WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.700 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.700 --> 00:00:05.790 align:middle line:84% These are two poems from the more recent project, which 00:00:05.790 --> 00:00:10.410 align:middle line:84% is kind of dealing with the central valley of California, 00:00:10.410 --> 00:00:13.860 align:middle line:84% where I partially grew up as an early site 00:00:13.860 --> 00:00:18.120 align:middle line:84% for the ecological devastation that we're seeing now 00:00:18.120 --> 00:00:20.310 align:middle line:90% across the entire continent. 00:00:20.310 --> 00:00:22.980 align:middle line:84% And the way that this very much formed 00:00:22.980 --> 00:00:28.280 align:middle line:84% like sort of the landscape of my coming of age. 00:00:28.280 --> 00:00:30.890 align:middle line:90% 00:00:30.890 --> 00:00:34.550 align:middle line:90% Anthropocene anxiety disorder. 00:00:34.550 --> 00:00:37.610 align:middle line:90% Our whole world is burning. 00:00:37.610 --> 00:00:41.750 align:middle line:84% I am terrified by the mundaneness of it all. 00:00:41.750 --> 00:00:43.520 align:middle line:90% The scent of smoke. 00:00:43.520 --> 00:00:45.710 align:middle line:90% A season of its own. 00:00:45.710 --> 00:00:50.630 align:middle line:84% Sometimes, I mistake the breeze passing through my hair 00:00:50.630 --> 00:00:54.200 align:middle line:90% for the soft approach of flame. 00:00:54.200 --> 00:01:00.500 align:middle line:84% A poem has no allegiance to the truth, and even as I tell it, 00:01:00.500 --> 00:01:03.470 align:middle line:90% I fear you won't believe. 00:01:03.470 --> 00:01:07.400 align:middle line:90% Last summer, paradise burnt. 00:01:07.400 --> 00:01:10.860 align:middle line:84% Every newspaper ran the same photo. 00:01:10.860 --> 00:01:15.140 align:middle line:84% McDonald's golden arches swaddled in flame. 00:01:15.140 --> 00:01:16.820 align:middle line:90% Forgive me. 00:01:16.820 --> 00:01:25.535 align:middle line:84% I was, for a moment, glad to see my stepfather's home vanish. 00:01:25.535 --> 00:01:29.930 align:middle line:84% I did not think of the dead, watched Snapchats 00:01:29.930 --> 00:01:34.130 align:middle line:84% of the freeway medians, their camisoles of smoke 00:01:34.130 --> 00:01:36.650 align:middle line:84% and remembered five summers before, 00:01:36.650 --> 00:01:39.020 align:middle line:90% waking in a fire's path. 00:01:39.020 --> 00:01:41.810 align:middle line:84% The strange calm in our truck's cab. 00:01:41.810 --> 00:01:46.710 align:middle line:84% The campsite flickering orange in the rearview. 00:01:46.710 --> 00:01:49.740 align:middle line:84% Do you think that we'll survive long enough for this 00:01:49.740 --> 00:01:52.220 align:middle line:90% to read as fiction. 00:01:52.220 --> 00:01:56.810 align:middle line:84% There are cameras floating in space turned inward 00:01:56.810 --> 00:01:59.320 align:middle line:90% that will outlive us. 00:01:59.320 --> 00:02:02.650 align:middle line:84% The Arctic smolders in their lenses. 00:02:02.650 --> 00:02:06.790 align:middle line:84% Ah, and I wonder if it's the last monument 00:02:06.790 --> 00:02:12.420 align:middle line:84% man will build large enough for God to note. 00:02:12.420 --> 00:02:16.000 align:middle line:90%