WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.470 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.470 --> 00:00:02.370 align:middle line:90% Strawberries. 00:00:02.370 --> 00:00:08.987 align:middle line:90% 00:00:08.987 --> 00:00:11.070 align:middle line:84% Well, you spend all your life leaving your family, 00:00:11.070 --> 00:00:16.990 align:middle line:84% you know, and do it at intervals like every day. 00:00:16.990 --> 00:00:19.745 align:middle line:84% And this is one of the intervals. 00:00:19.745 --> 00:00:21.120 align:middle line:84% There are quite a number of poems 00:00:21.120 --> 00:00:24.030 align:middle line:84% at the beginning of this book that 00:00:24.030 --> 00:00:28.260 align:middle line:84% had to do with leaving members of my family. 00:00:28.260 --> 00:00:31.380 align:middle line:90% That was obviously burning. 00:00:31.380 --> 00:00:32.250 align:middle line:90% Strawberries. 00:00:32.250 --> 00:00:35.310 align:middle line:90% 00:00:35.310 --> 00:00:39.150 align:middle line:84% When my father died, I saw a narrow valley. 00:00:39.150 --> 00:00:41.250 align:middle line:84% It looked as though it began across the river 00:00:41.250 --> 00:00:46.200 align:middle line:84% from the landing where he was born, but there was no river. 00:00:46.200 --> 00:00:49.620 align:middle line:84% I was hoeing the sand of a small vegetable plot for my mother 00:00:49.620 --> 00:00:52.500 align:middle line:84% in deepening twilight, and looked up in time 00:00:52.500 --> 00:00:56.400 align:middle line:84% to see a farm wagon dry and gray, horse already hidden 00:00:56.400 --> 00:01:00.840 align:middle line:84% and no driver going into the valley carrying a casket. 00:01:00.840 --> 00:01:02.760 align:middle line:84% And another wagon coming out of the valley 00:01:02.760 --> 00:01:05.580 align:middle line:84% behind the gray horse with a boy driving 00:01:05.580 --> 00:01:08.790 align:middle line:84% at a high load of two kinds of berries, one of them 00:01:08.790 --> 00:01:11.340 align:middle line:90% strawberry. 00:01:11.340 --> 00:01:13.440 align:middle line:84% That night when I slept, I dreamed 00:01:13.440 --> 00:01:16.800 align:middle line:84% of things wrong in the house, all of them signs. 00:01:16.800 --> 00:01:20.250 align:middle line:84% The water of the shower running brackish and an insect 00:01:20.250 --> 00:01:23.100 align:middle line:84% of a kind I had seen him kill climbing around 00:01:23.100 --> 00:01:26.070 align:middle line:90% the walls of this bathroom. 00:01:26.070 --> 00:01:28.440 align:middle line:84% Up in the morning, I stopped on the stairs. 00:01:28.440 --> 00:01:30.780 align:middle line:84% My mother was awake already and asked me 00:01:30.780 --> 00:01:33.570 align:middle line:84% if I wanted a shower before breakfast. 00:01:33.570 --> 00:01:37.500 align:middle line:84% And for breakfast, she said, we have strawberries. 00:01:37.500 --> 00:01:38.000 align:middle line:90%