WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:08.570 align:middle line:90% 00:00:08.570 --> 00:00:13.390 align:middle line:84% The visitation here is from my deceased parents. 00:00:13.390 --> 00:00:14.710 align:middle line:90% "Night Festival." 00:00:14.710 --> 00:00:18.290 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.290 --> 00:00:23.670 align:middle line:84% "To reach the night festivities, I press against the celebrants 00:00:23.670 --> 00:00:26.160 align:middle line:84% an abbreviated symmetry with me at the lower end 00:00:26.160 --> 00:00:32.380 align:middle line:84% of the hill in a synthesis, a corporation, an exile of bodies 00:00:32.380 --> 00:00:34.360 align:middle line:84% and dangers I fear, who know I have 00:00:34.360 --> 00:00:37.240 align:middle line:90% no business on this premises. 00:00:37.240 --> 00:00:41.110 align:middle line:84% Or I fail to comprehend the intimation of despair. 00:00:41.110 --> 00:00:44.770 align:middle line:84% Or I belong to no undercurrent of the circumstance. 00:00:44.770 --> 00:00:48.700 align:middle line:84% Or what I draw instead now the universal grid, now 00:00:48.700 --> 00:00:50.800 align:middle line:90% a pixelated vista. 00:00:50.800 --> 00:00:54.610 align:middle line:84% Configures no permission, even as the mob begins to dissipate. 00:00:54.610 --> 00:00:59.440 align:middle line:84% And there is my father, with his remorse imposing as the Andes 00:00:59.440 --> 00:01:01.270 align:middle line:84% above the great mountain savanna. 00:01:01.270 --> 00:01:06.370 align:middle line:84% His innermost ensemble of cells, my father, his subordinate 00:01:06.370 --> 00:01:09.250 align:middle line:84% and metallurgical heartache, all the microtones 00:01:09.250 --> 00:01:13.180 align:middle line:84% of Bogotá 17th locality of my father's amphibian 00:01:13.180 --> 00:01:16.420 align:middle line:84% electrocardio dissection, alien puppetry. 00:01:16.420 --> 00:01:19.810 align:middle line:84% His Gaspard de la Nuit late lesson of his road 00:01:19.810 --> 00:01:20.590 align:middle line:90% mirage science. 00:01:20.590 --> 00:01:23.050 align:middle line:84% He says, I'm homesick for the material contradiction 00:01:23.050 --> 00:01:25.550 align:middle line:90% of our kin. 00:01:25.550 --> 00:01:28.850 align:middle line:84% Among the living long after the land overcame my conformity, 00:01:28.850 --> 00:01:30.950 align:middle line:84% but please spare this from your mother, 00:01:30.950 --> 00:01:33.990 align:middle line:84% from her propensity to disappear over time. 00:01:33.990 --> 00:01:37.130 align:middle line:84% Her four cardinal points in rapid alteration. 00:01:37.130 --> 00:01:41.000 align:middle line:84% Her lofty decibels and coffee milk austerity saltine. 00:01:41.000 --> 00:01:45.080 align:middle line:84% Her solitude in newsprint apocalypse or index cards. 00:01:45.080 --> 00:01:49.100 align:middle line:84% Her Billy the Kid, Salon Mexico, Wilshire Ebell, 00:01:49.100 --> 00:01:52.490 align:middle line:84% Pedro Armendáriz, Yucatán Peninsula, reclusive close-up-- 00:01:52.490 --> 00:01:53.840 align:middle line:90% ¿qué hora es? 00:01:53.840 --> 00:01:57.110 align:middle line:84% My father says, apúntalas, the words "ignominy" 00:01:57.110 --> 00:02:00.980 align:middle line:84% and "escrow," too late or unspecified on the subject 00:02:00.980 --> 00:02:03.740 align:middle line:84% of wake time surrender, phosphorescent 00:02:03.740 --> 00:02:07.580 align:middle line:84% in the dimming light of extrasensory encircled body 00:02:07.580 --> 00:02:10.070 align:middle line:90% before, body after. 00:02:10.070 --> 00:02:12.770 align:middle line:84% I had for my heart a perfect measure 00:02:12.770 --> 00:02:15.950 align:middle line:84% to justify the untimely turn of my neither known, 00:02:15.950 --> 00:02:19.820 align:middle line:84% never noiseless, and I had from my heart in the age of consent, 00:02:19.820 --> 00:02:21.380 align:middle line:90% a little loathing. 00:02:21.380 --> 00:02:23.180 align:middle line:90% I had a coin that fit the slot. 00:02:23.180 --> 00:02:26.120 align:middle line:84% I had my compound fracture, declension of pain, 00:02:26.120 --> 00:02:29.510 align:middle line:84% and deflated lung irregularities of color. 00:02:29.510 --> 00:02:32.030 align:middle line:84% But I know now the mistakes of my ancestry 00:02:32.030 --> 00:02:35.660 align:middle line:84% and the style of my birthday venipuncture, 00:02:35.660 --> 00:02:38.570 align:middle line:84% and poultice for my chest infection in the slide 00:02:38.570 --> 00:02:42.110 align:middle line:84% transparencies of my naked limbs and chickenpox 00:02:42.110 --> 00:02:46.130 align:middle line:84% that foretold the phlebotomy of all Erie County. 00:02:46.130 --> 00:02:50.120 align:middle line:84% I had now in my ventricles the great nebula of forgetting, 00:02:50.120 --> 00:02:54.730 align:middle line:84% and the abrogated law no longer larger than life." 00:02:54.730 --> 00:02:59.286 align:middle line:90%