WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.790 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.790 --> 00:00:07.320 align:middle line:84% I want to read two poems about poets. 00:00:07.320 --> 00:00:11.190 align:middle line:90% 00:00:11.190 --> 00:00:12.900 align:middle line:84% First was a teacher, John Berryman, 00:00:12.900 --> 00:00:14.233 align:middle line:90% and the poem is called Berryman. 00:00:14.233 --> 00:00:18.750 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.750 --> 00:00:22.770 align:middle line:84% I will tell you what he told me in the years just after the war 00:00:22.770 --> 00:00:26.700 align:middle line:84% as we then called the Second World War. 00:00:26.700 --> 00:00:28.800 align:middle line:84% Don't lose your arrogance yet he said. 00:00:28.800 --> 00:00:30.780 align:middle line:84% You can do that when you're older. 00:00:30.780 --> 00:00:33.645 align:middle line:84% Lose it too soon and you may merely replace it with vanity. 00:00:33.645 --> 00:00:36.450 align:middle line:90% 00:00:36.450 --> 00:00:38.550 align:middle line:84% Just one time he suggested changing 00:00:38.550 --> 00:00:41.820 align:middle line:84% the usual order of the same words in a line of verse. 00:00:41.820 --> 00:00:44.940 align:middle line:90% Why point out a thing twice? 00:00:44.940 --> 00:00:47.730 align:middle line:84% He suggested I pray to the muse, get down on my knees 00:00:47.730 --> 00:00:49.260 align:middle line:84% and pray right there in the corner. 00:00:49.260 --> 00:00:52.050 align:middle line:84% And he said he meant it literally. 00:00:52.050 --> 00:00:54.510 align:middle line:84% It was in the days before the beard and the drink, 00:00:54.510 --> 00:00:56.340 align:middle line:84% but he was deep in tides of his own 00:00:56.340 --> 00:00:58.770 align:middle line:84% through which he sailed chin sideways 00:00:58.770 --> 00:01:02.220 align:middle line:84% and head tilted like a tacking sloop. 00:01:02.220 --> 00:01:05.400 align:middle line:84% He was far older than the dates allowed for, much older 00:01:05.400 --> 00:01:06.130 align:middle line:90% than I was. 00:01:06.130 --> 00:01:08.730 align:middle line:90% He was in his 30s. 00:01:08.730 --> 00:01:10.740 align:middle line:84% He snapped down his nose with an accent 00:01:10.740 --> 00:01:13.800 align:middle line:84% I think he had affected in England. 00:01:13.800 --> 00:01:17.190 align:middle line:84% As for publishing, he advised me to paper my wall with rejection 00:01:17.190 --> 00:01:18.660 align:middle line:90% slips. 00:01:18.660 --> 00:01:21.150 align:middle line:84% His lips and the bones of his long fingers 00:01:21.150 --> 00:01:25.440 align:middle line:84% trembled with the vehemence of his views about poetry. 00:01:25.440 --> 00:01:27.240 align:middle line:84% He said the great presence that permitted 00:01:27.240 --> 00:01:30.810 align:middle line:84% everything and transmuted it in poetry was passion. 00:01:30.810 --> 00:01:32.140 align:middle line:90% Passion was genius. 00:01:32.140 --> 00:01:35.460 align:middle line:84% And he praised movement and invention. 00:01:35.460 --> 00:01:37.590 align:middle line:90% I had hardly begun to read. 00:01:37.590 --> 00:01:39.930 align:middle line:84% I asked how can you ever be sure that what you write 00:01:39.930 --> 00:01:41.290 align:middle line:90% is really any good at all? 00:01:41.290 --> 00:01:43.320 align:middle line:90% And he said you can't. 00:01:43.320 --> 00:01:43.890 align:middle line:90% You can't. 00:01:43.890 --> 00:01:45.540 align:middle line:90% You can never be sure. 00:01:45.540 --> 00:01:47.850 align:middle line:84% You die without knowing whether anything you wrote 00:01:47.850 --> 00:01:49.440 align:middle line:90% was any good. 00:01:49.440 --> 00:01:52.340 align:middle line:84% If you have to be sure, don't write. 00:01:52.340 --> 00:02:01.000 align:middle line:90%