> 00:01:59.790 align:middle line:84% I would see that it was itself every time. 00:01:59.790 --> 00:02:02.520 align:middle line:84% And I would remember to say, take it up like a hand, 00:02:02.520 --> 00:02:03.390 align:middle line:90% and go with it. 00:02:03.390 --> 00:02:06.240 align:middle line:90% This is, at last, yourself. 00:02:06.240 --> 00:02:07.620 align:middle line:90% The child that will lead you." 00:02:07.620 --> 00:02:10.320 align:middle line:90% 00:02:10.320 --> 00:02:13.670 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:02:13.670 --> 00:02:22.000 align:middle line:90%